Two Twisted Crowns: Part 2 – Chapter 36
Two Twisted Crowns (The Shepherd King #2)
lm kept his hand high on Farrah Pineâs back. It was his fifth dance of the evening. Five dances, and Ione had still not arrived in the great hall.
The theme of the night was seasons, and the court was parceled by costumes of Equinoxes and Solsticesâsummers and winters, springs and autumns. The columns of the great hall were decorated with sprigs of holly, woven with garlands. Blood-red rowan berries hung from every archway. Sconces and chandeliers dripped candle wax. Decorative bells were stripped from the walls by drunken courtiers, their notes clanging through the room, fighting in discord with singing voices and the instrumentations of the Kingâs orchestra.
It was pageantry Elm might never have endured had he not been waiting for Ione. Heâd knocked on her door, but she hadnât been there. Heâd searched for her in the great hall, only to be caught in the tide of courtiers.
When the dance finally ended in a sweeping crescendo, the gong struck nine. Elm dropped Farrahâs hand, thanked her with a bow, then pushed into the crowd.
Hands caught his black doublet, stopping him.
Alyx Laburnum, and the two younger Laburnum brothers Elm hardly knew, shoved a goblet into his hands. They were all wearing autumn leaves in their hair. âMajesty,â Alyx said, his face easy with drunkenness. âAlways a pleasure to see you.â
Spending time with a Laburnum was the farthest thing from pleasure Elm could fathom. âAlyx,â he muttered into his cup. âEnjoying yourself?â
âNot as good a time as my sister.â Alyx took a deep swill from his own cup. âYou and Yvette make a handsome couple on the dance floor.â
Elmâs smile did not touch his eyes. He hadnât said one word to Yvette Laburnum during their dance. He rolled his shoulder, Alyxâs hand dropping off his back.
âSheâs hasnât shut up about you since we arrived,â one of the idiot younger brothers said. âNot that she shuts up much at allââ
Sentence half-finished, the boyâs eyes drifted over Elmâs shoulder. His brothers did the same, their jaws slackening. When Elm turned, Ione was standing under the archway, framed by candlelight and silk and sweeping garlands. She looked like springâan Equinox goddess.
Her hair was parted to the side, a few strands tucked behind her ears. The rest was loosely spun behind her head, fastened by a pearl-studded pin. Sheer, delicate sleeves caressed the soft lines of her arms. And the neckline of her gown plummeted in a deep, ruinous V, revealing the long, beckoning line between her breasts. The bodice held her like a glove, kissing over her waist and down to her hips, where it was met with a flowing, lavender-pink skirt.
Ione cast her gaze over the crowd, passing Elm, then hurtling back. The muscles in the corner of her mouth twitched. She took her hands in her skirt and lowered to a curtsy, exposing even more of that heart-stopping neckline.
Elm ran a hand down the back of his neck, shoved the goblet back at Alyx, and headed straight for her.
She waited for him between the columns. When Elm offered his hand, she took it, and that thing between themâthe thread, the unquiet acheâbegan to pulse.
âYouâre late,â he said, his finger toying with the cuff of her sleeve.
âI know. I was in the dungeon.â
Elmâs gaze shot up. âWhy?â
âTo see my father.â She looked away. âHeâs alive. Frostbitten like Uncle Erik, but alive. I asked him if heâd seen me on Equinox with Hauthâif he knew where my Maiden Card might be. He didnât. But he had seen Hauth and me dancing that night. Heâd known I was too drunk to be alone with a manâand done nothing.â Her eyes glazed over, unfocused. âI shouldnât be surprised, now that I know what he did to Elspeth, that his fear of offending a Rowan was greater than his desire to keep his own daughter safe.â
Elm raised her hand to his mouth. Whispered over her knuckles. âIâm sorry, Hawthorn.â
Her gaze came back into focus. âPeople are watching us.â
So they were. When Elm glanced over his shoulder, half of the faces in the great hall wore the practiced look of watching but not watchingâlistening but not listening.
