Chapter 47: Greyson

TW

MENTIONS OF RAPE/ABUSE

TORURE/BLOOD/GORE

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"Morning sunshine, welcome to another beautiful day on planet earth!" Indigo shouts in my ear and pries my eyes open with her delicate hands. I groan and turn over into my pillow.

I feel like I've been hit by a fucking bus, my head is pounding and my mouth is as dry as sand. I get up while indigo clings to my back and I head into the bathroom. She whistles in my ear and bites my shoulder.

"WHAT!" I shout at her and she giggles evilly.

"Nothing, how are you feeling?" She asks, menace coating her voice. I look over my shoulder at her suspiciously and she smiles at me.

"Like shit" I say and go back out the bathroom after brushing my teeth. I drop her on the bed and go into the closet. I pull out one of the many hoodies she's stolen from me and a pair of sweatpants that she's also taken and I pull them on.

When I go back into the room indigo is on the bed and she's holding my gun.

"Get off it indie" I tell her and she clicks off the safety.

"God you're so boring" she chants and walks towards me with the gun pointed at my head.

"I don't have time to deal with your shit this morning, I'm supposed to be don of the American mafia in 2 days and I haven't been to the office in a week, why do you have so much energy" I say as I watch her jump on the bed and chuck a pillow at my face.

"I'm not in the mood for this indigo, stop chucking fucking pillows at me before I shoot you myself" i snap at her and she holds the gun to my head when she gets infront of me.

"Not if i shoot you first" she says lowly and I smirk at her. I quickly knock the gun out of her hands and press her against the wall behind us. She glowers at me through her thick eyelashes and kicks my knee.

"Asshole" she mumbles and walks out her door swaying her hips leaving me alone in the room. I follow her out and head down the stairs, I kiss my mums cheek as she gossips with Sof and I go over to the couch where I see indigos head.

I look on the floor and see a bunch of parcels from Amazon, i furrow my brows and watch as soph unwraps yet another package. There all labeled princess, so far there's a hair straightener thing, nail polish, a teddy, a massive pile of clothes, some shoes,candy, a blanket, some more candy and a tiara. I look at indigo who's sniggering and soph laughs at me.

"Thanks bear" she says and suddenly I remember the amount of things she bribed me into buying her last night at the dinner table. Whatever though, it was her birthday she deserves all this shit.

"No problem sweetheart" I say and place a kiss on indigos lips before I head out the door in my suit and get in my Jeep which I've had fixed. I drive to the warehouse and get out.

After going through the security I head down to the torture chambers where I need to deal with someone. The mole we had that was giving out shit out to the Russians. We found him and I just need to know how much the Russians know.

When I reach the door, I open it and step inside the room. It's modern like all of this place and I immediately walk over to the table where all the torture tools are.

"Hello mr Clemson" I greet and the man in the chair shakes with fear as I approach him with a knife.

"So....how much do the Russians know about my mafia right now" I ask and he shudders.

"They know that you're going to attack but they don't know when, they are planning to do something at the ball"

"Seriously?".......

"You're not gonna give me this one thing, I have a really Fucking shitty head ache and you're not even going to let me torture you for information?" I really don't ask for much.

He shakes his head and I sigh.

"Ok let's re-roll that, none of this happened, let's start again. I walk in you shake with fear because I'm so scary and quite frankly fucking cool and then I threaten you but you don't give the information up so I get to hurt you" I replay the scene in my head and smile.

I walk up to him and slice the skin on his arm clean off, he screams and I grimace, I did not take in the consequences of torturing someone with a fucking painful headache.

"Yeah..hi actually could you shut the fuck up, I've got a really bad hang over and the last thing I want is you screaming in my ear loudly. So keep the volume on the down low and be a man" I tell the guy and pat his shoulder. I love my job.

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After countless meetings about me becoming the new don, alliances and paperwork I finally pull into the knightly home. Indigo and i's things have been moved here along with roger. It's been 6 months of us living together and now we've only got 6 more until we get married.

I don't think it will be so bad.

I get out my car and head inside, I check my watch and see that it's 11pm. I've been out all day and I just want to go to bed. I smile at the thought of indigo and head upstairs. I get in her bedroom and close the door behind me. I see her look over the top of her phone and smile at me.

"Thought you were gonna sleep at the office" she jokes as I strip to my boxers and chuck on a pair of sweats.I climb in the bed with her and sigh in content when I pull her into my arms and close my eyes.

"Did you eat today?" I ask because sometimes she forgets and she nods against my chest.

"Sure?"

"Sure" she says definitely and so I nod and kiss her slowly. She kisses me back rests her head on my chest.

"Really? Because I know you forget-"

"Grey it's fine I did" she tells me and so I shut up and drift off to sleep.

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I'm woken by the feeling of thrashing next to me and I look over to indie who's beginning to scream quite loudly. I realize she's having a nightmare and I try to wake her up but she just begins to scratch at herself and squirm in discomfort.

I hate the way she's trapped in her own head and I can't do anything about it, I feel fucking useless and it eats its way to my heart as I try to gently wake her.

She shoots up and looks around panicked, she scratches at herself and tears fall from her already swollen eyes. I put my hand on her face and she pushes away from me quickly.

"No,no please don't. Please don't hurt me" she says with a hoarse voice and my fists itch to punch Franco In the face. Again.

"I'm not going to hurt you baby, I'd never Fucking hurt you I promise" I reassure her and finally I'm able to rest my hand on her tear stained cheek.

She leans into my touch and her breathing steadies out, I bring her to my chest and hitch her leg over me so she's on top of me.

She goes to scratch at her neck but I grab her hand and bring it to my lips instead.

"But I'm dirty, don't touch me grey I'm dirty" she says and my heart squeezes.

"You're not dirty baby,I promise you're not dirty" I tell her and she lets out a strangled sigh.

"But he's all over me, he's kissed all over me, he's touched all over me" she whispers and visibly shudders in discomfort.

"Then I'll kiss all over every single inch of your perfect body until I've replaced all his Fucking worthless touches with my lips" I tell her and kiss her forehead.

She sighs and snuggles into my chest, while I take in what just happened.

Nightmares, they come and go so quickly but they stay with you for years after. The affect of her trauma presents itself not only when she's awake but it also haunts her when she's asleep. I just want to take all the pain from her, I want to shoulder her burden and feel her discomfort. I don't want her to ever feel alone in what she's going through, I'm not going to brush it off and pretend it didn't happen and she shouldn't either.

I brush the hair out her face and hug her close to me. In my arms she's safe.

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Poor indi :(

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