Chapter 467
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
My smile faltered as I subconsciously turned toward John and said, âJohn, even Summer could
understand the theory. Stop living in a world of your own.â
He pressed his lips together and didnât respond.
As a normally quiet person, Hannah never spoke much either.
After the meal, when we moved to have tea in the yard, Summer pestered Hannah to look at the
flowers at the rear of the house.
As I sat across John, I decided not to beat around the bush. âWhen do you plan to hold the wedding?â I
asked.
He furrowed his brows. âWhat wedding?â
âYour wedding with Ms. Anne, of course. Are you planning to get a marriage certificate after she has
given birth?â
He shrugged nonchalantly and replied, âI donât plan to get married. I do want the child since itâs mine,
but I have no plans to marry her. After the delivery, Iâll give her a sum of money and transfer the
guardianship of the child under you. Itâs the same thing as when Summer was transferred to you.â
Listening to him, I was momentarily speechless from the wave of anger. Had it not been because the
tea in my hands was scalding hot, I would have splashed it right in his face.
âJohn Stovall! Do you have any idea how irresponsible you are? I already feel sorry for Summer, yet
youâre planning to let your child be born into a single-parent family? Moreover, whatâs so bad about
Hannah? Sheâs elegant and magnanimous. The only reason you could degrade her this way is
because she loves you. Donât wait for the day when she has given up that you realize what exactly you
did wrong!â
Indifferent, he sipped his tea and leaned against the chair, speaking in a leisure tone, âShe wants
moneyâIâll give her money. She gives birth to my child, and I give her money in returnâis that not
taking responsibility? Besides, Iâm sure youâll dote on the child the same way you love Summer.â
Iâ
Unable to hold back, I splashed the cup of tea in my hand in his direction and yelled, âStop dreaming! I
wonât raise your child. Since youâve decided to keep it, as a man, you have the obligation to make her
your wife!â
I was infuriated beyond reason. In an attempt to suppress my anger, I whirled around and headed
toward the rear of the house.
It had been a long time since I last got that agitated. Bumping into Ashton, who had just come down
from the second floor, he questioned, âWhat happened?â
âMen are all good-for-nothing!â I answered furiously, having yet to calm myself down.
Ashton was speechless. A short while later, when Iâd calmed my emotions, he chuckled. âNot mad
anymore?â
I nodded, looking at him somewhat awkwardly. âEarlierââ
âI get it. Was it about John and Ms. Anne?â He smiled in understanding.
âFor a woman such as Hannah, once he has missed it, heâll never find it again. Rather than cherishing
the gem he has, heâs decided not to get married. Sc*mbag!â
With an arm outreached, he took me aside to rest on a chair and said gently, âAre you mad because he
doesnât know how to cherish her or because of how he feels toward you?â
I was stunned for a minute when I glanced up into his fervent gaze. It took a while for me to find my
voice and said, âHis feelings for me arenât romantic but like siblings. Itâs just that heâs yet to realize it.â
I understood precisely how well John treated me. All these years, he had considered everything about
me in his heart. In outsidersâ eyes, it seemed to be no different from a relationship between man and
woman. But having gotten involved in a real relationship, how could I not know what Johnâs feelings
were for me? We knew each other since we were young and lived through the hard times by each
otherâs side. Having spent those years together, how could I not differentiate between family and love?
We were both lonely at heart. Without Grandma and Macy, the only person we had to depend on were
each other.
If he were to feel romantically for meâbased on his personalityâhe wouldâve made a move a long time
ago.
Ashton watched me for a long time without saying a word.
Standing in his shoes, I could understand what he was worried about and said in assurance, âI was
mad because he couldnât see through his own feelings. I fear itâll take him losing the most important
person to him before he finally gets himself together. I was mad about how clueless he was.â Pausing, I
grabbed his hand and got serious. âAshton, weâre not kids anymore. Having lived for nearly half my life,
Iâm clear about what my heart wants. I merely donât wish for John to live in regrets, thatâs all.â
Despite all that I said, Ashton only stared at me dispiritedly, staying quiet. I searched his face but
couldnât figure out what his true thoughts were. Believing that he was mad, I added, âAshton, you canât
be this petty.â
His lips curved, a hint of amusement shining in his eyes. âWhat do I have to do to not be considered
petty?â
Realizing that he was teasing me, I shot him a glare and refused to communicate further.
Before I could stand up and get away, he plopped me down onto his lap and encircled my waist, his
voice laced with amusement. âHow about we let them handle their own problems while we live our own
lives?â