He didnât bother to mollify them with a smile. He was tired of all the pageantry. âLet them look,â he said, lowering Ioneâs hand to his chest. âDance with me, Hawthorn.â
âArenât you meant to be wooing Blunderâs daughters?â
âI intend to. One, in particular.â Elmâs voice grew quiet. âPlease, will you dance with me?â
Her eyes were guarded. âAll right.â
The song was an easy pace. When they entered the line of dancers, Elmâs other hand slipped across Ioneâs hip and over the small of her back, guiding her to the sway of the music.
âReach into my tunic pocket,â he whispered in her ear. âLeft side.â
A ghost of a flush kissed her cheeks. She dipped her hand into his tunic. When she pulled out the Nightmare Card, a hum sounded in her throat. âThief.â
âMore than you know.â
Her skirt bushed against Elmâs leg when he turned her. âWonât they be missing it in Hauthâs room?â
âProbably. Though I doubt anyone will bang on my door, asking for it. Iâm the . The list of people who might reprimand me grows short.â
Ione pinched the Nightmare Card between her thumb and forefinger. âThose yellow eyesâ¦â She pressed the Card to Elmâs chest. âUse it. Go into my head. See if you can find the Maiden Card.â
He spun her, dipped her. âWhat, here?â
âWhy not?â
âIt takes focus to use a Nightmare Card. And you, in that dressââ
âHow would you know what it takes if your father never had a Nightmare until Equinox?â
A coy smile lifted the corners of Elmâs mouth. He spun the Card between deft fingers, thenâprestidigitationâdisappeared it into his sleeve. âThere are two Nightmare Cards, are there not?â
For a fleeting moment, a flicker of somethingânot quite warmth, but nearlyâtouched Ioneâs scrutinous gaze. âThe more time I spend with you, Prince, the less I seem to know you.â
âThatâs not what I want.â Elm twirled her away, then pulled her back into his chest. âI want you to know me very well, Ione Hawthorn. Which isââhe dipped her again, bowing over her and speaking against her throatââa rather horrifying feeling, if Iâm perfectly honest.â
The apples of Ioneâs cheeks rounded. Elm thought she might truly smile. He held his breath, waiting for it. But then she blinked, and her face was without expression, perfect and stone smooth. Unreadableâunreachable.
He was so sick of the Maiden Card.
The song ended on a flurry, and then Elm was leading them away, back to the other side of the columns, away from the crowd. He looked left and right, but Stone was crawling with courtiers. Even the gardens, even the stairwell.
He could take her to his room, or the cellar again. Somewhere private. But for a reason he wasnât ready to tell her, Elm wanted them to be seen togetherâfor people to get used to the heir of Blunder, leaning a whit too close to Ione Hawthornâs face.
He dug through his pocket, retrieving his Scythe. He tapped the red Card three times, focusing on the orchestra.
.
The music swelled, instruments sounding with new fervor. âSo that no one will hear us.â
Ione leaned against the column, autumn air flittering in through the garden door, catching in her skirt. âWill it hurt,â she said, her gaze dropping to the Nightmare Card, âwhen you enter my mind?â
âNo. I wouldnât have brought it if it did.â
She closed her eyes. âGo on, then.â
Elm tapped the Nightmare Card three times and fell beneath its salt tide. Heâd only used Ravynâs Card a handful of times, but it was enough like the Scythe to know how to urge the magic outwardâinto a person. He had no trouble fixating on Ione.
He pushed the salt over her. When he spoke, it was with a closed mouth.
She jumped. âShouldââ Her lips snapped shut.
Ione drew in a breath. Let it out. And then Elm was not seeing her anymore, but her mind. Her memories.
He was Ione, and Ione was in the throne room, looking up at the dais. The King sat in his throne. On his right, tall and broad and unbroken, was Hauth.
