Chapter 159
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
Macy froze for a moment before looking at me. âHow about we go and chat for a bit?â
I nodded and put my phone back into my pocket. âI donât think bars or karaoke clubs are suitable. The
smell of tobacco and alcohol is too strong. Letâs go to a café.â
âNo way. What kind of café opens so late at night? Letâs just go to the hotel Iâm staying at.â Jackson
said. With that said, he dragged us into the car and added, âThere were times when three of us used to
sleep in the same bed back then. Whatâs there to be embarrassed about?â
Macy shrugged as she didnât think there was anything wrong with it.
Well, it was true. We didnât have money during our college days. Whenever we went out on a vacation,
weâd try to save money by cramming in the same room. Three of us had been friends for such a long
time that Macy and I see Jackson as a friend and nothing more than that.
He started driving after turning on the navigator and he kept on chattering throughout the way there.
Macy found him annoying and didnât bother with him anymore. She closed her eyes and slept but I
listened quietly. He took a glance at me and said, âThe most obvious symptoms of depression are
feeling dejected, and those who have it wouldnât sleep when itâs time to sleep and vice versa. Theyâd
feel indifferent most of the time and wouldnât be interested in anythingâ¦â
I started to feel frustrated as he continued to talk so I changed the topic, âHave you settled down in M
Country? Are you planning on a long-term career development there?â
âOf course not!â His hands remained on the steering wheel when we stopped at a traffic light. âIâve
finished my studies on psychology and Iâm preparing to return to K City. I plan to open up a clinic and
live there.â
I knew that K City was Jacksonâs hometown. After pausing for a moment, I asked, âAre you planning to
stay now that youâre back?â
He shook his head and replied, âI still have to get back to M Country after I know what has happened to
you. There are still some things I have to settle there.â
He stopped the car once we arrived at the hotel and tossed the car keys to the valet. By then, Macy
had already woken up and she got down from the car, saying, âWhy donât you just open up a clinic here
at J City? Itâll be much convenient for us too.â
Jackson chuckled as he glanced at her. âWhy? Whatâs wrong with you? Is there something wrong with
you emotionally or mentally too?â
She rolled her eyes but said nothing else afterwards.
He had reserved the room beforehand so after registering, we went up to the room together.
Once in the room, Jackson said listlessly, âI hate staying in hotels. Itâs so boring and lonely.â
I took a glance at my phone and realized it had already turned off on its own. Macy seemed to be
exhausted and had already fallen asleep on the couch.
âSince when did you notice that thereâs something wrong with your emotions?â Jackson asked.
âHalf a year ago,â I answered, feeling a little unsettled. âI would feel down very easily and do some very
extreme things that would hurt myself or my child.â
It rarely happened and I would only lose control occasionally.
He pinched his nose bridge and said, âYou know how you were five years ago, Scarlett. Thatâs why you
gotta take this seriously. Otherwise, it would be dangerous for you and your child once you break
down.â
How could I not know? Finding out about Grandmaâs sickness and watching Macyâs parents die with
my own eyes had a great impact on me.
When Grandma passed away, I wouldnât have made it through if it werenât for George.
He then sighed and said, âLuckily I learned quite a lot while studying overseas. I wonât let you go to the
extremes like what happened years ago.â
I nodded. It was almost 9 p.m. and Macy was already sound asleep.
So I asked quietly, âIs there something on your mind?â
He looked normal since the moment I saw him, but the disappointment in his eyes was so obvious. I
could still see it even if he tried to hide it by acting like he was okay.
He froze for a moment before smiling at me. âYour eyes are still as sharp as always.â
As he spoke, he got up and dialed the number for the reception to order two bottles of wine. Then he
said, âBoth of you canât drink, so you can only watch me drink. Iâm not in a great mood. Once you guys
leave, Iâll be able to sleep after having some drinks.â
I couldnât help but frown at his words. âDoes it have something to do with relationships? Or is it
something else?â
From what I recall, he was rarely troubled by love. But as for his family, I hardly ever hear him talk
about them even though we had known each other for so long.
I didnât know how to console him if I didnât know the reason he was being like this.
He lay lazily on the couch and glanced at Macy who was sprawled on the other side. He avoided my
question and asked, âThe child in her belly, who does it belong to?â
Um.
His question took me by surprise. âYou- You noticed?â
Jackson rolled his eyes at me before saying indifferently, âEven though we havenât seen each other in a
long time, Iâm not blind. She used to be someone who wouldnât grow no matter how much she ate. But
now she looks like sheâs put on some weight. Not only that, but she also seems more gluttonous,
lethargic and sheâd been subconsciously rubbing her belly from time to time. What else would she be if
not pregnant?â
Alright, then.
It wasnât my place to tell him anything so I said, âYou should ask her the next time. Tell me about your
thing instead. Itâll be meaningless if you donât talk about anything after dragging us here.â
Just then, the doorbell rang and he got up to answer it. It was the waiter delivering his wine.
After he took the wine and closed the door, he said, âItâs not anything serious. I just think that itâs quite
lonely even though Iâve lived for more than twenty years. Coming to think of it, I actually have nothing.â
I was rendered speechless at that. As I watched him open up a bottle of wine, I started drinking too.