Steeling Her: Chapter 15
Steeling Her: A Romance Novel
Weâre driving along the street to get to where Ryan made his plans for the date. Weâre making small talk while we make our way to wherever our destination is. He seems like a really nice guy. Polite and sweet. I have no idea where heâs taking me for this date.
I hope heâs not a weird serial killer thatâs going to chop me up in a remote place. I would like a degree before any of that happens.
Carter, chill, I mentally scold myself for that thought. Youâre being over dramatic now.
Once we stop, I see weâre at a bowling alley. I smile at the sight of the building. I havenât been to one since I was fifteen. He opens my door for me and holds out his hand, allowing me to slip out of his truck. He chuckles before he speaks. Iâm just looking up in awe, remembering all the times I went to a bowling alley with my brothers.
âThis alright?â he asks me.
âYeah, this is cool. I havenât gone bowling in years.â I grin as I watch the double doors swing back and forth with couples and families walking in and out. A big blue and pink sign above highlights âBennyâs Bowlingâ above me. I see young people run past the window every so often as we approach the entrance. It looks to be a group of them playing around with each other after a kidâs party.
We walk in together, and he holds the door open for me. We head straight to the counter to get our shoes. The employee flits her eyelashes at Ryan and I try not to giggle. What is with these guys and all of these girls? They look like they donât notice it half of the time; itâs probably because theyâre used to it.
âI hope you and your sister have a good time,â she says seductively. Sister? I donât look like him, I thought to myself. I start eyeing Ryanâs features to see what part of us look alike.
âActually, were on a date.â He takes my hand, and I hear a gasp leave her mouth. Pulling me away to get to our lane, we climb down the steps, our feet sliding along the floor.
Ryan types in both our names and he turns around to smile at me. âYou ready to get annihilated?â The smugness is evident in his tone. Iâm so nervous, I actually nod stupidly to his question. I face palm myself when he starts laughing at me. âHey, chill, Carter. Itâs just me.â I smile back at his kindness.
Heâs trying to make me feel comfortable. I feel so out of place. Itâs probably just because Iâm so nervous?
Half an hour into the game, he kept his promise in annihilating me. I knew athletes would be competitive, but I didnât realize it was this bad. I wonder if Nick is this competitive?
Stop that. Youâre with someone else, you canât think about him.
I shake my head, ridding the memory. I stand up because itâs my turn. Thereâs at least a one hundred point difference between me and Ryan. I take the lightest ball and walk to the line, throwing it as best I can. Itâs heading straight down the middle and towards the pins. Am I going to get my first strike of the night?
Please. Please. Please. Just one. Oh God, just this once.
I cross my fingers while trying not to yell at the damn ball every time it threatens to swerve left or right. Everything seems to be in slow motion as I watch impatiently for the ball to meet the standing pins.
Crash.
Every single one of them falls down, and I stand there in complete shock. I got a strike. I start jumping up and down and clapping like a seal out of water;I practically look like an idiot. Once I spin around, I see Ryan is smiling at me with two thumbs up, and I grin so hard at him.
âNice one!â he cheers to me, and I sit back on the seat beside him.
âThanks,â I shyly reply back to him. I feel his eyes on me so I turn back around to face him. I was right, heâs still staring at me. I feel my cheeks blush from the attention. Why is he staring at me? Oh shit, do I have something in my face?
âYou look really pretty tonight, Carter.â He places his arm around the back of the seat Iâm in, leaning in closer to me. I stand up abruptly and tell him I need to make a call. He nods, smiling up at me, and I walk back out the front doors, nearly fumbling over my own feet trying to get away.
I call Danielle and wait for her to answer.
âHello?â She finally answers on the sixth ring, sounding slightly breathless but I honestly donât want to know.
âDanielle!â I say in a panic.
âCarter? Whatâs up? Arenât you meant to be out with Ryan?â she quizzes me. What am I doing?
âYeah, Iâm on the date now . . .â I wander off, trying to figure out why I actually called her. I shudder at the word. Why did I call her?
âOkay . . . so youâre calling me because . . .?â I wait a few seconds to answer her, but I canât think of anything to say. âAre you alright, Carter? Youâre breathing really heavy right now.â I hear her shuffle around. I now consciously hear my own breathing. Itâs going one hundred miles an hour.
