Chapter 855
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
I gulped down a large mouthful of water before taking several deep breaths to calm myself down. After
my heartbeat had slowed down somewhat, I turned stiffly to look at Ashton and asked in a small voice,
âIs she dead?â
His arms tightened around me as he nodded. âYes. Youâre fine. Iâm here with you, youâre okay now.â
I couldnât stop my hands and body from shaking, and it took me a long while before I felt normal again.
I stared blankly at my surroundings, my body slowly releasing its tension when I realized that I was in a
familiar place with familiar people. Ashton was still holding me in his embrace, repeating words of
reassurance over and over again in a gentle tone.
I cleared my throat and licked at my dry lips before glancing up at him. âI saw her at the elevator when I
was heading out earlier. How did sheâ¦â
He shook his head. Just then, Joseph walked into the room again, his expression solemn as he told
Ashton, âMr. Fuller, the body has just been taken away. The police have also asked to look at the
scene to figure out the cause of her death, and the exit downstairs has already been sealed off.â
It made sense that the police would want to carry out an investigation of someone falling to their death
from such a tall building. Ashton nodded before he turned to me and said, âBe a good girl and stay
here. Iâll be back soon.â
As the chairperson of the company, he was obliged to handle the situation personally.
I nodded, and he and Joseph left the office. Finding myself unable to sit still in there alone, I got up and
headed toward the employee section of the office. Everyone was understandably shaken up by
Sashaâs suicide and was unable to go about their daily tasks like usual.
Some police officers were looking for where Sasha might have jumped off the building from, and others
were busy interviewing employees in the office. As a result, everyoneâs hearts were in their throats.
It was a long time before Ashton finally sent the police away. Spotting me in the area, he waved me
over, and we retreated to his office together.
Joseph furrowed his eyebrows. âMr. Fuller, this couldnât have been a coincidence.â
Ashtonâs expression was blank. He was deep in thought for a moment before replying, âContact the
victimâs family and try to placate them as soon as possible.â
Joseph nodded and immediately left.
âIs everything going to be okay?â I couldnât help but fret.
Ashton gave me a faint smile, but the darkening circles under his eyes were dead giveaways of
exhaustion. âItâll be fine. Donât worry.â
I knew that he usually wouldnât share too much information with me because he didnât want me to get
worked up over nothing. He had a habit of wanting to shoulder everything by himself, and refused to let
me share any of his burdens.
The realization dawned upon me abruptly, that he and I were very similar. We both cared for each other
deeply, and we both needed each other. Perhaps it was exactly because we cared for each other too
much that we wanted to protect the other in our own ways so that the worry we had for each other
would be alleviated.
That would explain why we were always unwilling to verbalize our true feelings when facing a dilemma,
even if we were frantically panicking on the inside. We didnât want to add on to the other personâs
stress.
Unfortunately, this would only serve to make the other person feel even more worried and helpless.
I stared at him in silence for a minute, then got up and poured him a glass of water. Taking a deep
breath, I fixed him with a stern look. âAshton. You might think that I wonât be of any help in solving your
problems, so you keep your worries to yourself in an attempt to protect me from your suffering. But
have you ever considered what the largest difference is between your spouse and a normal friend?
âPeople get married because they need each other. Spouses need to share the burden of their pain
and concerns. Even just giving each other a hug is an act of helping to shoulder the burden. So, Iâm
asking you to please stop keeping everything to yourself and covering up all your negative emotions. I
want to be able to share your stress and feelings, and I want to be the person in this world most
needed by you. Understand?â
I could see him visibly start to relax, and I knew that my words had gotten to him.
He seemed completely caught off guard by me suddenly bringing this topic up. The moody aura that
had been emanating off of him dissipated, and the corners of his lips quirked up into a smile as he
pulled me into his arms once more. âYou silly woman. Youâve always been the person I need most in
this world, and you always will be.â
I let him hold me as he continued murmuring in his low, gravelly voice. âI just never tell you the truth
about my feelings because I know that you will always be my source of strength as long as youâre with
me. As long as youâre by my side, I know that I can overcome anything.â
I stared at him fondly. âDigging out the past, plagiarism, and now, death⦠Just who is this enemy of
yours, Ashton? Is it Abe? I heard that heâs back in the country and staying in A City.â
âIâll be the one to find out who this person is,â he promised. âAll you have to do is take care of your own
health.â