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Chapter 68

EPILOGUE

Until death

*1 year later*

Indigos pov

Holy fuck

2 lines

Positive

"BEA" Bea rushes in and looks to me and the test in my hand she smiles so hard her dimples reach her eyes and engulfs me in a hug.

"This is so exciting! We're going to be pregnant together and-"I put my hand over her mouth and she licks my palm. I grimace at her and pull my hand away, wiping it on my side.

"Shush I don't want anyone to hear you" I tell her and she crosses her arms and gives me the mum sigh.

"What's wrong indi?" She asks and I roll my eyes. Emotions. How fantastic.

"I don't want this thing, this is gross. You seriously think I want to push a monkey looking child out of me and then have to clean up its shit for months-"she smacks me upside the head and I groan at her. I'm 20 I don't want a child now. I can't have a child now.

"Get it together indigo knightly, you might think you don't like children but mark my words the second you hold 'that thing' in your arms you'll wish you could do it all over again"

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"Ok sweetie, I need one big push" the nurse tells me and I throw my head back as tears run down my face. I can't.

"Where's grey?" I ask exhausted and Am gives me a sympathetic look.

"He's 5 minutes away indi" Oakley says and I look at him in shock.

"I swear to god Oakley get the fuck out before I-"

"Stress isn't good for the baby" the nurse says and i so so desperately want to reach out and strangle her it hurts. What about me? I'm the one pushing it out of me and my husband isn't even here, after how excited he's been he could at least show up.

*Flashback*

Grey walks in through the door and smiles at me widely before coming over to where I'm sat on the sofa and kissing me softly. He lays his head in my lap and takes off his muscle tee that he's been wearing at the gym.

We sit there in silence for a bit as he looks through his phone until I can't be quiet anymore.

"I'm Pregnant" I blurt out and he hums at me and continues to scroll through his emails. I roll my eyes at him and a tear runs down my face. Fantastic not only am I scared shitless to be a mum. My husband doesn't even care enough to-

"Wait WHAT!" he exclaims and his head shoots up from my lap.

"I'm pregnant" I repeat and he smiles so wide I think he's having a seizure.

"Why are you being creepy like that" I say and poke his cheek he leans down and kisses all over my face.

"I'm gonna be a dad.....holy shit IM GONNA BE A DAD" I'm not that happy about the situation but the look on his face could leave me smiling for years. He leans down and places a hand on the slight bump on my lower stomach.

"Hey there baby" he whispers kneeling in front of me staring intently at my abdomen.

"I'm your dad"

"It doesn't understand shit your saying" I tell him and he lifts his head and furrows his brows at me.

"Don't listen to your mum she's mean, I've tried to change that but that's just the way she is" he says sarcastically and I go to get up but he clamps his hands down on my hips and holds me in place.

"You ok sweetheart?" He asks and I shake my head. I swear to god. You might think you've got it all together and then you meet that one person who you can't control yourself in front of and 'are you ok?' Makes you want to bawl your eyes out.

A tear runs down my face until I'm full on sobbing, grey stands up and lifts me onto his lap, brushing the hair out my face and kissing my forehead.

"We're in this together blue, I love you sweetheart. Say the word and we'll-"I cut him off before he can even imply that we get rid of our baby.

"No grey! I want this but it's just scary"

"You've got me though, you'll always have me"

*end of flashback*

Always have you my ass Greyson king. You're not even here.

"We need to get this baby out, this birth is proving problematic now, we need to be careful. She shouldn't be in this much pain" I hear the doctor say and she smiles at me reassuringly.

Great...I'm going to die, all because Greyson didn't wrap up his dick.

I stand up and hold onto the bed as I cry. No one said it was this fucking painful. Bea rubs my back and I try to breath as the pain increases once again.

"Grey" I say pleading he'll be here and just as the words leave my lips his familiar arms wrap around my waist, one on my swollen stomach the other underneath it as he lifts it slightly to take the weight of my back, like he's done so many times in the past 9 months.

"I'm here now baby, I'm sorry" he says and I so desperately want to hug him but I can't move. I rest my head against his chest and sob quietly as the pain gets worse.

"Ok sweets we need you on the bed now" the nurse coaxes and I shake my head and look into greys eyes. He looks in pain to and I want to smack him for doing this to me.

"Come on baby you can do this" he tells me and wipes the tears from my cheeks. I don't want to move because it hurts so much, so instead i close my eyes and lean into him. He sighs and lifts me from under my armpits on to the bed. Asshole.

He surprises me by putting me in between his legs as a grab a fistful of his hoodie and lean into his chest that he's propped me up against.

