Chapter 81
If you Don’t Love Me, I Will Die
âWhatâ¦?â
After riding the horses for a while, we finally arrived at the estate, fortunately finding it unharmed.
However, just as I was about to breathe a sigh of relief, the news I heard upon arriving at the mansion was utterly shocking.
âLady Ania⦠headed for the capital.â
âWhy!â
âShe said she must meet the Viscountâ¦â
âDamn it!â
I slammed the desk with frustration.
Blood from the wounds that hadnât been cleaned yet scattered across the desk.
âMilord! You mustnât exert yourself.â
Servants, who were applying ointments and bandages to my body, hurriedly restrained me.
My head throbbed with pain.
I thought I had finally reached Ania⦠but I never imagined things would turn out like this.
âThe phone.â
âYes?â
âThe phone! Contact the Capital immediately!â
As I snapped, one of the servants trembled and bowed his head.@@novelbin@@
âMy Lord, I apologize, but the communication office has been destroyed, and the network is down.â
âDamn it.â
I cursed involuntarily.
âHowever, they are currently working on recapturing and restoring it.â
âWhen will it be restored?â
âIâm not exactly sure, butâ¦â
My stomach churned.
I was angry at those who had sent Ania alone.
Still, I was most resentful of myself for not even considering the possibility that she would.
She has done it before, so why did I not think of it?
My body wouldnât stop trembling.
If Ania had lost her life in the Capitalâ¦
Just imagining it made my heart ache as if it were breaking.
âMy Lord, you must calm down⦠Your bleeding wonât stop.â
My injuries were quite severe.
Despite applying expensive medicine to stop the bleeding and potions to mend bones, the bleeding continued unabated.
However, my heart, filled with anxiety, simply couldnât calm down.
âGive it to me.â
Eventually, I snatched the bandages and wrapped them tightly around my head and wounds. The bandages were pulled so tight that the blood ceased to flow.
âLorendel, prepare the carriage.â
âYesâ¦?â
âWeâre going to the Capital right away.â
âMy Lord!â
The servants and Lorendel exclaimed.
âWe can send a servant to go to the Capital.â
âIâll go myself.â
âYou canât! Itâs a miracle youâre still alive. If you push yourself, youâll surely collapse.â
Collapse? That didnât matter.
I wanted to meet Ania as soon as possible.
As long as I didnât know Ania was aliveâ¦
Bleeding to death would be less painful.
âIâm going.â
As I staggered out of bed, the servants blocked the door.
Fear, worry, and determination were written on their faces.
âStep aside.â
âNormally, I would allow it, but this is the Northern Kingdom, My Lord. It means those cruel and barbaric people are attacking the Capital! If you were to lose your lifeâ¦â
I didnât need to hear the rest.
The fallen Radner lineage had been built up by me alone.
So, if I were absent, naturally, the Radner family would lose its pivot and collapse rapidly.
âThe lady⦠will be safe.â
A young servant said through gritted teeth.
âHow do you know? Have you been to the Capital?â
âThe lady is strong!â
âEven strong people can die.â
âBut⦠My Lord, youâve survived.â
âAnia isnât me!â
Usually, I wouldnât have gotten so angry at a childâs words.
But the unease was tossing my mind about haphazardly.
The young servant shrank back in surprise and instinctively clung to the old servantâs embrace.
Seeing that, I finally regained my senses.
âDamn it. Iâm yelling at a childâ¦â
âMy Lord.â
Lorendel grabbed my arm with a worried expression.
âMiss Ania wouldnât want the Viscount to get hurt either. Imagine how devastated sheâd be if sheâd seen you on your deathbed.â
I nodded.
Lorendel was right.
Going back to find Ania, without knowing what had happened to the Capital, was an emotional response.
Moreover, if Ania managed to escape the Capital and return to the estateâ¦
What a cruel, cruel worldâ¦
If I had known this would happen, I would have developed a portable phone before having my memories read.
If I had set up my own communication network, things might not have turned out like this.
But there were no changing regrets.
