Dear, Lord pt 2

I know I can be better

God please help me

Please

I'm begging on my hands and knees

Why can't I feel what others feel

Spiritually I need this

Physically I need you

I'm scared

I'm scared I won't join you when my body is no more

Terrified of the afterlife

I'm worried

Lord please help me

I wanna do right by you

Before it's too late

Help me live for you