Re-do

I deserve to be admired

Appreciated to say the least

I've tried looking for my sense of worth in the wrong places

You don't deserve my words nor tears

I would love to wake up in a world where my heart knew how it was to be happy

My thoughts are poisoned by painful memories

If I could lose all my senses it'd be easier

Not having to see the look of guilt in your brown eyes

It hurts to hear your voice

My sense of touching you was magnetic

Almost electrified

Can I just start over?

From the beginning, please

I never wanted it to be messy

Maybe one day you'll see what you lost

Hope is all I got