Chapter 14
If you Don’t Love Me, I Will Die
âItâs all right.â
Music could be heard outside when I finished treating Aniaâs wounds.
The lively and cheerful rhythm announcing the beginning of the ball flowed along with the brass bandâs performance, and the sounds of people dancing, laughing, and chatting echoed.
âShall we go?â
âNo, not yet.â
Although my wounds were treated, Ania still probed my body.
Feeling the slow touch strangely stimulating my senses, I gently grabbed Aniaâs wrist.
âOh my.â
âStop probing. Itâs getting a bit painful.â
âItâs just small wounds.â
âStill, it hurts.â
âAlright, Iâll be gentler.â
However, Ania lightly slipped out of my grip and probed my arms.
Due to her persistently sweeping over my body, it was incredibly difficult to hide my expression.
âYour body is in good condition, My Lord.â
âMenâs bodies are naturally like this.â
âIs that so?â
What does she mean?
Ania, who receives the attention of numerous men, would undoubtedly know what a manâs body is like.
If anything, she probably knows it too well.
I deliberately ignored Aniaâs hand and immersed myself in my thoughts.
Why did Johann Radner go for Ania?
Was it all to become the Earl?
***
âHeâs handsomeâ¦â
Edwardâs body was beautiful, reminiscent of a magnificent sculpture.
Ania took note of the firm muscles revealed beneath his shirt, the distinct dorsal muscles exposed when he removed his shirt, and the towering shoulder muscles, all while he was not looking at her.
So, without forgetting, Ania slowly licked her lips from behind as Edward treated his wounds, his back facing her.
As she did so, desire blossomed in her heart.
âI want him.â
She wanted this man.
She wanted to make his beautiful body, his rough heart, and his soft voice all hers.
So, even though she decided to restrain herself, even though she vowed not to give him her heart until he sought love from her, she slowly caressed his body.
His body, so different from hers, seemed to stimulate Aniaâs entire being.
âNow, does it still hurt?â
At first, Edward, who used to flinch and reject her hand because of the pain, now seemed accustomed.
His expressionless profile didnât reveal any sign of the emotion called affection.
However, it set Aniaâs heart ablaze.
âIt still stings.â
âShall we rest a bit more then?â
Now, Ania thought, it doesnât matter what happens with the dance.
This brief time of tending to each otherâs wounds felt like a dream.
Did Edward also feel his heart flutter like mine did?
Did he feel the same as me while wrapping the bandage around my ankle?
Even if not, Ania would be satisfied as long as a ripple formed in the pond of his heart, no matter how small.
After all, Ania was a beauty.
To any man, she was someone they would want to embrace to the point of madness, someone they would desire to obtain even if it meant sacrificing their lives.
Therefore, Edward would slowly seek her.
Ania wanted to embrace Edward immediately, but she knew the consequences of being too greedy.
She knew that giving her heart too soon could make a person miserable.
***
As the pain slowly faded with the healing of the wounds, the music inside the mansion changed.
The brass band began to play classical rhythms.
âShall we?â
It was the perfect opportunity for me, who had thought about escaping from this oppressive touch, no matter what excuse I had to devise.
It might be difficult if the dance was fast-paced, but with a slow dance, I could manage, even if my ankles hurt.
âItâs not polite to avoid showing your face for too long.â
âYesâ¦â
As I stood up, Aniaâs hand fell off my arm. I grabbed her hand and helped her up.
As we stepped outside, a maid who had been waiting rushed over.
âIs your body better now?â
âThanks to you. I appreciate it.â
âI just did what needed to be done.â@@novelbin@@
The maid lightly bowed her head and led us to the ballroom.
The atmosphere in the ballroom was already vibrant.
Countless people held hands and danced slowly, their movements resembling swaying wildflowers in the wind.
âLord Edward.â
As we descended the stairs toward the ballroom, the maid called us.
