Chapter 44
If you Don’t Love Me, I Will Die
âToday, I would like to inform all the distinguished guests in attendance: The inauguration ceremony of Senior Magus Aria Radner as the Tower Master will soon take place, so please gather around the central podium.â
The resonance filled the Tower with magical vibrations.
As the nobles and wizards gathered one by one upon hearing the voice, the area around the podium buzzed with activity.
Watching from the sidelines, Aria, her heart pounding, steadied her nerves.
âIâm nervous.â
âItâs alright. Just express your thoughts briefly.â
âBut thatâs what makes me nervous.â
âThen simply say âthank you,â and then go down.â
âThatâs not dignified.â
ââ¦â¦. â
The assistant smiled faintly.
âJust be natural. You only need to fulfill the formalities anyway.â
âAlright.â
Aria took a deep breath and slowly ascended the podium.
Seeing the nobles and wizards in front of her instantly made her head spin.
But from today onwards, she was not just a mage of the Tower, but its master.
She ascended to a crucial position, one of only nine on the continent.
âSo I need to stay focused.â
Despite being only nineteen, her appointment as the Tower Master meant she had gained the trust of the mages.
She didnât want to betray that trust.
Aria calmed the flow of her mana and began to speak slowly.
âHello. I am Aria Radner, the newly inaugurated Tower Master of the Southeastern Tower.â
Applause erupted.
All eyes were on her.
âToday, I would like to express my gratitude first to all the distinguished guests gathered here for my inauguration ceremony.â
The words she had prepared came to mind clearly.
Aria calmly expressed her thoughts as per the script.
ââ¦And thus, I firmly believe that magic should always be used for everyoneâs happiness. I will strive to create a better world. Thank you!â
As Aria respectfully bowed, applause erupted once again.
âPhewâ¦.â
Aria descended from the podium as if escaping.
Done.
She did it.
It was a perfect expression of gratitude.
As she hurriedly walked with trembling emotions,
Aria staggered with a dull feeling in her head.
âUhâ¦â
At that moment, she bumped into someoneâs chest.
âAria.â
âOh, Brother.â
Edward was looking at her.
Pulling her chin up, Edward smiled faintly.
âYou need to look ahead now. Youâre now a Tower Master.â
âYeah.â
But for some reason, he was trembling.
Contrary to his smiling lips, Edwardâs eyes were trembling.
âAria.â
âYes?â
Edward looked into Ariaâs eyes.
âWere you the one who did it?â
âD-do what?â
âDid you invite Ania?â
ââ¦Yes.â
âIs that so?â
Aria bowed her head.
Edwardâs hand gently stroked Ariaâs chin.
âWhy did you do that?â
âIâm sorry.â
âIâm asking for the reason.â
âThatâ¦â
Aria felt the anger flowing from Edwardâs affectionate gaze.
His mana was slowly growing turbulent.
âIt was a mistake.â
âA mistake?â
âYeah. Iâve been too busy lately⦠I didnât realize.â
âI see.â
As Aria looked at Edward, who nodded in understanding, she realized something.
The emotion hidden in his eyes wasnât just anger; it was also mingled with sadness deep within.
Aria gently took hold of Edwardâs hand and asked softly.
âBrother.â
âYes?â
âIâm curious⦠Did something happen between you and Ania?â
âWe were just divorced.â
âJust?â
âThatâs how noble society is, isnât it?â
âThenâ¦â
If that was the case, why did he have such sad eyes?
Whether it was a look of longing,
Aria wanted to ask but couldnât find the words.
âOkay, I understand.â
There was nothing more she could do besides nodding her head.
âCongratulations.â
At that moment, Edwardâs hand gently stroked Ariaâs hair.
âThank you.â
Seeing her brother for the first time in two years, Aria felt he had changed.
A successful businessman.
The heir to a viscount.
From the well-combed hair to the slightly hollowed cheeks and chin due to the loss of baby fat.
Feeling like she was left behind, Aria felt oddly melancholic, as if he had suddenly become an adult without her.
She felt even more like a child trembling whenever she stood before people.
âYouâre truly magnificent. A Tower Master⦠Youâve become an adult before I realized it.â
âAn adult?â
âYeah. I always thought of you as a child, but suddenly, youâve grown up.â
âReally?â
âReally.â
Aria nestled into Edwardâs body. Edward gently stroked her back.
âI should probably start heading back now.â
âAlready?â
âYeah.â
âJust a little longer.â
âSorry. My scheduleâs tight.â
âDid you deliberately schedule it like that because of me?â
âNo. It was cleared in advance. Iâll always make time for you.â
Aria bid farewell to Edward as he descended the Tower, waving her hands lightly in response to his casual goodbye.