âYou have done your kingdom a great service, Tyrn,â the King said, an empty goblet in his left hand and the Nightmare Card in his right. âThis Card has been lost for many years. Name your price and it shall be yours.â
A hand gripped Ioneâs arm. She looked up at her father, but his gaze was on the King, wide with anticipation. He led her closer to the dais. âThis is my daughter, Ione. She is amiable.â Tyrn pulled her in front of him and pushed her a step forward. âAnd unwed.â
Hauthâs posture went rigid. He glanced down at his father. But the King was caressing the Nightmare Card in such a way it was clear what his answer would be. Hauth scowled. âNot very pretty, is she?â
Ioneâs entire body tensed.
âThere are ways of dealing with that,â the King muttered. He looked up and spoke to Tyrn as if Ione was not there. âIâll draw the contract myself.â
Ioneâs memories jutted forward in a blur. Lights burst before her eyes, her ears buzzing with the sound of thunderous applause. She was looking out at the great hall, and everyone was on their feet, clapping. âSit,â Hauth said in her ear. âLet them all get a good look at their future Queen.â
Elm could feel Ioneâs heart racing. The apples of her cheeks rounded with a smile. âShould I say something?â
âNo.â
âIâd like to.â
Hauthâs green eyes stalled on her face. He seemed confused, his expression caught somewhere between attraction and revulsion. His hand pressed into Ioneâs shoulder, and he forced her to sit. âYou neednât say anything at all.â
Wine was poured. Ione drank and greeted well-wishers as they filed up to the dais. For every person she spoke toâevery smile or laugh or hum in her throatâthe attraction in Hauthâs gaze dissipated.
It was strange for Elm to look through the eyes of a drunk person while entirely sober. Ioneâs goblet was filled for the eighth time, her vision beginning to tunnel. She was staring into the great hall, swaying in her seatâgazing at a figure seated along the table.
Elm. She was looking at Elm.
He was talking to Jespyr, a remarkably sour look haunting his face.
âYour brother wears a lot of black,â Ione said, her voice too loud. âFor a Prince.â
âAnd old habit of Renelmâs,â Hauth muttered into his goblet.
âFor what purpose?â
Hauth looked into her eyes. Smirked. âTo hide the blood I dealt him.â
Ioneâs mouth dropped open.
Hauth laughed. âTrees. Heâs well enough.â His smirk cut away to a sneer. âYou should knowâyouâve been gazing at him all night. Wipe that dazed look off your face.â He shoved the wine under her nose. âI canât stand it.â
Ioneâs vision buckled, and then she was in the garden, dancing with Hauth. His grip was too loose, the indifference on his face distinct. He let go of her on a twirl, and Ione fell. âDrunk thing,â Hauth said, laughing as she crashed into a circle of men.
They picked her up, too many hands eagerly reaching for her body. Ione jerked away, only to land back in Hauthâs arms. He said something in her ear that was little more than a muffle in Ioneâs memory. She tried to back away from him, but his grip tightened, and then he was pulling her through the crowd.
Everything went dark, cold. Ioneâs vision was blurry, spinning so fast Elmâs stomach curled. Salt pinched her senses and she coughedâthe telltale sensation of a Scythe.
âPut it there,â came Hauthâs echoing voice.
Ioneâs hands scraped over a wallâthe cracked surface of a long, pale stone dusted with ashâ
, Elm whispered into her mind.
The blurry tunnel of Ioneâs vision shifted. Once more, fingertips dragging through ash, her hand pressed over a pale, cracked stone.
Twisted by drunkenness, Ione thought she was touching a wall. But the ash was undoubtedly from a hearth. And the pale stone with the wide, jagged crackâ
Elm sucked in a breath.
He lifted a finger to tap the Nightmare Card, but Ioneâs voice stopped him.
, she said into his mind.
The next memory was stark, bereft of drunkenness. She stood in Hauthâs room, morning light streaming through the window.
She was crying.
âPlease. I donât feel like myself. I need the Maiden back.â
Hauth ignored her.
Ioneâs vision flashed again, and she was in the yard at Castle Yew. Elspeth was next to her, and so was Elm, all three of them watching as Ravyn and Hauth sparred in front of the Destriers. When Ravyn stomped on Hauthâs hand and the High Prince screamed, Ione smiled. But the effort was taxing.
