Chapter 1632
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
I repeated myself, âIt wasnât good.â
Hope seemed to leave Cameliaâs gaze almost instantaneously. Her entire demeanor darkened, which
suggested that this outcome had not been within her expectations.
And why wouldnât she be disappointed? She had made such a huge sacrifice by bringing the woman
Marcus loved to his deathbed, yet he showed no sign of improvement.
All she wants is for her beloved husband to live. Itâs not too much to ask, yet no one can give her the
answer she seeks or dissuade her from her mission.
Taking in Cameliaâs pale countenance, it was not difficult to tell that she had not been eating properly
for a while now. After some coaxing, we managed to usher Camelia and her son to a nearby Chanaean
restaurant.
Ashton ordered eight dishes, and the food arrived in quick succession.
Camelia remained in poor spirits. She turned to her child and said simply, âLetâs eat.â
With that, she picked up her fork and immediately got lost in her thoughts. She was so still that she
resembled those living statues on the streets.
I sighed before filling the bowl in front of me with some soup. âYou need to take care of yourself. If you
fall sick too, whoâs going to take care of Marcus?â
Then, I stood up and placed the bowl in front of her child while coaxing, âBe a good boy and eat. You
need to eat well so you can take care of your mommy.â I started ladling some soup for Camelia in the
meantime.
Thankfully, the boy had not inherited Marcusâ or Cameliaâs trademark obstinance. He glanced at his
mother before quietly picking up his spoon to eat.
When I returned to my seat, Ashton had placed a bowl of soup in front of my plate.
I smiled at Ashton gratefully. My gaze darted to Marcusâ son several times as he ate, and I asked,
âWhatâs your name?â
âTobias White.â He lifted his head to meet my gaze, and I noticed Marcusâ eyes on him. The only
difference was the youthful innocence in his gaze.
âTobias White,â I muttered to myself as my lips curved upward in a smile. âItâs a great name, fitting for a
brave boy. You need to take care of your mommy and help her to stay strong, okay?â
âOkay!â Tobias nodded determinedly like a soldier accepting his battle summons. He seemed rather
comical with his cheeks puffed from the food he had stuffed into his mouth earlier.
Camelia had done a great job of raising her child. Grudges between the adults did not stop Tobias from
accepting the kindness of others.
I smiled in relief and tore my gaze from Tobias, just in time to see Camelia sighing deeply.
âMarcusâ situation will become utterly hopeless if you give up.â
I could not help but frown after saying those words. After the storm had passed, Marcusâ most reliable
companions were now ironically Camelia and me.
This realization served as a timely reminder for me not to give up hope till the very end.
As time passed and more of our loved ones passed on, it suddenly became imperative to hold on to
those still around us tighter than ever, regardless of past grudges or grievances.
Ashton seemed as calm as ever, though he placed a warm hand over mine, silently lending me some
strength and encouragement.
Camelia smiled ruefully and uttered, âI wouldnât have waited till now if I was going to give up. I just donât
get it. Marcus loves you so much that he was willing to put himself through hell for you. Why would he
give up so easily over an illness? Where did his fighting spirit go? I thought someone as ruthless as
him would be fearless as well, but I guess heâs nothing but a coward.â
I replied hastily, âDonât say that in front of your kid.â Though I was disappointed about Marcusâ situation,
I refused to show my feelings to her child. Dejection was nothing short of a plagueâcontagious and
deadly. What they needed now was hope instead of stewing in despair.
âWhy canât I say that?â Camelia grew agitated all of a sudden. âHe was the one who messed with me.
He stole my heart and then cast it aside. I gave up everything because I loved him! When he was so
sick he could barely care for himself, I stayed with him and nursed him. Iâve seen him in his best and
his worst, and Iâm his longest companion! I have every right to criticize him!â