Chapter 186
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
I did not look at his grim expression as I continued, âI know. If it werenât for this baby, we would have
divorced by now. After all, thereâs no love between us!â
Raising my eyes to lock with his, I felt a strange sort of calm sweep over me. âI wonât cling on to you.
Once the baby is born, Iâll leave voluntarily. Iâve already signed the divorce papers.â
He let out an incredulous laugh, furious beyond measure. âSo this is the reason you ran off without your
phone or wallet today?â Anger twisted his features into a scowl. âScarlett, do you seriously think
everything I do has to revolve around you? That my responsibility to this marriage is to constantly be by
your side every second of the day? What happened with Rebecca is in the past. I already told you I
never liked her, let alone loved her. Everything I did back then â looking out for her and taking care of
her â was all because of Parkerâs dying wish. Do you understand?â
When I kept quiet, he added in an exasperated tone, âYouâre already seven months pregnant. How
could you just leave without bringing anything with you? This is a city that youâve only been in for less
than two days! Have you ever thought about me or the baby? What if something happened? Would you
be able to live with yourself then?â
A bubble of laughter escaped me. âYou never loved her?â I stared right into his eyes, snapping, âIf you
never loved her, why would you sleep with her? Why would you get her pregnant? You risked your life
time and again for her! Ashton Fuller, if that isnât called love, then love doesnât exist in this world
anymore.â
Since he was vehemently against us sleeping apart, all thoughts about sleeping left my mind. I got up
and was about to leave the room.
He was quick to stop me. âWhere are you going?â
âNone of your business!â I shoved him aside and stormed out of the room, fury brewing inside me.
I heard him following me so I increased my pace. When I made my way down the stairs, he growled,
âSlow down!â
Upon reaching the first floor, I spotted Molly and several bodyguards blocking the front door. Ashton
sped over and grabbed my hand. âThis is K City. Where are you going?â
âTo die!â I hissed back at him. I was so mad I could not even think straight.
He chuckled, both annoyed and frustrated. âScarlett, youâre really the embodiment of all the flaws a
woman could possibly have. Stop your nonsense and go back to the room. You need to rest!â
As if Iâm in any mood to sleep right now!
Shoving him aside, I yelled, âWhat flaws are you talking about? Being unreasonable? Being resentful
and petty? Unable to tell right from wrong?â
When he remained silent, I declared, âWell, thatâs who I am! Since you love Rebecca so much, youâre
more than welcome to go find her! Thereâs no need for you to stay here and point out my flaws!â
I pushed the bodyguards out of my way and rushed out of the villa. Obviously, there was no way a
pregnant woman like me would be able to take on those men. They only allowed me to go because
they did not want to hurt me.
However, Ashton was right. This was K City, not my hometown. There was no place for me to go.
Thus, I took a walk around the yard. All the while, Ashton stood by the door with his arms crossed
before his chest. His gaze was indifferent as he tracked me. It was almost like he was waiting for me to
go to him.
With how enraged I was right then, just the sight of him had me wanting to beat him senseless. Despite
that, I could not exactly go up to him and start hitting him.
After a moment of deliberation, an idea occurred to me. I glanced at him and called out, âAshton, come
over here!â
He raised an eyebrow, the anger in him dissipating slightly. A smile curved his lips as he made his way
over to me.
Once he was standing in front of me, I tilted my head back to look him in the eyes. I announced boldly,
âI have no idea why Iâm so mad, but the truth is Iâm infuriated. Since I canât vent my anger on innocent
parties, the only choice I have left is you.â
With that said, I shoved him into the pond that was right behind him.
Caught off guard, Ashton was struck speechless as he tumbled into the pond. Thankfully, it was not
very deep. He climbed to his feet easily enough.
Sweeping a damp lock of hair away from his eyes, he had an exasperated expression on his face.
I did not wait for him to respond as I turned around and left. Doing that made me feel a lot better and I
happily returned to the bedroom.
I curled up in bed, ready to fall into dreamland.
Ashton trudged in behind me and headed for the bathroom to take a shower. A few minutes later, I
heard him come out before the bed dipped down beside me, causing me to frown.
His low voice drifted into my ears, âIâm going to the study to do some work.â
I kept my eyes shut, not saying anything in reply as I pretended not to hear anything.
I expected him to say something more, but all he did was get up and leave the room. The door clicked
shut softly.
Even though I was lying in bed, I did not feel the slightest bit sleepy. My arms were aching terribly. I
rolled over onto my side but was still unable to find a comfortable enough position to sleep in.
I continued to toss and turn, unable to fall asleep at all. The next thing I knew, it was already two in the
morning.
Thereâs no way heâs still working at this time!
Since I could not sleep anyway, I crawled out of bed and went to his study. I noticed that the lights were
already off, but the door was unlocked. A gentle push from me had the door swinging open.
There was a bed in the study, which he was currently occupying. He looked like he was already asleep.
Being unable to sleep in the middle of the night was one of the most annoying things that could happen
to a person. I stated in a neutral tone, âAre you done with work already?â
A few seconds passed. Just when I thought he was truly asleep and was about to leave, his deep voice
washed over me, âAre you having trouble falling asleep?â
I paused before biting my lip and nodding. âYeah.â
Click. A yellowish light enveloped the room as the table lamp was flicked on. He sat up in bed and
stared at me. âCome here.â