Shit. Iâm having a panic attack. Why now of all times?
âCarter, just listen to me. Breathe in and out, okay? Copy me. In . . . out . . . in . . . out . . . Keep doing that and say it back to meâ she instructs me. âOkay . . . Now, tell me whatâs up? Is it Ryan? Did he say something?â Shaking my head no. She canât see you Carter!
âNo no, he hasnât said anything. Heâs been so nice . . . really nice . . . but . . .â I donât know how to say it nicely. Iâm just not feeling anything with him. I feel so guilty that Iâve lead him on. I shouldnât have agreed to this date. I mentally berate myself.
âBut what? You can tell me? Are you not feeling it?â I shake my head only to realize she canât see me.
âDanielle, I feel awful that I donât feel anything with him, even though I think he feels something with me. I feel like Iâve lead him on . . .â I huff at how stupid I was to agree to this. The guilt is sitting in my stomach and itâs heavy. I canât do anything about it, I feel so shitty.
âOkay, but itâs still so early for you two. You might end up actually liking him, maybe only as a friend? Just go back in and keep going until itâs over, then make your decision,â she coaches me through this. Iâm so bad at these things. Thank God she knows what to do.
âWhat if he asks me out again?â I blurt out, scared of the proposition. I donât know if I want to go out with anyone.
âThen answer him honestly.â I sigh, knowing sheâs right. I should go back inside, itâs been a long time.
âOkay, Iâll see you guys later then?â Hearing her agree, we hang up.
I walk back inside to see Ryan talking to a group of girls that are leaning over the seats. His arms are resting behind him cooly on the other side, pretty far from them. I donât know whether to make my way to him and interrupt or leave him to it. He seems to be in his element with the attention.
Watching them laugh at whatever he said, I donât notice my feet walking towards him; he does though. His tongue is out on his lips, wetting them, and he smirks at me.
âHey, you good?â he asks me as I slip into the seat beside him.
âYeah, thought I left the straightener on,â I lied, surprising myself. His eyes widen in realization how dangerous it was. âI didnât, itâs all okay. I called Danielle she said it wasnât plugged in.â Relief washes over his face and I smile back at him. He taps my leg with his.
âGlad to hear it. So, I was thinking, you want to go to a party with me? Itâs a friend of mineâs birthday. Caleb? From the football team? Have you met him?â I shake my head. âWell, heâs throwing a party tonight. I know itâs a Monday and all, but he only throws them on his actual birthday; he doesnât care about what day it falls on. And he throws pretty epic parties too.â He laughs shaking his head.
I smile and tell him Iâd like to go. Iâd like to see Haley and Danielle since I know that theyâre going. So, itâs not like I wonât know anyone there. It puts my racing mind at ease.
We slide off the bowling shoes and make our way to the counter once more, returning them to a different girl behind the desk, who smiles at the both of us as we put our other shoes back on. She asks us if we had a good time. I nod while Ryan stares down at me as he places his shoes on the countertop.
âI had an amazing time,â he says as he stares at me, my cheeks going bright red at his tone. The way he said it was low and lust-filled. He surprised me at how close he got; then he really surprised me by kissing my cheek. I turned as red as a tomato.
We walk out to the car and see that the sky is really dark. I feel Ryanâs warm hand on my back. I slide into the passenger seat once he opens my door and notice those girls follow behind us and smirk at Ryan.
I saw it. The lust on their faces.
Starting the engine up and driving out slowly, everyone in the group all wave to him and he waves back. Did he just flirt with those girls while he took me out? How rude. I know I donât like him like that, but still, itâs rude to flirt with all of them while youâre taking someone out. I wouldnât do that to him, so itâs not okay for him to do that to me.
Moments later, with strained small talk, we arrive at the house and I slip out of the car, not waiting for his help. We walk into the house together to see Danielle with Haley and TJ behind the booming speaker in the kitchen. Then I see Maya sitting like a lapdog on Nickâs lap, his hand stroking her exposed thigh. Sheâs sitting in a tight purple dress with specs of gold on it. Her legs are so open, I can practically see her panties. I scowl at the thought. Heâs entertaining the idea. Heâs not pushing her off him like this morning.
