Wtf do I do
Broken.
Tonight I'll attempt to save us
But I'm tired
Truly exhausted from climbing up towards this hill that we call you and me
There's not enough in me but can you do this for me?
Momentarily make it better
Just so maybe for the next one, I'm not as screwed up?
There's lots of good moments that we've had
Many of them were one of the best of my life
How do we become strangers after this?
All the stupid songs or jokes that remind me of you
I guess I know you better than I thought
It kills because I've known your touch and comfort
It's also the thing that makes me sick to my stomach because I know you've been unfaithful to me
No matter what you say, it'll always be true in my head
There's already too much you've put there
Don't blame me, blame your actions
Like a friend said to me once, no matter what the mistrust will always be there.