Chapter 617
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
The elder didnât respond to it but merely nodded. Then, he gestured at him to get up and checked up
on me by himself. A moment later, he looked at me and said, âMay I know how old you are?â
âThirty-one!â
The elder nodded and continued, âDo you have children?â
I initially nodded but quickly shook my head in response. He knitted his brows and asked, âDo you have
children? Just nod your head if the answer is yes.â
âNo!â
A little startled, he said, âBased on your symptoms, you seemed to have carried a child before.
Besides, your pregnancy should be full-term.â
I pursed my lips for a while and decided to tell him the truth. âI had a miscarriage, and my baby
suffocated to death.â
Still frowning, he paused for a while and explained, âIf youâre not planning to have a baby, you can still
maintain your health by having healthy food and lifestyle. However, it will be problematic if you plan to
have a baby because you might have uterine bleeding. Given that your body is weak, both you and
your baby might be in danger if you insist on giving birth to the baby. After the previous surgery, the
doctor should have informed you that your uterine wall is thin. In that case, youâll probably have
recurring miscarriages.â
I looked at the doctor in disbelief and asked bewilderedly, âBut I had my previous baby through an
artificial way instead ofâ¦â
He nodded and replied, âI understand. Due to that reason and your age, itâs not easy to be pregnant.
Even if youâre pregnant, chances are the same outcome will occur again.â
My brain was buzzing when I exited the hospital. After the surgery, I dedicated myself to taking care of
Summer and never thought about pregnancy.
Hence, I never thought that I couldnât carry a baby anymore due to the surgery. Back then, because the
amniotic fluid leaked, my baby instinctively struggled by kicking my uterine wall.
Moreover, I contracted some diseases due to my vagina tears. As a result, my immune system was
disrupted and automatically rejected sperms from joining my egg. In other words, it was almost certain
that I was infertile.
How ridiculous was my life! When I became hopeful to have a new life, reality plunged a knife into my
body to stop me from moving forward.
Later, I bumped into Marcus when I was in the hospital. I wasnât sure if he happened to be here or on
purpose.
After nearly half a year, he still looked handsome but was a little languish.
He blocked my way and said in a deep voice, âScarlett, we need to talk.â
I frowned and looked up at him. âWe have nothing to talk about.â
Unexpectedly, he sneered in a self-ridicule way, âDo you loathe me that much?â
Pursing my lips, I refused to reply to him.
âAshton has acquired most of the shares of the White Corporation, while the Chamber of Commerce
and the court are investigating me and about to deliver their sentence. Are you satisfied with the
outcome?â
He put on a faint smile and didnât look upset, as though he wasnât referring to himself.
I said disgruntledly, âLetâs sit down and talk.â
They went to the visitorsâ room in the hospital downstairs.
The wind was blowing softly, while the weather was neither cold nor hot. In the visitorsâ room, I didnât
utter a word and kept staring at him.
When he glanced at me, I couldnât help but laugh. âDid you regret saving me in the past?â
Startled for a while, he curled his lips into a smile and replied, âNever!â
I lowered my gaze and heaved a sigh of relief. âInitially, I didnât understand why Ashton would push
White Corporation to the wall. He prohibited me from contacting you or receiving any news about you.
Besides, he would be pissed off and lash out at me once I mentioned you.â
I paused for a while and heaved a sigh. âDuring Emeryâs wedding, you told him about the kid and what
happened to me, didnât you?â
He gazed at me and nodded his head coldly. Then, he explained as if he didnât want to hide the truth
from me, âYes. When the baby came out from your stomach, he had encephalitis due to hypoxia.
Besides, the baby could still breathe, but his days were numbered because of extrusion during
childbirth.â
Meanwhile, as my heart suddenly wrenched, I couldnât help but shiver and felt suffocated.
He continued sadly, âI asked the doctor if there was any chance to save the baby. The answer was that
it was virtually impossible. When I put him in the incubator, he opened his eyes once. His eyes were
big, sparkling, and looked just like yours. I guess he will look like you if he could grow up. However, Iâm
sorry because the probability of his survival was too small. Hence, before you were sober, I chose to
abandon him.â
As he was explaining, I nervously clenched my fists and pinched my fingernails into my flesh.
âWhy didnât you try? There was a little chance, after all. At the very least, you had to let me see my
baby. Why didnât you let me see him!â
A moment later, he replied calmly, âHe was a deformed baby. Even if he stayed alive, he would become
your liability in the future.â
âBut he was my child! It was I who didnât protect him well and hurt him. How could you blame him?â I
covered my chest, feeling difficult to breathe.
Nonetheless, he still looked at me nonchalantly and replied, âI told Ashton about it, hoping that he could
let you go. Scarlett, I donât need children. If you really like children, I can give Camelia some money
and instruct her to return to M Country. In return, Iâll keep her child for you, just like how you take care
of Summer now. Isnât it a great idea?â