I saw him earlier with her when I was walking to class. They were making out, and I felt the bile rise up my throat. I had to run to the bathroom to not get sick. The only thought I had was that he did move on. He moved back to her. Typical. He crushed me in the process. As much as Iâd like to say it doesnât bother me, it does. Seeing him with her hurts. Itâs painful. I thought he liked me. I guess not.
Heâs now sipping in his beer, acting like nothing has happened, and feel sick again.
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Mayaâs pretty much grinding on me while I sit on the sofa, our group surrounding me in a light chatter. But when Carter entered in, I couldnât look away. I only stopped when I saw that dickhead behind her. She looked so stunning in her grey jeans and blue top with a black leather jacket resting on her shoulders. I see sheâs not wearing any heels either. She looks smaller and cuter.
She looks gorgeous.
I pull Maya closer to me, and she leans in to whisper filthy things in my ear. I feel my member growing harder by the second. Not because of her words, but because Iâm imagining Carter doing all those things to me. I need to stop thinking about her.
Fuck. Nick, she went out with Ryan. If that doesnât scream âIâm over youâ then I donât know what will. I see from the corner of my eye that he has his arm wrapped around her waist. I fucking hate it. I really fucking hate it. Heâs staking his claim, but sheâs not his. When he notices me staring at her, he pulls her even closer to him, wrapping that arm ever tighter around her perfect body.
I watch them both maneuvre through the small crowd gathered in front of me. Everyone says hi to Ryan, all except for me. I canât even fucking look at the prick. I see my drink has run out in my hand and lift Maya off me so I can grab another in the other room. She goes and talks to Kelly.
I see TJ with the three girls in the kitchen and bend down to get another chilled bottle. I plan on getting absolutely wasted tonight, blackout drunk. TJ comes over to join me to get one while I take the cap off mine. He sets his bottle down in front of me, silently asking for me to do the same. âYou good, bro?â he asks me.
âFan-fucking-tastic, TJ,â I sarcastically reply. Iâm not in the mood. He gives me a knowing look.
âMaybe you should talk to her?â He jerks his head over to Carterâs back. I immediately zone in on her perky and inviting ass.
âAnd say what exactly?â I shrug, taking a sip. Iâm noticeably checking her out. I donât give a fuck either.
âNick, man, come on. Stop being so stubborn and just talk to her.â He nudges my shoulder before walking away and taking Haley and Danielle with him. She finds an empty cup to fill with water. Sheâs standing beside me but not acknowledging me. Itâs driving me fucking crazy. Once the water is in the cup, she dumps it out and fills it back up again with cold water. I watch her every move, study her. She looks fucking incredible. I hate that Iâm thinking that, but she does. I drink her up, allowing my eyes to keep trailing her body.
She turns around to meet my eyes. I wanted to say something to her, but she walks away, leaving me alone in a crowded room. I stand there for a while, not wanting to go back into the other room. All I want to do is for us to go back to normal. I want to kiss her and hold her. Thatâs all I fucking want.
Iâm a little drunk now. I can feel it. Iâm reaching the point where Iâll say just about anything. And for the first time in my life, Iâm feeling needy. I chase after her.
Now Iâm pissed, because the douchebag himself walks into the kitchen. He stands over beside me, making himself a drink. âJackson,â he greets me with a smug smile on his face. God, Iâve come to hate this guy more than ever. I feel bad if I see Rob too. I wonât like his face either, seeing as theyâre identical.
âPrick,â I mumble into my bottle and he laughs back. I say what I want when Iâm drunk. Even then, Iâd still say that sober as well. He is a prick.
âNow, now, no need to be bitter, Jackson. I won fair and square.â He smirks moving his head to the side.
âShe isnât a game, Ryan. Youâre a fucking moron if you think so.â The anger lights up in his eyes and I smirk knowing Iâve hit a nerve. Let it begin.
âAt least I got a fucking date with her! How far did you get? Yeah, nowhere!â He leans over me, trying to get right in my face to intimidate me, but as luck would have, Iâm not scared of him. âAnd Iâll get further tonight with her too. Sheâs looking so fucking sexy tonight. I canât wait for her to moan my name when she cums on my dick. You can watch if you want?â He winks at the end, pleased with himself. The things coming out of his mouth is fucking vile. He canât talk about her like that. He canât talk about anyone like that, especially not Carter.
