Blame
Broken.
I deserve this pain
I caused it myself
My friends can't even begin to realize how fucked up I am
Maybe, just maybe I'm meant to be alone
I don't need to burden anyone with my sadness
It's not their fault
My voice in my head is my biggest flaw
It tells me everything is okay
Well, it's not
No matter what
It's always there
I guess it's hard to get rid of that kind of pain
When it seems to be implemented since birth
The lovers of your past are just that
The past
They never wanted a future
They took your beautiful petals
And planted seeds within you
They left them without any water
Left alone to die
They will stay until I decide I need another one
The lies by the people you love were all mistakes
They wouldn't bother you with the truth
You never deserved it after all
You created these problems
Your denial was the closest to happiness you ever had gotten
Rest easy beautiful soul, you'll be back soon