After, she spoke to Hauth. âI donât see why you are so determined to lock my feelings away. Itâs not as if we are destined to spend much time together.â She clenched her jaw. âIf I promise to use the Maiden when we are together at court, will you tell me where it is?â
Hauthâs skin was pale for pain. âNo.â
âThen I ask you to release me from this engagement.â
He barked a laugh. âAnd subject my father to courtly gossip? Heâd whip the both of us.â
Ione turned to leave, lingering at the door. Her voice had grown so flat from when sheâd spoken on Equinox. âSo this is what you would have? A Queen with no heart?â
Hauthâs green eyes held nothing but spite. He tapped his Scythe. âGo away.â
The room bled away to another. One with dark walls and wind that whistled in through the windows.
Spindle House.
There was blood on Hauthâs shoes from where heâd stepped in Elspethâs dark vomit, left over from the game with the Chalice. He paced the room, the veins in his neck bulging, two empty flagons rolling on the floor. âYour cousin,â he seethed. âSheâs , isnât she?â
Ioneâs voice was cold. âNo.â
He hit her across the face with an open palmâtook her yellow hair in his fist. âTell me the truth, Ione.â
She stayed unmoving, unflinching. âElspeth isnât infected.â
His face grew redder. âItâs disgrace enough that my own cousins carry that blight. But now my future wifeâsâit is too much.â
He dragged Ione by her hair to the casement window, slammed it open. âYouâll have your wish, my dear,â he said, hauling her over the sill. âI release you from our engagement.â
Ione clawed at him. Screamed. But with one brutal shoveâ
She was falling.
Elmâs entire body seized, and he fell with Ione down Spindle Houseâs reaching tower. He heard the sickly crunch of her skull, cracking against brick. When Ione peered down at her body, jagged, red-tipped bones had torn through her clothes.
Blood pulsed in Elmâs ears. He struggled to tap the Nightmare Card. When he opened his eyes, Ione was watching him. He caught her cheek, pressed his forehead over hers. His voice shook. âDid no one help you?â
âIt was late. No one saw me fall. And it hurt too much to screamâto even whisper. I simply lay there. Waiting to die.â
She said it with so little affect. Like it bored her, the near-end of her life. âI watched the moon worry across the sky. My blood eased and my bones straightened, snapping back into place. The pain in my head faded, and thenâ¦I felt nothing. No despair, no fear. Only then did I truly understand what the Maiden had done to me.
âI left Spindle House and stayed the night in an alley in town. I thought about running away. To go deep in the mist and simply disappear.â She sighed. âBut I couldnât go without my Card. So I walked to Hawthorn House, washed the blood out of my hair, waited for my family. I didnât want to go back to Stone and face Hauth alone. They never came.â She brushed a loose strand of auburn hair from Elmâs brow hair. âBut you, Prince Renelm, did.â
Pain hit Elmâs temples. He felt something warm slide from his nostril.
Ioneâs eyes tightened. She dragged her hand under his nose. When she pulled it back, there was blood.
Elm hadnât remembered, the music loud in his ears, that he was still using his Scythe.
Ione reached into his pocket. When her finger grazed his Card, Elmâs connection shattered. The pain stopped.
âSometimes,â she muttered, wiping his blood on her skirt, âI think things would be infinitely better if there were simply no Providence Cards at all.â
Elm gave a shaky exhale. âYouâd make such a perfect Queen.â
She laughed at that. Not a real laugh, but a cold, unfeeling one. âJust not a perfect Rowan Queen.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âElspeth,â she said plainly. âI could never wear the crown that would see Elspeth, or anyone infected, killed. Not even now, when I feel nothing. Itâs why I wanted the be Queen in the first place. To have real power. To things.â Again, that derisive laugh. âI was a fool.â
Elm blinked. And it became so painfully clear what he needed to do. He took Ioneâs hand, lacing their fingers together, and led her down the hall, away from the music that drifted through the columns. For the first time since heâd stood on that drawbridge and watched Ravyn ride away, Elm felt light. Like someone had punched a hole in Stoneâs ancient walls and let in the day.