âWhat did you say?â I push my face against his and challenge this pussy. I set the bottle down over to the side of the counter.
âYou heard me, Jackson. Get the fuck out of my face!â he roars back at me, but I donât even flinch. The room suddenly goes quiet, and all eyes are on us. I can feel them; I donât care. Prepare for a show boys, shit is about to kick off.
âYou touch her like that, I will end your fucking life, Ryan,â I warn him. If he opens his mouth and lets it run like that again, I will nail him to the fucking wall. Iâm so pissed off at him.
âIs that a threat, Jackson?â Heâs testing my patience.
âThatâs a promise, Averman.â I push back. Weâre in each otherâs faces like last time, foreheads touching, and Iâm about to ram this idiotâs face into the ground if he doesnât shut the fuck up.
The smirk on his face tells me heâs not going to let up. Iâm game, I will punch the manners back into this guy for talking about her like that.
âIâll let you know how she tastes.â He grins sinisterly back before taking a step out of the space. My fist collides with his jaw, pummelling him back to the ground. Screams and the scattering of people can be heard. I launch myself on top of him with both our fists in the open air, swiping at one another. Gasps and screams are heard around us and we hear footsteps rush into the room. I know heâs getting his own punches inâI can taste my bloodâbut I have too much adrenaline in me right now to feel the pain. Iâm getting more punches in; Iâm in control of ruining this pretty boyâs face and stopping that mouth from running any further.
Punch after punch, Iâm finally dragged off of him. Three guys pull me out of the room, one being TJ, and I give Ryan the middle finger as Iâm being dragged out, proud that I sent him a strong message to leave her the fuck alone.
âYouâre a fucking psycho, Jackson!â he screams back at me, still on the floor. Iâm being dragged outside by my teammates, and Danielle storms over to me. She hits my chest, telling me to walk over to the side.
âWhat the fuck was that?â she yells to me. Her eyes tell me sheâs angry. Why?
âWhy the fuck are you pissed?â I bite back at her. Her brows furrow instantly, and I know Iâm in for a good lashing from her. TJ is comforting a shaken Haley over beside the cars. But whereâs Carter?
âWhy am I pissed? Why am I pissed?â She laughs hysterically before continuing on, âIâm annoyed because you beat the shit out of my friendâs date for no reason. You looked like you were in a jealous rage in there! This is your fault! Why did you beat him up, Nick? What the fuck happened?â Her voice turns into a squeaky mess when she asks me that last part.
âI didnât like the way he was talking about her, so I put I few manners into him.â I shrug, pacing back and forth between the tree and her. The urge to punch the tree is strong, but I restrain myself because I need my arm for football.
âWhatâs it to you? Youâre the one who moved on!â she yells at me and I look over to my sister to see if she heard her. She didnât because sheâs talking to Reggie and Cas with TJ by her side.
âMoved on? What the hell are you talking about?â I ask, confused as hell as to what sheâs talking about. I only did because she did.
âDonât play dumb!â She steps closer to me. Iâve never seen her so pissed. Sheâs usually not the serious type, sheâs the one who constantly makes joke after joke.
âDanielle, I honestly donât know what the fuck youâre talking about,â I say while gritting my clenched teeth. My hands are on my hips trying to calm myself down, but sheâs not helping at the moment.
âYou ignoring her the whole day yesterday! Thatâs what Iâm talking about!â she whisper yells at me knowing Haleyâs close by.
âFuck.â I sigh and run my hands through my hair. âFuck,â I repeat turning to face the tree. I run my hands along my hair.
âSo care to explain, Nick?â She has that same tone, calm yet angry.
âWhat did she tell you?â I ask her, trying to get inside Carterâs head. I fucked up. I know I did. With a capitol âFâ.
âShe told me everything. I know you two kissed,â she whispers to me as she steps even closer. âShe thinks youâre regretting it or that you thought she was another one of your conquests and now youâve moved on to the next one. Or, in this case, downgraded to Maya . . . again.â I donât like the way she says âagainâ like it was obvious that I was going to go back to her. Everyone says it, but itâs not true. I only go back because sheâs a guaranteed lay. Thatâs it.
