Chapter 19
Please leave
Broken.
I search for the things that make me happy
The things that make me whole
With a crowd comes a heavy burden
This thing that goes through my head
I think about it
I can't stop thinking about it
Why in the hell cant I stop thinking about it
My heartbeat gets faster and faster
I imagine myself in my happy place
Nothing is working
Then just like that
Like my father through the door
It's gone
But I know it'll be back
It'll be back to haunt my mind
It'll never fully leave
The pain is just as friendly as the word love
They both live in me but one always seems to stay
An unwelcome stay
I try to push it out
But let's face it,
It isn't going anywhere