Chapter 417
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
Both sides of the street were lined with rose bushes that were always in full bloom during this time of
the year. Summer liked playing here, and she liked dragging Colin and Michael along here with her as
well.
Every time she came here, she would ask for an ice cream cone, and Colin would buy one for her.
Colin exited a shop, handing one ice cream cone each to Summer and Michael before giving me one
as well.
I chuckled. Heâs treating me like a child.
Summer carefully licked at her cone, lifting her head up to look at Colin. âMr. Johnson, why do you
always buy ice cream for Mommy too? Mommy says that only kids eat ice cream, and adults donât.â
âYour Mommy is a kid, just like you,â joked Colin.
Summer glanced at Jackson in confusion, going on to ask, âMr. Jackson is the same age as Mommy,
so does that mean heâs a kid? Why didnât you buy ice cream for Mr. Jackson?â
Jackson nearly spat his water out. âThatâs because Iâm a manly man. Iâm not a kid, so I donât eat these
kinds of things. Your Mommy and I are differentâno matter how old your Mommy gets, she will always
be a child.â
Summer nodded, although it didnât look like she understood a single thing heâd said.
As the sky grew darker and darker, the street lamps suddenly lit up. I couldnât help but gasp at the
sight. Nick and I had walked through a street that looked similar to this one in the past.
That street had also been filled with rose bushes, but this one didnât have a night market, nor a
barbecue stand.
âWhat are you thinking about?â Jackson nudged me, jolting me from my daze.
I realized that Summer and Michael had already run off a good distance away. Colin was following
closely behind them.
I shook my head slowly in response to Jacksonâs question.
His eyes darted between Colin and me, raising an eyebrow. âHeâs quite alrightâpersonality-wise and
looks-wise. Other than being a little older, heâd be a good choice.â
His sudden comment took me aback, and I furrowed my eyebrows as I turned to him. âHuh?â
âTrying to find you a good partner!â He shrugged.
âI take it youâre not so busy with work after all,â I teased.
He sighed, saying casually, âI just think heâs a good guy. He treats you well and has been helping to
look after Summer these past few years. Besides, youâre thirty years old. Now that youâve moved on,
you should start rebuilding your life and find someone so that youâll feel less lonely when Summer
grows up.â
I rolled my eyes and decided to ignore him, heading towards the kids.
âDonât roll your eyes at me. Iâm being serious!â Jackson chased after me, ranting on, âAshton is already
planning on getting engaged. You should really start to think about your own future as well.â
A chill ran down my spine, and I stiffened for the briefest moment. Taking a few seconds to process the
new information, I glanced back at Jackson. âEngaged?â
He nodded. âWith Rebecca. She is his responsibility, after all. Even if thereâs no love between them, he
has to take responsibility for her, so getting married isnât that big of a deal. You, on the other hand,
should honestly consider Colin.â
I sighed, walking away. The night had turned darker than I last remembered.
Thatâs right.
Itâs been four years. Ashton starting to live his own life shouldnât have come as a surprise.
We were now strangers to each other. I should be wishing him well.
Quietly finishing my ice cream under the dim glow of the street lamps, I suddenly felt like this street
resembled my lifeâs journey.
Summer was sound asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow at home. Colin had brought Michael
home as well, and Jackson stayed up chatting with me for a while longer before retreating to his guest
room.
In my bedroom, I hugged my hurting stomach for a long time, unable to move from the pain. Even after
four years, I would still suffer from horrible cramps every time I got my period.
And to top it all off, I had also eaten ice cream today.
Iâd thought that I could sleep off the pain, just like I used to, but I didnât expect to lose consciousness in
the middle of the night.
When I came to, I was at the hospital. Jacksonâs arms were crossed as he glared at me. âDonât tell me
you didnât know youâre not supposed to eat ice cream while on your period.â
I sighed weakly, licking my dry lips. âIt doesnât hurt anymore.â
He huffed, his eyes slightly swollen and red. âSummer was so scared that she burst into tears and
refused to leave your side. I was in the next room. You could have called me or shouted out. Why did
you endure the pain by yourself? Since when you started not telling others whenever youâre hurting?â
He has a point.
Since when had I started to keep all my pain to myself?
âIâm fine. Donât worry about me,â I chuckled lightly, shaking my head.
Sensing that I wasnât taking any of his words to heart, Jackson stormed out of the hospital ward, clearly
pissed off.
Colin helped me with some of the hospitalization procedures, looking apologetic as he turned to me.
âIâm really sorry. I should have noticed sooner!â
âI was craving a sweet treat, so it wasnât your fault,â I reassured him. âHas Michael already gone off to
school?â
âYes, and so has Summer. Though, sheâs still very worried about you. Iâll make a trip to the school later
and tell her that youâre doing better.â
âThank you.â Summer and I were co-dependent on each other. I couldnât leave her, and she couldnât
leave me.
âYouâre welcome.â He smiled like he wasnât sure what to do with me. âYou need to rest here for two
days while I handle things at the hotel. You can pause your janitorial job for a while and focus on your
new job. Hopefully, thatâll take some of the burdens off of your shoulders.â