âShit!â I run my hand down my face and stop at my mouth, biting down on my finger. She thinks I regret what happened with her. Itâs the furthest thing from it. I fucking revelled in tasting her lips.
âSo tell me what the fuck set you off in there.â she asks softly. I look up to see her standing there with a solemn look on her face, pleading for me to tell her what happened.
âI didnât like the way he rubbed the date in my face. I didnât like what he was saying about her. And I most certainly didnât like the way he keeps claiming her as his,â I tell her truthfully.
Because, sheâs not his. Sheâs mine. My body shakes at that thought. But it feels so right.
Sheâs mine.
âI need to talk to her, Danielle, will you get her to talk to me? I know sheâll be annoyed at me, but I really need to explain this to her.â She nods, knowing that Iâve fucked up massively and that all of what I said just now needs to be repeated to the girl I canât stop thinking about.
âAlright . . . you go up to the room to the left of the bathroom and Iâll bring her in there when nobody is around.â I nod and smile at her.
âI owe you big time!â I start walking back inside past people and make my way up the stairs. I get stopped by a hand gripping my forearm. I turn thinking it was my sister but it was Maya and her minions.
âWhat the hell, Nick?â she hisses at me. I roll my eyes taking my arm away from her. All I see is regret stamped on her face when I look at her.
Sheâs not Carter; she never will be.
I continue walking up to where Danielle told me to wait for her and lock the door, making may way to the bed. I sit down on it with a bounce and feel the room spin. No more alcohol for me.
My knuckles are starting to throb, and I see the dried up blood on my broken skin. Thatâs twice Iâve punched him. Hopefully, he gets the goddamn message this time. She doesnât belong to him. Sheâs mine. She will always be mine.
Suddenly, the nerves sink into my stomach, and I fiddle with my fingers anticipating her arrival. The minutes feel like hours as I wait for her. My breathing is ragged, and I donât even know where to start. I know if I prepare something itâll all go out the window once I see her. My mind turns to mush when sheâs around.
Apologize. Thatâs a good start Nick.
Swallowing the lump in my throat, I hear the door knob jiggle a little, then a soft knock and a whisper of my name. Itâs her. I race to unlock and open it quickly. She steps in before anyone could see her. I slam it shut and lock it behind her.
She stares at my face, her eyes wandering around at what I think is bruises and cuts. My jaw tenses at the sight of her.
âAre you okay?â she asks softly reaching up to touch my face but quickly retracts her hand back down to her side.
âCarter, Iâm sorry,â I quickly say in defense.
âYou should be saying that to Ryan, not me.â I rest my forehead on hers, sighing at the hard tone in her voice. I close my eyes, relishing in her smell. Sheâs quickly become my obsession. I canât get enough of her.
âHe deserved it,â I tell her sternly. She shouldnât be defending him. She doesnât know though. âI asked Danielle to bring you up here so I can apologize to you for the way I acted yesterday. Iâm sorry that I ignored you. I can explain . . .â I sigh, thinking how this is all going to sound: petty. All because of my mom trying to prove a point, it has landed me in a fight of the same point sheâs trying to prove.
âMy mom thinks you were my girlfriend. She asked me if I liked you and I told her no.â As I say that, I hear a defeated sigh leave her mouth as shuts her eyes, but Iâm not finished. âShe knew I was lyingââher eyes snaps back open to meet mine where I can talk to herââbut I was pushing it down because she likes to make a big deal out of everything.â I roll my eyes as I think about her. âSo she invited you over yesterday to see for herself. I was stubborn and kept denying it to her. Thatâs why all those girls were there, too, she wanted to compare how I acted around them to how I acted around you. So to get her off my case, I ignored you. And I shouldnât have. It was wrong of me. So, Iâm sorry I upset you.â
There was silence between us. I can hear the wheels turning in her her head. Iâm so close to her. Our heads are touching, and I donât want to move.