âIâll be in touch!â
âYeah. See you soon.â
The fact that this remarkable person was her blood relative secretly made Aria proud.
***
As I stepped out of the Tower, all that could be seen was the mist thickening around me.
The eerie atmosphere and the peculiar ecology around the Tower made it quite mysterious.
If that was all, it wouldnât have been a big deal, but my forehead naturally furrowed with the rain coming down.@@novelbin@@
I had to change my schedule to attend Ariaâs inauguration ceremony,
I encountered a woman I didnât want to see,
And the weather was not cooperating either.
After erecting a barrier with magic, I hastened toward where the car was parked.
âI need to move quickly. Time is money.â
As I approached where the car was parked, I saw the driver sweating profusely.
Wondering what was wrong, I approached him, and he jumped in surprise and turned around.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âMilord⦠itâs, itâsâ¦â
The hesitant driver soon confessed that there was a problem with the car.
âNo need to apologize.â
There was no need for apologies. The internal combustion engines in this world were still in their early stages, so breakdowns were natural.
âLet me take a look.â
Although I initially thought it was a minor issue, the situation was far more severe than I had anticipated.
Smoke billowed from the four-cylinder engine powered by magic, indicating magical saturation.
My head throbbed painfully.
âWhy didnât I think of this earlier?â
The area around the Tower was more magically abundant than elsewhere in the empire. Naturally, an internal combustion engine powered by magic couldnât handle it.
âIâve arranged for another car.â
âWhen will it arrive?â
âIt should be here within 30 minutes.â
âNothing we can do about it.â
The driver hurriedly took out an umbrella from the car.
It was unnecessary since I was blocking the rain with magic, but I accepted it lightly and opened it.
âMilord, Iâm truly sorry. It was my fault.â
âNo, itâs okay. Take a break. Weâll need to hurry once the car arrives.â
âThank you!â
Leaving the bowing driver aside, I hobbled towards the back of the Tower.
Although this situation couldnât be helped, my head throbbed painfully, so I felt like I needed to smoke a cigarette to ease my mind.
I took out a case made of brass from my pocket and put one cigarette in my mouth.
Then, using fire magic, I created a flame at my fingertips and lit the cigarette before taking a light puff.
The hesitant white smoke mingled into the mist.
Itâs truly an unfortunate day.
A terribly unfortunate day.
As I expelled the smoke from the cigarette, using the rain as background music, another sound caught my ear.
âSobâ¦.â
I heard a sound resembling someoneâs ragged breath.
I slowly turned my ear toward it and realized it was sobbing.
Even if my heart was shattered, how could I not be affected by someoneâs genuine tears?
Curious, I turned my gaze. I saw a silhouette by the bush-covered Tower.
ââ¦Sigh.â
Seeing that silhouette made me sigh.
Why will you not leave my sight?
âSniffâ¦â
I plugged one ear to block out the unpleasant sound of crying, but it still reached me.
I looked to the side again.
I saw a woman leaning against the Towerâs wall, her golden hair soaking wet in the rain.
She seemed to have collapsed, her appearance disheveled from the rain.
Although she appeared to be laughing, there was no smile on her lips.
I took another sip and exhaled. The white smoke rose high into the sky.
âEdward, please donât leave me.â
Although I intended to leave after finishing the cigarette, my steps unconsciously moved.
Toward the bushes where the sobbing could be heard.
âPleaseâ¦.â
Could there still be a trace of meager compassion left?
Even though I thought I had completely emptied it, could a shred of kindness still be left in my heart?
No.
This is merely an action befitting of a nobleâs status.
Itâs just a minor consideration to stop the crying of a woman caught in the rain while sheâs struggling.
As my feet came to a halt, I brought my umbrella over the woman with her head in her hands.
âAnia Brontë.â
I slowly rolled the sweet-sounding name on my lips.
I know that the rich fragrance spreading like candy is permeating like poison.
Ania Brontë is poison.
Although she may seem beautiful on the outside,
What lies within her is poison.
Yet, knowing that sheâs poison, why do I go back to herâ¦
What am I even thinking?
Have I truly gone mad?
âTake it.â
I lowered my body and handed her my umbrella.
Aniaâs eyes widened like a rabbitâs as she took it.
âWhy are you crying?â
I was curious, but I didnât ask.
Because the moment I voice that question, Iâll be crossing a bridge I can never return from.
âEdwardâ¦.â
She looked like a drenched mouse in the rain, but I couldnât look away.
In that moment,
It was justâ¦
Incredibly quiet.
As if the sound of the rain around us had stopped.
As if only she and I remained in the world.