Toxic

Someone once told me first loves hurt

I can't imagine where I'd repeat the cycle

I can't lose him because of my selfishness

Or my childhood fears

Flashbacks resume to my mother struggling to keep this family together

Tears

Nothing but agony

I can't help if I want to lead a different route

But how I'm attracted to the same toxic ways

Maybe that's why I'll never leave

It's me who I'm hurting in the end

No one else

Right ?