Chapter 54: Indigo

TW

MENTIONS OF RAPE/ABUSE

VIOLENCE/BLODD/GORE

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It's been a couple of days since what happened and I'm sat on greys desk while he works scribbling on a piece of paper because I'm bored as fuck. He's rubbing his hand up and down my thigh as he reads through some paperwork and he occasionally speaks on the phone.

"Indigo sweetheart?"

"Yeah grey sweetheart?"I mock and he groans in annoyance.

"Please tell me that doesn't say french agreement on the top of it" he says and I look down at the paper I'm scribbling on. Oops.

"Nooo....yes"

"What?"

"Yes it does" I reply and he rests his head on my uninjured thigh.

"I can't fucking believe you, Maurice is going to kill me if he has to print another one out, first one goes down the shredder because you wanted to shred something important to make you feel 'powerful' and now this" he complains and I pat the back of his head.

"You'll figure it out big guy" I tell him and hop off the desk. I leave the room after giving him a kiss and go into the kitchen where soph, Elliot and Matteo are making cookies.

"No that's not what it says" soph tells Matt who sticks his tongue out at her when she turns around.

"What does it say then little miss know it all" Matt snarks and Elliot elbows him in the stomach.

"It says flour, sugar and then add the milk after" she emphasizes and Matt mocks her behind her back.

I walk up to them and look over Sophs shoulder, she's mixing some ingredients and when she sees me she turns around and wraps her small arms around my neck. I smile at her and listen as she complains about Matt not being a good companion chef.

"You are such a little shit, you know that" he says to her and licks some batter of the spoon.

"I'm telling daddy that you said shit" she sings and Matt glares at her whilst pretending to whack her with the spoon. She squeals in laughter and he picks her up and spins her around as her giggles fill the room.

I walk out and go up to my bedroom to get dressed, after laying awake for most of the night last night, I've decided I need to do something and can't keep putting it off. I'm only hurting myself by not doing what needs to be done.

I get changed into some sports leggings and one of greys hoodies and throw my hair up into a messy bun. Once I finish my mascara I grab my dagger from the side and head back down stairs.

I'm not telling Grey about where I'm going, he won't let me go. He doesn't think I'm ready but I know I know I'm ready and I don't want anyone else with me when I do what I need to do.

I go outside and get in my Ferrari, I leave the drive and not 2 seconds after I pull out my phone rings. Greys name pops up on my screen and I answer it with the Bluetooth.

"Hey" I greet but I'm cut off by his demanding voice.

"Where are you?" He asks and I roll my eyes at his aggression.

"I'm going shopping, I've got some body guards with me, I'll be fine" I reassure him and he sighs through the phone.

"Ok be safe and call me if you run into any problems, also my credit cards in your phone case so use that" he tells me and I nod even though he can't see me through the phone.

"Ok bye" I say and he bids me farewell at the same time.

I arrive at the warehouse and step out, i head into the reception and go up to the desk. The blonde lady looks up to me with a scowl.

"Look you fake bimbo, I'm not having you scowl at me, I'm the future Donna and you'll treat me with the respect I fucking earned" i sneer at her and she Gulps.

"Y-yes ma'am, how can I help you?" She stutters out.

"Luca?" I ask she tells me where he is. I head down into the torture rooms and see Luca pulling the teeth out of a man In his late forties.

"Oh hey indi! What's up?" He asks as the man screams and Luca punches his unconscious before turning back to me. I laugh slightly and explain what I want to do. Luca listens with intent and looks at me warily when I Finish.

"Indi are you sure? You don't have to and I don't think grey would want you to do it alone" he says with care and furrows his brows at me.

"Yes I'm sure, and I won't be alone you're doing it with me" I say and his eyes widen and he shakes his head.

"No fucking way, he'll kill me if he knows I let you do this" I roll my eyes at him and pull my dagger out.

"Luca darling, yes or no, think about it as a metaphor to life or death" I say and he sighs and runs a hand through his hair.

"Alright" he agrees and walks out the room with me. We go down some stairs and through a locked door before reaching another door which Luca enters a passcode for. When the doors open I see him.

Franco sits in a chair in the middle of the room chained to the arms, I can tell greys been to see him because he's covered in blood and he's badly bruised but I know grey would not kill him. It's to easy.

I walk up to him and Luca steps in the room behind me.

"Tell me if you need to get out or it becomes to much, alright?" He assures me and I nod.

"Wake up" I say to the drooping man in front of me and he doesn't budge.

I send a punch to his face and he snaps his eyes open like a man possessed. I watch as his crusty blood coated lips curl into that devious smirk i grey to despise in my childhood and still do now,it's different now because he's he one tied up and the one in control.

"Hello bluebell" he greets and I punch him again.

"I'm not here to make small talk, you deserve what I'm about to do to you and I hope it really fucking hurts" I say and I feel myself switch, I loose the humanity in my emotions and I become the trained assassin, not the five year old he raped and abused.

"Shame I was going to ask how you were" he drawls and grabs my thigh through his restraints. I grab his hand and snap it. He cries out in pain and I grin when I see the bone through his wrist.

"Jesus fucking Christ, you and grey were made for each other" I hear Luca mutter under his breathe and I smile slightly.

I grab the nail gun which I brought specially and his eyes widen as the memory floods back to his head.

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Flashback

He holds the nail gun to my arm and begins to pull the trigger over and over again, puncturing my skin with the small metal spears until he decides he's bored of my endless screams of agony

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"Do you remember this Franco?" I ask and he nods his head slowly. I bring the gun up to his arm and do what he did to me all those years ago.

He screams out in pain and I do it again.

"Doesn't feel nice does it?" I say as i pull the trigger over and over. When I finally stop he's panting and his eyes are watering.

"Oh dear, are you sad? Are you in pain? Well guess what that's how I spent my childhood so suck it the fuck up you disgusting old man" I say and he pulls at his restraints.

"Oh please, even if you could get out I'd still beat you, time and time again, give up princess you're fucked" i sneer and slide my dagger down his leg.

I grab the pliers and use them snap his fingers as he cries in agony. I burn his skin with the blowtorch and stab him in his dick. Through all of this Luca stands just behind me and watches calmly.

After what must be an hour of torturing him I say the last words I'll ever speak to the fucker.

"This is over now, this was my closure and I'm not going to kill you because my husband wants you alive so he can torment you until your last breathe, fuck you Franco" I say and realize that I called grey my husband even though we aren't married yet.

I walk out with Luca and Franco's shouts get cut off when the door shuts and I look at him one last time. I breathe out and smile. I did it.

"Ok now princess?" Luca asks and I grin at him.

"Fucking psycho" he mumbles playfully and I hop on his back as he takes me up the stairs. Over the past few months Luca and I have become quite good friends so I take the advantage to not walk where I can.

We receive some stares as Luca walks through the lobby with me on his back covered in blood but I tell him what I want to do now and he nods and explains that he'll accompany me.

I get in the car and Luca gets in next to me and then I do what anyone would do after addressing some serious childhood trauma.

I go shopping.

With greys credit card.

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