When they got to the tall, fortified doors of the throne room, he nodded at the sentries.
The doors opened with an ominous rumble. Elm pulled Ione inside. âDonât let anyone in,â he told the sentries.
The hearths were not lit. The room was dark. They were alone in that cold, heartless place. Alone, just she, himâ
And the throne.
Ioneâs voice drifted past Elmâs ears. âWhat are we doing here, Prince?â
He looked at the chair. That ancient monster, forged of rowan trees. âElm,â he reminded her. âCall me Elm.â
âWhat are we doing here, Elm?â
Christening. Reclaiming. Fashioning a new King. Maybe a new Queen as well.
âChanging things.â
Ash. A wide, jagged crack in pale stone.
Elm and Ione stood on the east side of the throne room, staring into the open mouth of the unlit hearth. âLook inside,â Elm said, the shadow of terrible things hanging low. âThere is a pale stone that lifts.â
Ione dropped to a crouch. When ash brushed between her fingers, she drew in a breath. The muscles between her shoulders bunched, and a scraping sound filled the throne room. She pulled the pale stone away, revealing a dark, carved-out hole. In it were two things: a cluster of weaponsâa chain and whip and a short, blunt clubâ
And a Maiden Card.
Ione pushed the weapons aside. The iron links of the chain clanged, and Elmâs hands balled into fists. She took the Maiden Card and slid it into the bodice of her dress, then shoved the stone back.
When she turned, her expression revealed nothingâno joy that the thing she had so long sought was back in her possession. âWhat are the weapons for?â
âAn education in pain.â
Her gaze shot to Elmâs face, then dropped to his hands, locked in fists. She caught one, brought it to her mouthâpressed her lips over it. âThank you.â
His voice was rough. âDonât thank me yet. Thereâs still one last thing for us to do here.â
Elm lead her to the throne. His fingers ghosted over the armrest. Slowly, he lowered himself down into the dark seat.
Ione watched him. âPreparing for the future?â
âMore than you know.â He leaned forwardâclasped his hands together. âI have a proposition for you, Miss Hawthorn. A final barter between us.â
âSo formal.â She propped a shoulder against the throne. âWhat are we bartering, Elm?â
He liked hearing his name on her lips far too well. âThis terrible chair. And you in it with me.â
Ioneâs brows drew together, her gaze jumping between him and the throne.
âYou can still be Queen of Blunder, Hawthorn. If you want to.â
Her voice was needle-sharp. âWhat are you talking about?â
âMarriage contracts,â Elm said, itching to touch her. âA Kingly duty my brutish father has never tended well. The last one he penned himselfâpoorly, might I addâwas signed on Equinox. A Nightmare Card, for a marriage.â
âTo Hauth. A contract that bound me to Hauth.â
Elm smiled. âTo the .â
Heâd known the moment heâd read it that his father had not taken pains to see the contract well worded. The Kingâs handwriting had been difficult to read. It was the first time Elm had thanked the Spirit his father was a drunk. Heâd gotten the keys from Baldwyn and fetched the contractâread it three times over.
, followed by Ioneâs name and the Kingâs signature.
And there was nothing to erase it, now that it was hidden safely at Castle Yew. Which meant Ione Hawthorn, if she wished, could still be Queenâstill marry a Rowan. Only now, it wasnât the brutal Prince.
But the rotten one.
âQueen,â Elm said. âWeâll find your mother and brothersârelease your uncle and father, if you wish it. You can be the ruler you were supposed to be. Wanted to be.â
Ioneâs face was unreadable. âThe King will never allow a wedding. My kin are traitors.