âI also donât regret kissing you. And I only got with Maya because you got with Ryan. I know itâs petty butââ
âI didnât get with Ryan,â she whispers, moving her eyes around the room until they reach mine again to assure me. âI only went out with him because I felt shitty about you ignoring me . . . That was wrong of me too. I shouldnât have done that to you or him,â she continues on. I bite my lip immediately and feel the sting, so I hiss loudly and mumble profanities. Then she did the last thing I expected her to do: she kissed my lips on where it hurt, then my cheeks, then my jaw. I groan and pull her head closer to my chest, hugging her tight. Her arms take hold of my waist and squeezes me.
âIâm sorry,â I mumble down into her hair.
âI forgive you,â she mumbles back into my chest. I smile down at her holding on to me. Those words that left her mouth made my night. âIâm sorry too.â The heat of her words scorch through the thin material Iâm wearing. A comforting silence blankets us, then she shuffles to look up at me. âDo you not forgive me?â she asks in the cutest tone Iâve ever heard in my entire life. I soften even more at her.
âOf course I forgive you, Carter.â I kiss her forehead laughing at the face sheâs making. âAnd another thing?â I ask her, and she nods attentively. âDonât go out with that idiot again.â I see a smile form at my words with an eye roll. âIâm serious, heâs a dick. Donât waste your time on him.â I raise my eyebrow seriously as Iâm warning her.
âIt was just one date. Itâs not like Iâm going to marry the guy, Nick.â She giggles stepping away from me. Pulling on my hand, she tugs me to the bathroom. âCome on, letâs get you cleaned up.â She shrugs what I said off. I sit on the closed toilet seat and watch her wet a piece of toilet paper. She makes her way over to me and daps on my wounds lightly. I jokingly hiss, making her jump back and start to laugh. She slaps me on my arm while giggling a little. She does it again and this time I take the time to stare at her natural beauty.
She really is beautiful.
Sheâs hunched over, focusing on wiping the blood off me. I reach out to take her waist and pull her towards me. A shocked expression takes over her face.
âWhat are you doing?â she asks. I sit her down straddling me with my hands either side of her hips. I stroke them to ease the nerves I hear in her voice.
âAllowing you to get closer.â It was a bold move, I know, but I couldnât help myself. I wanted her closer to me. I wanted to feel her body again. Thereâs something about her I just canât stay away from. She keeps pulling me back in every time, and I let her.
She continues again, and I stroke the outside of her thighs. I know Iâm making her nervous. Her breathing is rapid. I smirk at her since I know Iâm affecting her this much. Her eyes meet mine. Weâre so close to each other. I grip her legs a little harder, shifting her body towards mine. I love this position weâre in. Iâd prefer it with no clothes.
Easy there, Nick, I mentally reprimand myself. Calm your boy down.
âYouâre all clean,â she whispers to me. âYou just have a busted lip and a few bruises but you should be alright.â She throws the tissue in the trash behind me, not taking her eyes away from me. I wrap my arms around her waist pulling us chest to chest.
âThank you, nurse Carter,â I tease, but I feel a sudden growth in my pants. The thought of her in a nurseâs outfit has my pants tightening. Fuck me, sheâd look insane in that. The things I would do to her if she dressed up in that. I mentally groan at the image of her in a short dress, stockings, and heels bending over to take care of me when Iâm sick. She shuffles a little, rubbing off my dick. I close my eyes at the sensations she caused. Fuck, that felt amazing. She shuffles again, making my eyes snap open to see if sheâs doing this on purpose.
âUm . . . Nick?â she asks.
I mumble out, âYeah.â I try to gather my thoughts together.
âYou think you could move your phone so itâs not poking me?â She laughs a little. I lose it and completely get lost in myself laughing at what she just said to me. Once I stop, I see a puzzled expression on her cute little face. I lean in so our noses are touching.
âThatâs not my phone.â I wink back at her. She furrows her brows thinking about it. This girl is so innocent, itâs unbelievable.
Then it hits her; like a moving train. She buries her head in her hands. âIâm sorry!â she cries, and I laugh at her once more.
âWhy are you sorry? Iâm not!â I pull her even closer to me while her head rests on my shoulder. I kiss her neck and moan from her scent. âCarter, I like you. This is the reaction you give me most of the time Iâm with you. Especially when I walked in on you last week changing,â I mumble the last part to myself but she shoots herself up from my shoulder, still straddling me.
