October 1st

I looked into your eyes and I knew

I knew what you were thinking

My mind and heart were racing in fear of my own feelings

I fell in love with you

Hard and fast

Scary as it seems, it was too easy

You completed me in every way I could ever think of

One day I hope to know how to tell you this

Doubt enters my mind a lot

I never doubt your love for me

I've just seen everything around me fall apart

I don't want that for you and me

Please understand my love

I'd love to live without fear

Heaven knows what he has in store for us

Maybe one day it'll all be gone

But just remember this feeling right here and now

I don't take any of it for granted

10-1-19