Chapter 73
If you Don’t Love Me, I Will Die
Because of the late morning light pouring in through the window, Ania woke up from her deep sleep.
Usually, Ania would open her eyes quickly at the sound of birds chirping around the time when morning begins to dawn.
However, yesterday, she didnât notice the passing of time as she resolved misunderstandings and had conversations that had piled up over time.
Because of that, she didnât get to sleep until after 4 in the morning.
Her bed sheets rustled as she got out of bed, and she tidied her messy hair.
Ania glanced at the clock with half-closed eyes.
âItâs already elevenâ¦â
It was quite late.
Nevertheless, Ania felt oddly happy about waking up late once again.
During her childhood, she always slept in late.
The fatigue made it difficult for her to open her eyes so she didnât have to face reality.
But not anymore.
Even if she woke up late, she no longer thought about not wanting to leave her room or what would happen if she fell asleep forever.
All of this was thanks to Edward.
If it werenât for that man, could she have lived such a happy life?
Perhaps if Edward hadnât been there, she would still be a submissive child of the Brontë family, wearing clothes of nobility that didnât suit her and continuing to live a life where she didnât know what happiness was.
Thinking about the worst-case scenario, Ania felt this moment was too precious.
She lightly brushed away her still-sleeping motherâs hair.
Her once detested mother.
The mother she thought had abandoned her.
Only now did Ania understand.
Her mother, who gave birth to her, also lived her life clumsily, just like her.
Overwhelmed with emotion, Ania embraced her mother tightly.
âAniaâ¦?â
With half-opened eyes, Viola looked at Ania, smiled softly, and hugged her.
âDid you sleep well, Mom?â
âYeah.â
Violaâs hand brushed Aniaâs hair. Ania didnât resist, letting her mother touch her hair.
âYouâre beautiful even in the morning.â
âWhere do you think I got that from?â
They laughed together, reveling in the happiness that couldnât be greater.
***
âThis way.â
Upon arriving at the main gate of Tpwer, the apprentice sorcerers wearing large-brimmed hats whispered softly and led me somewhere.
It was a small secret passage behind the Tower.
When you hear about the Tower, youâd probably imagine a tall structure reaching up to the sky, but in reality, there are also hidden spaces underneathâ¦
Or at least I remember reading about it in the book.
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The apprentice sorcerer chanted a spell towards the wall and infused it with magic.
Then, the previously invisible door gradually revealed itself, and as it opened, the musty smell of the underground wafted from behind.
âCome in.â
Following them down the circular staircase for a while, I eventually reached the end.
The space was quite spacious, but the ceiling was low, so I had to stoop a little.
âWelcome.â
Aria welcomed me in a room filled with various potions and herbs.
âIt was a difficult request, so thank you.â
âI couldnât say no to Brotherâs request.â
Aria, who was usually a bit cheerful, seemed a bit tense, probably because it involved breaking the law, so her voice was slightly subdued.
âNice to meet you.â
Then, a woman emerged from the darkness. She wore a purple robe, but a thin piece of cloth obscured her face.
âI donât want to reveal my identityâ¦â
âI understand.â
As Aria said, memory reading was classified as a form of dark magic.
While it could be helpful or harmful depending on its application, the Empire strictly regulated dark magic.
In fact, Yuren was expelled from the academy just for dealing with dark magic.
So, it was common for dark mages to hide in the Empireâs underground.
âCall me Ei.â
The woman extended her hand.
Taking it lightly, I shook it.
âThatâs not your name, right?â
âObviously, itâs an alias. But I hope you can trust me. Your payment also included your confidentiality.â
âGood to know.â
âThen, please have a seat here for now?â
Ei led me to a very traditional-looking chair.
I sat down without a word.
Since Aria knew her, there shouldnât be any problem.
âAre we starting right away?â
âNo. We need some time first.â
She handed me a vial.
âYou have to drink this first.â
âItâs not poison, is it?â
âBrotherâ¦â
Aria narrowed her eyes at me, so I just drank it.