âWhat is it?â
âCountess Roland would like to meet Lord Edward and Lady Brontë personally. Would you mind meeting her first if itâs convenient for you?â
âThatâs fine.â
It was intriguing. We had only come to attend the ball, yet we arrived in such a battered state.
However, something was odd.
Why did Countess Roland want to see us and not Count Roland himself?
Even though she might have enough social standing to step into the social scene, Count Roland was the true head of the family.
Typically, when nobles requested a private meeting, important matters were discussed. It could involve social gossip or business matters.
However, as far as I knew, Countess Roland was not a businesswoman with enough standing to discuss such matters.
Her position was not that significant. She could have easily approached us at the ball to inquire about our well-being.
With faint suspicion lingering, I followed the maid and entered the central room on the second floor.
Countess Roland greeted us with wide-open eyes.
âOh! Lord Edward and Lady Brontë!â
âI heard you wanted to meet us.â
âYes, indeed. When you arrived in such a state, I was worried if something had happened.â
âItâs nothing serious.â
As I cut off the conversation, Countess Rolandâs expression subtly stiffened.
Although she didnât show it, I could tell from the twitching corner of her mouth.
âThatâs truly fortunate.â
âDid you invite us to inquire about our well-being?â
âYes⦠I thought Lord Edward might want to announce it personally rather than letting others gossip about it.â
At that moment, Ania suddenly interjected into the conversation, pulled my hand, and stood up.
âI see. If the conversation is over, weâll take my leave.â
We exited the room.
I looked at Ania bewilderedly.
âMy Lady, what is the meaning of this?â
âWe have no more business there.â
âRegardless, this is a behavior that goes against etiquette.â
âIt doesnât matter. I am not one to worry about etiquette.â
âMy Lady!â
I raised my voice, and Ania, who was taken aback, exclaimed.
âThis is typical behavior of a woman.â
âWhat?â
Ania composed her expression, but her brows furrowed slightly, and her lips twitched as if she were suppressing her anger.
âWhat a cunning woman.â
Ania smoothed her expression, but her jawline tensed.
âCountess Roland was the one who staged the attack.â
âBut, we heard the confession, right? The one known as the âDrug King of the back alleyâ was the culprit.â
âNo. That person lied.â
âOn what basis?â
âThat woman hates me. She fears that I will take away her husband.â
â⦠Is that so?â
It was incomprehensible.
Even though it was suspicious that the Countess personally requested a private meeting, it couldnât be the basis for such an accusation.
In my eyes, it seemed like Aniaâs stubbornness.
âMy Lady, no matter how much I trust you, this is a bit exaggerated.â
âExaggerated, you say?â
Ania bit her lower lip.
âHave you seen the way that woman looks at me?â
âSuspecting someone without solid evidenceâ¦â
âEdward!â
Ania asked, trembling, clenching her fist as if feeling wronged.
âHow could you say such a thing?â
âBut⦠My Lady.â
âEnough.â
Ania pushed my hand away.
Tears were rolling down like pearls from her eyes.
âI want to go back.â
âAnia!â
After calling out to Ania, who was briskly walking away, I followed her.
Though I tried to hold her wrist, she shook me off.
Inevitably, I embraced her from behind, pulling her into my chest.
âTrust me. I will find out and make her confess her mistake.â
âWeâre done.â
âIâm sorry.â
ââ¦â
âI will find a way to prove it and make her admit her fault.â
Only then did Ania relax her arms.
âReally?â
âI swear it on my honor.â
âYou donât have to do that.â
With her eyes turning red, Ania subtly lifted the corners of her mouth and ran briskly towards the stairs.
âLetâs go, My Lord.â
Watching her like this, I let out a bewildered sigh.
How could a self-willed, stubborn, and excessively confident woman receive forgiveness by simply smiling?
I bit my lower lip lightly, blaming my foolishness, and watched Aniaâs retreating figure gracefully descend to the ballroom.