False hope... for you

Sometimes in the story I'm the bad guy

It's hard to admit

My guilt gets the best of me

I sit there and look at you with a convincing smile

But I'm not interested

I can't when all I think of is him

You'll be enough for someone someday

But you're not ready for someone like me

I can come in and change my mind

It's risky and not dependable

You deserve someone who's 100% invested in you

I could love you

Isn't that crazy?

But I won't let myself go through with it

Whenever I give anyone a chance they turn around and change their mind

Defying every feeling that comes my way is something I have to do

You'll always share a place within me that I'm not so sure of the label

Just know I care

Deeply, I do