Although I knew how to use magic, using dark magic was fundamentally different. There was no way but to trust and drink it.
I closed my eyes tightly and swallowed it, but there was no apparent change even after finishing it.
âNothing has changed.â
âJust stay seated for now. Itâs risky.â
âRiskyâ¦?â
At that moment, my head suddenly began to spin.
As I slumped into the chair, a wave of dizziness overwhelmed me.
Before I knew it, darkness enveloped me, and my consciousness drifted into the depths as if sinking into a vast and deep oceanâ¦
***
âHeâs asleep.â
âThat was enough to knock out a dragon; I would hope he fell asleep.â
Ei glanced at Edward, who lay unconscious, with an unfamiliar expression, then turned to Aria.
âYou donât look much alike for siblings.â
âWe do.â
âWhatever you say. Aria has a slightly cute face, but your brother has a sharper look.â
Ei touched Edwardâs face here and there.
Watching her, Aria grabbed Elâs hand and pulled her away.
âStop touching him. Brother didnât always have such a sharp look.â
âReally? Thenâ¦â
Ei was about to ask if it was from that time when she closed her mouth.
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Ei was also familiar with the name Johann Radner, a drug kingpin who operated in the underworld.
Initially, she was a bit surprised when she heard the story that he was Ariaâs stepbrother.
How could people of the same bloodline be so different?
Anyway, Ei looked at Edward again.
The more she looked, the more she realized he was pretty handsome.
âEl, donât have unnecessary thoughts about Brother. He already has someone.â
âSure.â
Ei withdrew her hand with a sigh.
While she herself wasnât lacking in appearance, she knew she couldnât compete with Ania Brontë.
Anyway, the work had to begin.
âWell, Iâll start.â
âYeah.â
Ei slowly infused Edward with magic.
Reading a personâs memories was extremely difficult.
It required intense concentration and skill.
Any slight mistake would trigger the personâs mana, alerting the personâs consciousness.
Knowing this, Aria didnât bother asking Ei.
Her skill was already well-known in the underworld.
âHmmâ¦â
As Eiâs hand moved slowly above Edwardâs head, she let out a small groan.
Her brow furrowed slightly, then relaxed, forming a smile, only to furrow again.
This cycle repeated.
âEi, are you okay?â
Aria asked anxiously, as she had never seen Ei react like this while reading memories, but Ei replied with a smile.
âSo this is what it feels like kissing the Empireâs most beautiful flower.â
âCome onâ¦â
âSorry, sorry. Iâll be serious.â
Eiâs previously calm expression turned puzzled as she scratched her head in confusion.
She began to delve into Edwardâs memories again.
They were dark.
The color of memories often changes depending on the life a person has lived.
Generally, most people had memories in shades of gray.
Occasionally, there were those with memories tinted pink or golden, but such cases were rare, indicating a life filled with happiness.
âHow could it be so darkâ¦â
Similarly, memories colored black were also rare.
This was because they belonged to individuals who had lived without any happiness.
The intense fatigue emanated from his face, sunken cheeks, and the dark circles under his eyes.
Thinking it matched, Ei continued to delve into the memories.
As she continued to navigate through the memories, as if walking through a pitch-black mine with no light in sight, Ei saw something.
Amidst the entirely dark memories, there was something shining brightly in a dazzling golden hue.
Ei lightly touched upon that golden memory.
Then, Edwardâs memories began to flow in.
From swiftly reading through the memories, Ei witnessed a remarkable sight.
In a personâs memories, there were inevitably various facets to both painful and joyful memories.
This was because human memories were a mixture of emotions created by complex experiences.
However, Edwardâs memories were a bit different.
âWhat an extraordinary heart.â
In each of those memories, she saw the same person.
Ania Brontë.
Edwardâs only love, known as the Empireâs most beautiful woman.
There was a place for her alone.
Translatorâs Corner
Main thing, I modified the name of the mind reader. The original more closely translates to El. But I play genshin⦠thatâs all I have to say. Also, remind me to add the latest chapter on novelupdates. Or do it yourself. Less work for me is good.
-Ruminas