âFine. But Iâll give you until the end of the day. Find out Aniaâs condition by any means necessary. If a day passes, I might truly lose it.â
âYes, certainly.â
With that said, the mansion immediately bustled into action.
âDispatch the knights to the Capital!â
âFind a branch that can communicateâ¦â
I closed my eyes and blocked my ears.
I shouldnât act in haste.
Aniaâs safety was important, but so was welcoming her back.
As much as I thought of her, she must be thinking of me too.
As my heart began to settle, suddenly, someone knocked on the door.
âMy Lord, a guest has arrived.â
ââ¦A guest?â
âWho could possibly be visiting amid this chaos?â
As the attending physician beside me opened the door, the guest came into view.
âLord Edward.â
âE- Eiâ¦?â
It didnât take long for me to recognize her identity.
It was Ei, the mage who had read my memories in the Southeastern Tower.
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âWhat brings you here at a time like this?â
As I asked, someone behind Ei revealed themselves.
A hood obscured their face, and a veil draped in front of the hood completely covered it.
âYou have a companion.â
âI apologize for coming at such a time without notice⦠but I felt it was necessary to meet you.â
Ei swiftly ushered the person behind her forward, and they stood before me.
The petite figure slowly opened its mouth.
âGreetings.â
It was a womanâs voice.
A young womanâs voice, at that.
âWho are you? And why are you here?â
âI suppose introductions are in order. I am Canella.â
âI didnât ask for your name.â
âSheâs the one leading the Memory Addicts.â
âMemory Addicts?â
At the unfamiliar name, Ei explained.
âItâs a kind of magical society composed of people who use memory magic.â
âIâve never heard of such a society.â
âItâs not surprising.â
Ei smirked.
âBut itâs quite a capable society nonetheless.â
âWhy have you come to me? You said it would take a month to read my memories again.â
Upon asking, Canella spoke.
âIâve come to read your memories.â
âDidnât you say it would be dangerous before a month passed? Itâs been less than a week.â
âThatâs in typical cases.â
Canella seemed somewhat inept at explaining.
Although my intention with the question was to get a reasonable answer, her words were shrouded in secrecy, like someone hiding something.
In truth, wizards tended to be like that.
Ei and Aria were even more peculiar in that regard.
As I pondered, concern for my sisterâs well-being crossed my mind.
âEi, is Aria okay?â
âOf course. The Tower is always protected by magic.â
Ei hastily changed the subject.
âAnyway, about the memories. I asked Canella if there was a possibility of having memories of events that never happened.â
âAnd did you find an answer?â
âNo.â
Canellaâs response was still curt.
âBut I thought it was worth investigating. Iâve looked into Viscountâs memories over the years, but this is the first time Iâve encountered something like this.â
ââ¦But can you find out right now?â
âYes.â
As I narrowed my eyes and stared at Canella, Ei hurriedly explained.
âAs I mentioned before, reading memories in a short period poses a risk to life. However⦠there is a way, albeit complex⦠In any case, itâs possible.â
âWhy didnât you mention this earlier?â
Ei quickly extended her hand.
âItâs not that I was hiding it. Itâs just that itâs difficult to explain.â
âThen try it, whatever it is.â
âAlright.â
As Ei nodded, Canella took out a crystal orb from her pocket.
It was a shimmering purple crystal orb.
âThis is an item that can extract memories. I invented it. The manufacturing process is very complex⦠First, you need pristine snow crystals from the north and rare herbs gathered from the northâ¦â
âEnough, just do it!â
After nodding, Canella began to manipulate the crystal orb.
Then she recited a spell.
âSimply fall asleep for a moment, and it will be over.â
As her words reached me, my consciousness seemed to sink deep into a profound slumber.
Soon, my body felt lighter.
I realized it quickly.
My consciousness had entered into the depths of my memories.
How it was possible, I didnât knowâ¦
Continuously, I delved deeper into the slumber of profound memories.
Countless clusters of memories brushed past me.
At the end of this descent, I found the memory in the deepest recesses of my consciousness.
Edward facing death.
Ania Bronte, coldly watching his demise.
I slowly reached out toward that memory.