I cry as the nurse tells me to push again and again and grey mummers sweet nothings into my ear.

A loud cry fills the room and I sigh as the pain eases off immensely. I did it.

"I'm so proud of you baby" he mutters and watches as they clean the baby off and wrap it in a towel.

"Congratulations you have a healthy baby boy" the nurse beams at us and I smile softly as I lean my head on greys chest and watch as he holds his arms out and places the baby on my chest.

Bea was right.

I look into his eyes and nearly shit myself at how similar they look to greys. Stormy.....and grumpy. He actually looks like he's glaring at me.

"Why does he look like he's glaring?" Soph asks from the bottom of the bed next to Am, I laugh and poke his nose to which he knits his little brows and lets out a yawn.

"He's just like grey" Bea says holding her little boy, Chase, she gave birth to 3 months ago.

"What's he called?" Am asks and I look up. Grey and I already decided on names. Girl or boy.

"Ace Apollo King" grey says and I watch as Ace grabs greys finger and holds it in his tiny fist.

"I'm not doing that ever again" I tell grey and he just smiles and nods at me.

"I'm not" I repeat

"If you say so"

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I did it again.

2 more times.

Ace is 7 now and is a carbon copy of his father. From personality to looks.

Then there's the twins who I had a year after Ace. Elias and Vinny.

Finally our baby girl who's 4. Clover.

I'm sat on the beach with Bea and Amelia outside our holiday home in the Maldives which we all come to every year.

Bea and mav only had chase who's best friends with Ace and it's confusing because their names are so fucking similar. They never leave each other's side.

Amelia and oaks had a baby boy called Noah who's now 3 and Sophie hates but then again I've trained her well so she hates everyone.

Matteo got married to a lovely girl called Nyx and they are expecting a baby boy in a few months and Elliot is engaged to a girl called Ophelia and they had twin baby girls ivy and Emm 5 years ago now. I don't know why it took Elliot so long to propose. Idiot.

Enzo and hunter got married last year and Ollie is dating belle again, their 20 now and I feel old even though I'm 27. I remember when he was 12 and I could pick him up. Now he's just under greys height and shaves.

"MAMÀ....MAMÀ!" Ace shouts running over to me with chase walking behind with a stick. Little weirdos I tell you.

"Volume child" I say to him as he chambers on to my lap and grabs my face in his hands.

"Ti amo" he says and I pull a face at him and wipe some sand of his nose.

"Anch'io ti amo tesoro" (I love you too baby) I reply and brush the hair out his face.

He's already big for his age and him and a Chase are constantly in a battle about who's taller. Currently it's Chase by a centimeter.

"Why are you being random" I ask and he rests his head on my chest and wraps his arms around me.

"Chase said you wouldn't love me if I didn't give him my stick" I look to chase who smirks at me triumphantly and waves.

I snort a laugh at the way Ace said it and Bea whacks me on the arm.

"Not around the children indigo" she scolds and I pat Ace's back as his head drops against me. The sky Is covered in stars and it's very peaceful. That is until I hear a weird sounding engine come up the beach towards us. I look to my left and do a double take when I see my 4 year old daughters brown hair fly about in the wind in what looks to be a mini pink

G- wagon.

Fucking greyson I swear he gets this girl anything she asks for.

Sure enough he's walking up to me in all his shirtless glory wearing that stupid smirk and a pair of swimming trunks. Next to him is Oakley who's got 1 of our twins on his shoulders and the other in his left arm as he Carry's Noah in his right and babbles to them about how to make the perfect waffle.

Elliot follows with his 5 year old girls chattering away next to him and Enzo herding them all up so no one gets separated.

"Hey sweetheart" grey greets as I get up and pass him Ace who looks to him sleepily and then lets his head thump on to greys chest and falls straight back to sleep.

Grey chuckles and kisses his head as clover stops her little car and gets out. I roll my eyes at her sass as she slams her door and gets out, tilting her head at her daddy and lifting her arms up.

"Up" is all she demands and grey shakes his head at her. She's wearing a big t-shirt and some cotton shorts and she rests her hand on her hip.

"I only say it one time daddy" she tells him and I wink at her.

"I'm holding Ace" in one swift movement she jumps and grabs Aces leg and yanks him so hard he falls out of greys arms. Grey catches him just before he hits the floor and Ace looks grumpy from being woken up. I don't know where he got that from.

"Clover that's naughty" my dad says as he walks past and tells grey he'll put Ace to bed with Chase who's on his shoulders.

My mum and Alessia laugh at clover and nudge me.

"Just like you" my mum says and Alessia winks at Clover.

