Chapter 838
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
Layla was a chatterbox to begin with. Seeing as no one was willing to speak, she took the liberty of
starting a conversation. âWomen nowadays are so skinny that they donât produce enough milk unlike
women from back then. In fact, we women from the previous generation produce so much that I often
woke up to drenched clothes and a damp bed. It really couldnât be helped. I had to milk myself at night
just to get some relief. Unfortunately, we didnât have refrigerators at that time so I had nowhere to store
them. They would go bad after a few days and I always thought to myself, all of my hard-earned milk,
gone just like that. What a waste!â
Camelia ate the last bite of her food and smiled bitterly as she glanced at her baby. âYeah. Hard-earned
milk, it is.â
After eating, she cleaned up the table and took out the trash before taking over her son from Laylaâs
arms to breastfeed him. Perhaps the baby boy was really starving because he immediately latched
onto her breast and kept sucking.
Camelia had only just finished her meal. Hence, she didnât have much breast milk to offer him. When
her son didnât get his fill, he bit down harder, causing Cameliaâs features to contort with pain. Still, she
endured it.
Layla went upstairs to check on Marcus while I sat across from Camelia. I knew she had something to
say to me and vice versa.
But it seemed like no one wanted to go first.
Suddenly, her lips curved into a wry smile and she muttered, âYou must be surprised to see me like
this, huh?â
I pursed my lips and fumbled for words. In the end, I decided to avoid answering her question. âThe
White family is quite well-off. You donât have to force yourself to be like this. You could consider hiring a
caregiver to take care of the baby. That way, you can still live your own life.â
Indeed, Marcus had the funds to support a woman and a child.
In fact, their lives would be at least a hundred times more dignified than ordinary families. The lowborn
led miserable lives mostly because they barely scraped by, let alone had the luxury to care about their
dignities. However, Camelia was different. Marcusâ assets allowed her to lead a more dignified and
glamorous life than ordinary women.
She met my gaze with a calm expression. âI understand what youâre getting at, but if I do that, he might
never fall in love with me and instead, pursue you with a clear conscience for the rest of his life.â
Huffing out a bitter laugh, she continued, âI havenât touched a single cent of the money he gave me
over the years. I didnât even ask my parents for money. Iâm just like a daughter from an ordinary family,
working my a*s off for myself and my child. I keep thinking that the longer I keep this up, the more likely
Iâll be able to earn his love.â
I knew where she was coming from. A man with a successful career and good looks had no shortage of
women flocking to him, regardless of whether they were after his money or his love.
Camelia understood this better than I. She was fully aware that Marcusâ heart did not belong to her. But
unlike other women, she didnât reap the benefits of his wealth. Instead, she took a gamble; except for
his love, she didnât want anything else from him.
This way, even if Marcus wanted to use money to compensate her, the fact that he couldnât bring
himself to love her would render that effort invalid. As the defaulter in their marriage, he wouldnât be
able to use money to make up for the lack of love toward her as well as the child.
I nodded in understanding, but my heart clenched in my chest when I witnessed the tough life she
chose.
After a momentary silence, I steered the topic away. âI booked a flight back to K City tonight. I might
have to stay there for some time. If you need anything, you can look for my friend. Iâve sent her contact
information to your phone. And if you find it inconvenient staying at the hospital with your son, you can
go live in my house. Rest assured, no one will disturb you there.â
She studied me for a while before expressing her gratitude. âThank you.â After a brief hesitation, she
said, âWe couldâve been really good friends.â
Her statement was like a heavy blow to my chest and I didnât know how to react for a while. At last, I
flashed her a small smile and said, âThis isnât too bad either.â
Life was full of ups and downs. No one could determine or predict what would happen next.
We chatted for a bit and when I returned to the ward, Marcus was already asleep with Layla watching
over him. She greeted me curtly upon seeing me. Apart from giving her some instructions, we didnât
talk about anything else.
After packing my stuff, I told Layla to pass the things I brought over to Camelia. With that done, I
dragged my suitcase and hailed a taxi by the hospital entrance, leaving straight for the airport.
I was already in the taxi when Nora called, and she sounded peeved. âDidnât I tell you that everyone is
to gather for a meal on the eve of Harvest Festival? How could you leave without even saying
goodbye?â
Feeling apologetic, I replied, âI booked the flight last minute and didnât have time to tell you. Weâll do it
next time, okay? Itâs not like I wonât be coming to A City anymore. Letâs get together again during
Independence Day!â
From the silence over the phone, I surmised that she must have been rendered speechless by me.
After a while, she sighed in defeat and exclaimed, âYou guys are really something, you know? Itâs just a
simple meal. Itâs not like itâd take ages to end! Whatâs the frickin rush?â
I froze as my mind registered her words. âWhat do you mean by âyou guysâ?â
I could already imagine her rolling her eyes before clarifying, âIâm talking about you and Tessa, of
course. You guys said youâd be there, but then ended up leaving so abruptly.â