Chapter 34
The Abandoned Empress
Chapter 34: Chapter 34
Leaving the curious boy behind, I ran on the track around the training field. How much time passed? I slowed down to catch my breath, but suddenly I felt like someone was following me.
âIs it the dukeâs son?â
The moment I stepped aside for him to go in first, someone pulled me from behind.
In an instant, I felt warmth around my whole body.
âWho is it holding me like thisâ¦?â
âI got you, my lady.â
I almost got angry with him for his overly friendly gesture but didnât. I stiffened suddenly. A friendly voice was heard in my ears, which made me shudder.
âOh, Allendis?â
âItâs been a long time, Aristia.â
I turned back quickly. A boy who looked very familiar but a little different caught my eye.
I blinked my eyes slowly when I saw Alllendis, who I had not seen in almost six months.
âWhy does he look so strange to me?â I momentarily thought to myself.
However, his hair shining in the sunshine was still fresh green just like I first met him, and his emerald eyes looked at me tenderly. Feeling warm towards him, I smiled and hung in his arms.
âI missed you, Allendis.â
âMe, too, my lady. Ah, I feel I can breathe now!â
Allendis whispered, holding me when I was wrapped in his arms. As if he touched something precious, he stroked my hair cautiously. I closed my eyes. He smelled refreshing as he held me in his arms. I felt so relaxed.
At that moment someone snatched me roughly. When I looked back, I saw a boy breathing hard, staring at me.
âWhy are you acting so rudely, Lars?â
âThatâs what I want to ask you. What the heck are you doing with this person?â
As if he was not happy with something about me, Lars screamed with a red-hot face.
I pulled my arm roughly from his grip and frowned unconsciously.
âAre you okay?â
âYes, Iâm alright.â I smiled slightly at Allendis when he asked me anxiously. I felt so relaxed at his comforting voice.
âBy the way, Aristia, who is this man?â
âOh, I forgot to introduce him. This is Carsein de Lars, and he is Duke Larsâ second son. Hey, Lars, this is Allendis de Verita, Duke Veritaâs younger son.â
âOh, it looks like you are that son who is the same age as me, right?â
Allendis smiled at Lars and reached out.
âNice to see you, Lars. Iâm Allendis de Verita. I think you have made friends with Aristia while I was away. â
â⦠Hey, you.â Lars shouted at me, pretending not to have heard Allendis. How rude! I knew he was insensitive to manners from the beginning, but I didnât know he acted so rudely to Allendis, who had the same status.
âAre you discriminating against me now?â
âWhat the heck are you talking about?â
Responding to his annoying remarks nonchalantly, I looked at Allendis. He could have been upset with him about his rudeness, which was close to insulting, but surprisingly, he seemed not to care about it.
âIs he really fine?â
Anyway, I felt a bit uneasy and sighed with relief, when the rude man turned me around hysterically and shouted, âWhy are you calling me âLarsâ when you call his name? And the way you speak to him is also different.â
âItâs because I and Allendis agreed to call each other by first name. But you and I have never agreed on that, right?â
âReally? Call me by my name from now on!â
âI donât want to.â
âAh, why?â
âCan you introduce yourself to him with good manners first? How can you be so rude to him when you have only just met him?â
When I retorted coldly, the boy, who shook his dishevelled hair nervously, turned to Allendis and said, âWell, itâs nice to see you. My name is Carsein de Lars. â
âI already know your reputation. It is my first time seeing you in person. Nice to meet you, Lars.â
When Allendis naturally introduced himself to him, Lars nodded at him and looked back at me.
âAre you satisfied now? Now, call me by first name. â
âWell, it doesnât make any big differenceâ¦â
âI want you to call me like that. Okay? Call me now.â
âCarsein. Enough? â
âOh, can you call me more kindly?
âI said I would call you by your name, but didnât say I would talk to you more kindly.â
I looked at him dumbfounded, but almost broke into laughter when I saw him hitting his chest.
When I covered my smiling lips with my hand, something suddenly was placed on my head.
âI came back after a long time. Donât you have any gift for me?â
âHuh? Do you have anything you want, Allendis? â
âYes, I do. Will you give it to me? â
âSure. What?â
âYour nickname.â
âMy nickname?â I asked blankly. Nickname. Well, people close to each other can call them by their first names. But a nickname was a little different because it was allowed only between relatives or lovers. Of course, people can call each other by nickname if they are in intimate relations, but it was very rare.
I hesitated for a long time. What should I do? Alendis, who is smarter than anyone, must know the implication of the nickname. I was speechless when he just smiled at me, waiting for my reply. I was afraid that he would be hurt if I refused. But I didnât feel up to it. Believe it or not, Iâm still the crown princeâs fiancée. What if he takes an issue with this?
When I was agonized, Allendis said with a sigh, âCanât you find one as my friend?â
âOh, that⦠â
âI am not so stupid, Aristia. Iâm not going to call your nickname in front of others. So, you donât have to worry about it. â
Oh, was it what he meant? Well, as a genius, Alendis must have thought of it. Well, I could have a nickname.
Although I was a bit bothered because of Carsein, I felt he would not pick a fight with me on this because his and my families are in the same boat. I glanced at Allendis, after looking at the boy who was still annoyed.
âIâm sorry I couldnât answer quickly. Yes, of course. No problem. Iâll let you call my nickname. Itâs Tia.â
âThank you, Tia. Then, why donât you call me Allen from now on? â
â⦠Allen. â
I was touched when somebody who was not related by blood called my nickname for the first time in my life. I wanted to be called that by the man who I loved from the bottom of my heart, but didnât. However, he never called me Tia. When I saw him and Jiun calling each otherâs nickname kindly, I had to hide my strong envy back then.
Suddenly, my heart ached. Now, the fact that Iâve got somebody who calls me by my nickname, and somebody who I can call by his nickname struck a strong emotional chord in me. Suddenly, I felt like crying.
As I hurriedly lowered my head to hide my tears, Lars poked his face at me and asked,âHey, are you crying now? Why are you crying? Did he make you cry?â
âHow dare I make Tia cry? Youâre mistaken, Lars.â
âWait a minute. Why are you calling by her pet name?â
âBecause I just got her permission.â
Allendis looked back at me, smiling at Lars with a wry face.
âCan I talk with the dukeâs son, Tia? As Iâm going to see him anyway, I think I have to make friends with him.â
âOh, yes. Please.â
âThank you, my lady. Lars, shall we move to another place? â
â⦠Well, good. â
After replying reluctantly, Lars left the training field with Allendis. I was worried a bit. âAllendis, is he okay?â What if Lars kept being rude to him? Iâm sure he would be hurt. I know heâs generous and mature, but I was still worried.
I returned to my house with a heavy heart and took a shower. When I sat in the parlor and opened a book, Lina came in shortly with some refreshments.
âThanks, as always, Lina.â
âYouâre welcome, my lady.â
âSit down. Letâs have a snack together. â
âWith you, my lady?â
âYes. In fact, as Iâve been busy these days, I havenât spent much time with you. â
Lina, who has grown up with me since childhood, was special to me. She was even more so to me in the past. To me, who was always lonely, Lina was the only chatting friend and closer than my father, my only kin.
âHowever⦠â
âItâs okay because I gave you permission.â