"Don't encourage it mum" Ollie rolls his eyes as he walks past and bumps shoulders with me.

"Clove baby that's not ok" grey tells her and she wobbles her lip and her eyes water. She's faking it.

"I don't care" she says and stomps off. Grey scoops her up in his arms and I look at his left bicep where Clover,vinny, Elias and Aces names are all tattooed in a neat script over each other in a line.

"Clover" she refuses to look at him and tries to wiggle her way out of his grip, she huffs and looks to me.

"Mummy" she says and holds her arms out, I walk over and take her out of greys arms and she hugs me and ignores grey who looks hurt. He absolutely hates telling clover off. He can't do it because he can't stand it when she ignores him.

I shrug and walk to the house as grey slings a hoodie over my head when I shiver in my bikini. It cover both clover and I and her head peaks out from the front.

We walk in the house and I put clover down. I know exactly what she's about to do.

"VINNY, ELI" she shouts in her adorable voice and the Two 6 year olds fall over each other into the large modern kitchen to get to her.

"Hey ma" they say as they pull at each other hair and hit one another. Grey grabs both the hoods on their hoodies and lifts them apart.

"Hey dad" they say as he drops them on the floor and they hug his legs.

He ruffles their hair and clover clears her throat.

"Daddy's being mean" both the boys let go of grey and hug their sister as she raises her eyebrows at grey and he gives her a pissed off look.

They whisper in her ear and she giggles and it's greys turn to raise his brows. He stalks over to them and picks clover up from the middle or their little group.

"I Love you my sweet girl" he coos at her but she doesn't budge.

He kisses her forehead and hugs her to him. I love grey and I know he loves me but he loves our children in a way that makes me love him even more.

She bursts into tears probably because it's way past the time their usually in bed and grey chuckles as she sobs out an 'I love you too daddy' and rests her head on his chest.

I can hear Bea rambling to mav about how important SPF is and most the adult's are drinking wine on the porch.

"Alright baby, calm down" he says and vinny and Eli come to me and lift their arms up.

"Bed now mummy" they say sleepily and I nod and pick them up smiling at them.

"I won't be able to pick you up much longer now will I?" I say and tickle them when I put them to bed. They giggle and kiss my cheek.

"Yes you will mummy" they say through laughter and i tuck them in and say goodnight. I walk to clovers room and see her on top of grey asleep as he looks down at her and smiles.

"Pretty just like you're mummy" he says and places her on her mattress. She clings to her duvet and rubs her eyes.

"Hey blue" he says to me and hugs me.

"Sup dude"

"You're such an idiot"

"You're such a dick"I retaliate and he puts a hand to his forehead.

"You love this dick" he tells me and I smack his chest which still hurts my hand.

"Oh my god eww"

"Hey soap sud" I say to the voice I know so well and she groans at the nickname.

"What about this" grey grabs my waist and pulls me in for a kiss. She squeals and runs into her room as I feel grey smile.

"Love me?" He asks and rests his forehead on mine

"Always"

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Greys pov

I zone out as I listen to a bunch of boring shit in this boring meeting I don't want to be in. I look at my watch and see it's already 10pm. I nod when some idiot asks me something but I have not a fucking clue what I just agreed to.

This fucking meeting still has 2 hours left and I'm so close to getting the gun out my waistband and shooting my self. I want to see indigo now. I tap my foot and pretend to listen as one of my men drones on about something.

The door to my home office opens slowly and a small figure appears through the door with a blanket wrapped around her and a teddy. Clover waddles in shyly and walks up to my chair as all my men stand out of respect and I smile proudly at my daughter.

"Hey little one, why are you up" she reaches for me and she looks so cuddly in her fluffy blanket and silk pyjamas so I pick her up and set her on my lap.

"Nightmare" She sniffles and I nod and rest my chin on the top of her head. This meetings not so bad anymore

"You're safe with me baby"I tell her as her breaths even out and she slowly falls asleep.

When the meeting ends I take her up to her room and see that Vinny is on the end of her bed with roger and their both snoring. I roll my eyes and pick Vin up after putting clover down. I take him to his bedroom.

"Hey daddy" he says sleepily and I kiss his forehead as he looks at me through tired eyes.

"Love you" he says as I put him down in his bed.

"I love you too little man" I say and smile at him.

I walk into indigo and I's bedroom, she's asleep on her front with one of my shirts on and a pair of my boxers. I get changed into sweats and no shirt and climb into bed with her.

I pull her too me and she sighs and turns into my chest, nuzzling into my neck and kissing my throat.

"Night baby" I say and she hums and runs her hand up and down my back.

There's no place I'd rather be.

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