Chapter 53
The Abandoned Empress
âAllen.â
ââ¦Tia? â
âIâm sorry. Iâve come here a little late. â
â⦠â
âI wanted to meet you in person, but I couldnât take time out. Iâm so sorry, Allen. Were you hurt a lot? â
Allendis, standing blankly, hugged me all of a sudden. When I was wrapped in his arms, he said with a hoarse voice, âTia.â
âYes.â
âTia, is it you really? Huh? Are you my girl? â
âYes.â
âTia.â
âYes, Allen.â
Allendis called me endlessly, with no sign of letting go of me. I was stunned when I felt wetness dropping on me.
âAre you crying now, Allendis?â
âI thought I could nât see you anymore.â
âOh no, Allen.â
âI thought you closed your heart to me after you didnât contact me since you mentioned your dream to me. I was impatient again, and I was scared.â
âIâm fine now. Iâm sorry to have worried you.â
I carefully stretched out my arms and pat his back. I felt sorry I couldnât write a letter to him because I wanted to see him in person. I wish I had sent him a letter if I had known he was in this sorry condition.
How much time passed? Allendis released me finally and smiled awkwardly.
I was reflected in his emerald eyes that seemed a little reddish.
âSorry, Tia. Were you surprised a lot? â
âWell, a little?â
âI see. Sorry to have surprised you. â
âNo, thatâs fine. Iâm sorry I didnât write to you. By the way, you look very busy. Am I interfering? â
âNope. You are always welcome at my place. Um, shall we move? There is no place for us to sit here. â
With a smile, he reached out. When I took his hands and turned around, I saw a shiny silver letter in the middle of the documents that fell on the floor.
âHuh? Silvery? Few people would write on that colored stationery.â
When I opened my eyes wide, I saw a straight and neat font that looked very familiar to me. âUgh, thatâs â¦â
âTia?â As he called me curiously, I took my eyes off the letter paper.
However, I couldnât shake off the afterimages of the silver letter that glimmered before my eyes until I arrived at the reception room as he escorted me. I wasnât sure because I was a bit away from it, but if I wasnât wrong, the sender of the letter was definitely someone I knew.
âPlease give me a slice of lemon with hot water.â
Shortly afterwards, he spoke with a smile to the maid who came in. The maid, who stood blankly, disappeared after repeating his request.
Why is he doing so? Obviously, the maid was not a rookie, so she knew what his favorite tea was even without him asking for it. Looking at the maid who was disappearing, he turned around and said, âYou look much better than when I saw you last, Tia. How has your life been at the estate?â
âWWell, I went through ups and downs there, but it was okay.â
âGood. How about the people there?â
âWell, I saw many of the employees there for the first time, but they were all kind and the knights were good. Well, sometimes there was a clash between Sir Seymour or Carsein, but it wasnât that bad. â
âAs for Sir Seymour, is he the same knight I saw before?â
âYes.â
The moment he heard my answer, I felt his eyebrows wiggled. âHuh? Does Sir Seymour bother him?â When I slowly closed my eyes and opened, he was looking at me with a calm expression.
âGot it. By the way, what do you mean when you say Carsein and the knights clashedâ
âWell, they had arguments sometimes, but they didnât duel or have a fist fight.â
âReally?â
âYes. As you know, the way Carsein speaks is a little rough. At first, they had an argument because of that, but they got along well later. When I said I was leaving, Carsein said he was sorry I had to leave. Come to think of it, I wonder if he was keeping well now. He looked a bit strange when I returned to the capital.â
When I was about to talk about him, the maid appeared and put down a teapot and a mug with hot water. There was also a dish with lemon slices. Allendis looked back at me in a pensive mood and said, âCan you excuse me for a moment, Tia? I have something to bring here. â
âSure, go ahead.â
When I nodded gently, he got up with a smile. He was holding a little box when he got back a little while later. What was that? As if he noticed I was curious, he handed the box over to me and told me to open it. When I opened the lid of the wooden box engraved with the cross key, it was filled with blue and purple dried petals.
âWhat is this, Allen? I think this is the first time I have ever seen something like this.â
âThis is a flower that only grows in my estate. Itâs called Blue Mellow. â
After explaining about it in detail, he put dried petals in the teacup. When he poured water, its bright blue color spread out in the tea. It was so beautiful that I exclaimed unconsciously.
âWow, itâs pretty.â
âYou bet. But this is not all. Look at it carefully, Tia. â
He grabbed a slice of lemon and dropped a few drops of juice onto a blue-green mug.
âWow! The color has changed⦠â
âHow about it? Isnât it pretty?â
The blue color disappeared, and the clear pink color was suddenly overflowing in the teacup. How did this happen? My eyes popped up. When I moved the teacup for a closer look, he chuckled and handed me the box.
âAccept it.â
âHuh?â
âItâs my gift. I prepared it while thinking about you. Iâm glad you seem to like it. â
âIsnât this precious? You told me it only grows only on your estate.â
âItâs alright. I prepared it for you anyway.â
âReally?â
I smiled broadly at the unexpected gift. When I was about to express gratitude, he shook his head violently while looking at me silently.
âWhatâs the matter, Allen?â
âIâve never seen you smiling before.â
âHuh?â
âI mean itâs the first time I have seen you smiling so brightly.â
âWell, do I look strange?â
âOh, no. Tia, donât smile like that before others. Okay?â
âHuh? You must be kidding.â
While grinning at him, I looked into the box again. I smelled the peculiar scent of the dried flowers inside the box blended with blue and purple. How amazing! Why does it turn pink?
âTia.â
âHuh?â
â⦠Are you okay now? â
âWell, lots of things happened, but Iâm okay now. Thank you for your concern.â
âYeah, I feel relieved to hear that.â
Allendis nodded, trying to say more. I wondered what he was trying to say, but I didnât ask.
As I already talked to him a lot, based on my dream, I no longer wanted to tell him about my past.
Drinking the sweet-looking pink tea, I chatted with him about lots of other things.
As he and I didnât see each other for the past six months, we had so many things to talk about.
I was surprised while refilling the empty mug because time passed so quickly.
I got up in a hurry as it began to dark outside the window. Considering what Lina said, I thought it would be better to go back home before my father came home.
âAllen, I think I should leave now.â
âAh, itâs this hour already?â He spoke with a wistful expression. I also felt sorry I had to leave.
Saying goodbye to his mother who felt sorry I had to go back, I headed for the carriage with him.
âLet me write to you often. By the way, are you quitting fencing?â
âWell, Iâm not quitting it once and for all, but I donât think I can dedicate my time to it like before.
I think I have to help my father from now on. â
âOh, those documents you worked on were related to your new assignment, right?â
âUgh? Yes, youâre right.â
Allendis, who seemed embarrassed for a moment, immediately nodded.
I was a little sorry when I thought that our paths were diverging, but I just smiled silently because I already knew that we would choose a different path one day.
âTia?â