Ashamed

I've done wrong and I've done it a million times over

I preach to the world about my good nature

The truth is a hard pill to swallow

I chose weakness over strength

I choose pain over acceptance

I chose wrong

For that I'll never be able to forgive myself

But you still choose me.

That's the only thing that keeps me from looking away when I look in the mirror

Hopefully one day I'll see what you see