Misery loves company...alone
Broken.
It's easier to pretend he's not hurting you
Imagine the man that says he absolutely can't live without you doing such a thing
It sounds like an awaiting heartbreak
There's no use to this but pain and more pain
Hopeless because you know he gets to control whether you are okay or not
So much power in just the touch of his embrace
He doesn't even know it
The nights where I wake up in pure panic of going through a world without him
Some nights it's calm
I need it
Rapid thoughts and images are constant
How can I describe such a feeling?
I've never let you have it......
Yet I want you to feel just an ounce
Does that make me an awful person?
Either way I still won't feel relieved
I'm certain this feeling won't go away
So please take me out of my misery and do it as soon as you can
There's less damage this way.