Help me

It crushes my heart to know some humans aren't meant to feel what you do

I've spent days deciding on how to make myself numb

I couldn't possibly tell you how much it hurts

It crawls in your skin making a home within

It's been too long

Over and over again he'd tell you the sweet nothings and fake reassurance

Why hurt me to this point?

Every part of me misses you

But also it's exhausted

Tears

Fights

Sleepless nights

Insecurities

Of course he's okay, for now

I'm almost used to the hurt

Not even he can take it away.

Please take care

I know someday you'll wish me the same