âWhat?â she asks, perplexed by this. Why is she so surprised? Sheâs fucking sexy. Iâd say Iâm not the only one in this house with a boner looking at her. I nod, trying to get her to believe what Iâm saying. Her eyes widen and she starts to laugh again. Once it dies down, she mumbles back to me, âI like you too.â Now Iâm grinning like a kid on Christmas morning.
I hug her close and bury my face into the crook of her neck, pecking her skin lightly so the wound on my lip wonât open again. âBut I donât like it when you beat the crap out of people,â she finishes. I wince at her tone but donât let her go.
âIâm sorry you saw that, but I didnât like the way he was talking about you. He was rude and vulgar, and thatâs no way to treat any girl. Even when sheâs not around, it just doesnât sit well with me.â I grind my teeth together as I replay his words in my head; him telling me heâll let me know how she tastes. Piece of shit.
âWhat did he say?â she asks me.
âIt doesnât matterââ
âIt does to me, Nick, Iâd appreciate if you told me. If itâs something horrible, I still want to know so I can put manners on him.â I smirk at the thought of her defending herself. I sigh heavily, knowing thatâs sheâs not going to like it.
âHe said . . . are you sure you want to know?â She leans back once again to stare at me and nods. I know sheâs right. âHe said that he cant wait for you to moan his name and cum on his dick. And that heâll let me know how you taste.â I see her eyes light up with anger; steam is basically coming out of her ears. I see red flags around her head as she stands up away from me. She slams open the door of the bathroom hitting of the the adjacent wall, Iâm frozen by her quick reaction. At least sheâs not pissed at me this time.
I jog behind her and ask, âWhere are you going?â But she doesnât let up and trails down the stairs two steps at a time before jumping down the rest.
âTo put some manners on this guy,â she growls. Iâve never heard that tone before. It was sexy. Swirling around the archway, people are gathered around still drinking. Mayaâs eyes land on Carter but she doesnât care. She carries on her way over to the idiot of the night.
Carter spots Ryan, who smirks at her then me, thinking sheâs going to throw herself at him. Oh, buddy, you thought wrong. Bulldozing her way over to him, he stands up, readying himself for her embrace.
âThere you arââ Smack. Right on the cheek. She didnât hold back for a second. âWhat the hell?â He grabs hold of his cheek and thereâs a stunned silence in the room. Attagirl!
âYou ever talk about me like that again, I will do more damage than he just did, got it?!â She stares at Ryan, whoâs at a loss for words. For once, he shuts up. Until the moment of glorious silence is filled by his obnoxious voice once more.
âWhat? What the hell are you talking about? What did he tell you?â Ryan points over to me, his eyes burning a hole through me, and he stomps over to my direction, asking for another beating that Iâll happily give him. Rob pushes him back along with Reggie while TJ holds on to me.
âLeave it, Nick,â TJ warns me and I donât look away from Ryan.
âHeâs lying, whatever he told you . . . heâs lying, Carter.â Ryan breaks the stare off to look at an unimpressed Carter standing in front of him. I feel someone on my back stroking her fingers up and down.
âWhat are you doing?â Maya says in a singsong tone in my ear from behind, not happy with the night and how itâs being played out. I can smell the alcohol off of her. Iâm probably not much better.
Carter slips away from the attention and Haley runs out along with Danielle. Ryan watches her leave and so do I, whipping his head around to face me once more. His eyes are on fire.
Shutting them, he cools himself back down, balling and unballing his fists, then slowly walking over to me with TJ sandwiched between us. TJ is not backing away from us even though Ryan is hot tempered and canât control himself half of the time. Both of us have our fists balled readying for whoever gives up first. We square off each other once more, itâs like a showdown now. His jaw ticking, itching to get the last word in.
Itâs hot in the room. The anger that both of us are emitting is flaring in waves of long wavelengths. I step a little closer to his face, inching daringly closer to this idiot. He looks like he wants to say something but I interrupt him getting the last words in.
âSheâs not yours, Ryan, she never will be. You may have gotten a date with her, but thatâs all youâll get.â I step away from him, feeling the anger radiate off him. I start to back away but then stop. I stare over TJâs shoulder, and as a final blow, I tell him, âBecause sheâs mine.â
I walk away from him, smirking to myself.