.â
âSo are his,â Elm bit back. âMy father has always kept the infection close, so long as it served him. Ravyn, Emoryâhis own nephews, infected.â Elm sucked his teeth. âThere are many things the King does not want made public. Should he wish them to remain quiet, he will not challenge me on this.â
Ione rounded the throne. Elm parted his legs, and she stood between them. âAnd if I hadnât saved your life?â she whispered, gazing down upon him. âAre you so honorable that you would marry me, a stranger whoâs been nothing but cold to you, just because your father skipped a few words in a marriage contract?â
His eyes glided over her mouth. âCharitable of you to think me honorable.â
âYou are.â
âAnd youâre hardly a stranger.â
âYou donât know the real me.â
Elm softened his voice. âI know there is a warmth in you not even the Maiden can confine. No one who feels would work so tirelessly to get their feelings back. I also know you love Elspethâand not despite her infection. You simply love her.â
He ran his thumb over Ioneâs bottom lip. âI think, behind the Maiden, you love a great many things, Ione Hawthorn. Even this wretched kingdom.â
When she let out a breath, Elm leaned forward, traced his nose over her jawlineâwhispered into her ear. âIâd like to know the real you. Whenever youâre ready.â
Ione went still and didnât speak. The silence settled into Elm, shaking his resolve. âIâll make no demands of you,â he managed. âWhen you release yourself from the Maiden and find you still do not care for me, we need neverââ
âYou think I donât care for you?â
His breath stole away from him. He looked into her eyes. âDo you?â
There was no reading her face. But in that moment, Elm was certain Ione was warring with something. Maybe it was the Maidenâs chill. Or maybeâjust maybeâit was the same thing he was warring with.
Hope. Delicate and thread-thin.
Ione lowered her head, brushed her mouth over his. âIâd like to try.â
Tightness fisted Elmâs chest. âIâd be your King, but always your servant. Never your keeper.â He arched up, dragging his knuckles down her chin, making her lips part for him. âThink about it, Hawthorn.â
When she spoke, her voice was full of air. âI donât want to think right now, Elm.â
He reached into her hair and pulled the pin out. Yellow gold, it fell down her back. Elm wrapped it around his fist like a bandage. âThen donât.â
He kissed her, without pageantry. Ione sighed into this mouth, and Elm hauled her onto his lap, marveling once more how she utterly filled his hands. Her knees pinned his sides, and when she thrust her hips forward, her soft against his hard, she pushed Elm deeper into the throne.
âYou look good in this chair.â She glanced down through her lashes at him, the corner of her mouth twitching. âUnder me.â
Elm tugged her hair, baring her throat to him. He dragged his bottom lip up the warm columnâtook in a full breath of her. âThatâs the idea,â he murmured into her skin.
Ione pressed harder into him. Rolled her pelvis over his lap.
Muscles spasmed everywhere. â
â
âIs this what you want?â Both of them were breathing hard. âMe? Here?â
It took all of Elmâs fraying self-restraint to pull back. His body was pleading to the point of pain to be inside her. But he couldnât. Not with the part of her he wanted most still locked away. He shook his head. âWhen I bed you, Ione, I want you to it.â
A flush blossomed from the torturous neckline of her dress, floating up her throat into her face. But her expression was blank.
âIâd like to know the real you,â Elm said again. He kissed her slowly, intently. âIâve wanted to know you since I saw you all those years ago, riding in the wood, mud on your ankles.â
Ione pulled back. Whatever she saw on Elmâs face made her eyes widen. She sat up, finding his hand, lacing their fingers. âCome with me.â
She led the way out of the throne room. The Kingâs court was still in the great hall, drinking and dancing, unaware that their new High Prince, moments ago, might have gladly debased himself atop the throne.
Ione pulled him up the stairs. When they got to her room, she shut the door and latched it, pushing Elm up against the wood. She kissed him once, hard, then pulled back.
âItâs going to hurt,â she said, âwhen the Maiden lets me go. When all the feelings I havenât felt come rushing in. Are you sure you want to see that?â
The moment held Elm in place. Even his breath had gone shallow. Ione dipped her hand into her bodice. When she pulled it back, the Maiden was between her fingers. âDo you?â
He managed only one word. âPlease.â
Never breaking their gaze, Ione held a finger up to her Maiden Card. With three taps, she released herself from its magic.