Chapter 161
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
He looked especially grouchy as he stared at me.
I hated this feeling of uncertainty. So I answered with a frown, âYes! I will if you ask me.â
He got up and his shadow loomed over me. âWho was the man you hugged at the airport yesterday?â
I froze for a moment and gaped at him in disbelief. âAre you spying on me?â A wave of inexplicable
anger boiled in me. âWow, Ashton. What is the meaning of this? So I donât even have the rights to
freedom and privacy now?â
His gaze was suffocating and I backed away subconsciously. He grabbed hold of my shoulder and
questioned, âWhy are you so eager to back away? Youâre my wife! Shouldnât I know of your
whereabouts?â
âYes, yes. You should know. Whatever the great Mr. Fuller says is an order.â I shrugged off his hands
the next second as I couldnât stand the smell of tobacco and alcohol anymore.
Before I could even step out of the study, he grabbed hold of my wrist and took me in his arms. âYouâre
not planning to explain yourself?â
I despised the feeling of not having any privacy, so annoyance bubbled within me. âWhatâs there to
explain? Itâs just like how you saw, Mr. Fuller! I went to meet with the person I like and stayed the night
with him at a hotel,â I shouted.
Then, I added as I turned around swiftly to look at him, âCan you let go of me if youâre satisfied with the
answer, Mr. Fuller? I donât like the smell of tobacco in here!â
Ashtonâs eyes darkened and they turned terrifying. âI want the truth, Scarlett!â
âThatâs the truth. Itâs what you wanted to hear!â If he had enough trust for me, he wouldnât have
resorted to spying on me.
His hand that had landed around my waist tightened due to his anger. âThen, it seems like we donât
have anything else to talk about anymore.â
Ashton shoved me into the wall like a beast that had lost its temper and pressed me against it before
tearing off my clothes forcefully.
My back hurt from being pressed against the wall but I only took in a deep breath and said nothing,
allowing him to continue with his aggressive approach.
Soon, his breathing became uneven and he stopped moving. The man before me stared at me and he
asked, âWhat kind of relationship do you have with him?â
He obviously still had a speck of rationality intact.
I hated the smell of tobacco around us and I couldnât help but furrow my brows when I looked at him
coldly. âWill you believe me if I tell you?â
He nodded, the look in his eyes indecipherable.
âHeâs a friend of mine from college. He has some things to settle here in J City and I only went to the
airport to pick him up.â I didnât tell him about the illness. There was no point in telling him something
that couldnât even be written down in black and white, it would only make me seem melodramatic.
He lowered his head, his face so close to mine as he whispered, âAm I still the one who is in here?â As
he spoke, he put his hand over my heart.
I felt a lump in my throat and I couldnât get the words out for a second. My voice was especially low as I
said, âYes. It has always been you.â
His fingertips traced down my chin and our eyes met. He couldnât hide the desire in his eyes as he
lowered his head and planted a kiss on my lips.
For some reason, I felt annoyed and I quickly grabbed his hand. âI need to go to the bathroom!â
The shadows in his eyes darkened. I pursed my lips at that, unable to vent my emotions out. This was
an illness. And it wasnât something that I could tell others.
âAlright!â
Ashton carried me into the bathroom after that. He could have been feeling terrible after several times.
His breathing was heavy as he pushed me into the wall and crouched down.
His actions shocked me and I instantly took his hands and shook my head. âN-No, Ashton!â
â¦â¦
He looked back at me, his voice was still hoarse as he said, âBe good⦠Letâs just give it a try. You canât
always rely on water!â
âNo!â I replied while shaking my head.
He stopped when he saw that I was being so insistent.
âJust bear with it for now!â
I bit my lips, feeling disgusted as I told him, âStop it, Ashton!â
I felt extremely uncomfortable so we might as well not do it.
I pushed him away from me as I spoke and saw the unhappy look on his face.
I felt dispirited in an instant and said to him, âIâm sorry. You should go to Rebecca.â
I meant what I said. It seemed like we couldnât even continue with the most basic married life anymore.
No one could accept a marriage like this.
Without even seeing the look on his face, I rushed back into the bedroom. I got into bed once I was
done with a simple shower, my feelings were in a mess.
He came in a while later. I could hear the sound of water in the bathroom and he only came out after an
hour.
After drying himself off, he lay down beside me and took me in his arms. His voice was hoarse as he
said, âWeâll go see a doctor once youâve given birth.â
I kept silent but I was feeling distressed deep down.
âWhat if I canât be cured?â This was something psychological, not physical.
His arms tightened around me. âYou will!â
The bedroom was then filled with silence. After a long while, I heard the sound of soft breathing which
indicated that he had fallen asleep.
I lay in bed, unable to sleep, as I thought about whether or not I should talk to Jackson about this.
It was hot in the afternoon and Ashtonâs body was relatively warmer. That was why I started to sweat in
his embrace. I adjusted my body slightly but he tightened his grip around me.
âDonât move! Sleep with me for a while more. I didnât sleep well last night.â
I-
I guess he didnât sleep all night. Both of us slept till it was dark out. I wasnât even tired originally but
being in his arms, I couldnât do anything else except to sleep with him.