Clarrisa's POV
Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
We all stood by a table, and they got the bottle ready for us. There were at least ten of us playing right now, and there were others waiting to join in for the second round. Apparently, this was a very popular game for Ares and his friends. They were accustomed to playing it.
My family avoided games like this for obvious reasons. I was only playing because there was a good chance that I could end up kissing Damon, especially with Autumn on my side.
âIâm first,â Anya says as she spins the bottle. It lands on Adrian Willis. My eyes were locked on Damon to see his reaction, and I could tell how hard it was for him to watch her kiss Adrian.
The timer makes a noise, letting them know that they can stop. They break apart, and Anya looks a lot happier than she should have, considering sheâd just kissed someone other than her mate while he was watching.
Iâm surprised that Damon had even let the kiss happen in the first place, but by now, he was probably used to seeing Anya kiss other men. After all, heâd had to witness her kiss Dante and Atticus multiple times.
I tried not to frown at the reminder. Even Autumn looked disturbed when I glanced at her.
Griffin was next. The bottle landed on a woman named Paige. Neither backed down and kissed the other without a problem. So far, everyone was following the rules.
Ares was up next. I was fearful that the bottle would land on me. Luckily, it doesnât, and I can sigh in relief. My relief doesnât last long. It was now my turn, and a part of me wanted to run and hide. It was the same part of me that didnât want to play the game, to begin with.
I looked at Autumn for confirmation; I wasnât sure this was such a good idea anymore. Not after seeing Anya kiss Adrian and the impact it had on Damon.
Autumn nodded, and her confidence helped to build mine. If she believed she could help me, I shouldnât have to worry about anything else.
I kept my eyes on the bottle as I placed my hand on it. It felt cold to the touch, and I tried not to stop my heart from racing in my chest. I was afraid that everyone in this room would be able to hear it and tell how scared I was. That was the last thing I wanted to do. They were all already close to laughing in my face. I didnât need to give them another reason to bully me. I could tell that there were plenty of women in here that were just waiting for the right opportunity to make fun of me.
âYou donât have to play this game if you donât want to, Clarissa,â Damon assured me. âI can take you home right now. Donât listen to what any of these fools have to say.â
I bite my lip at his words. Only Damon would use this opportunity to call everyone here fools. He was aware of the women that bullied me, and I think it was directed at them. As much as I wanted to take up his offer, I knew I had to decline it.
He doesnât realize that this might be my only opportunity to kiss him. I didnât think there was a possibility that he would ever allow it otherwise. I wasnât even sure that he would accept it in this game, but I was taking any chances that I got.
There was only one way to find out, and I didnât plan on backing down. If this was my only chance to kiss Damon, I was gladly taking it.
âItâs okay,â I answer him. âI want to do this.â Only because of you. Again, these words are only said in my mind. He canât hear my thoughts. A part of me wished that he could. It would make things easier for me.
I didnât wait for anyone else to say something as I spun the bottle the second Autumn gave me the signal to begin.
It spins a few times before it slowly noticeably stops at Damon. My heart jumps in my chest, and I canât wait to hug Autumn for doing this. I knew that it was only possible because of her. Iâve never been happier knowing her biological father was a sorcerer than I am now. It was working to our advantage. Finally.
There are a few gasps around us, and Anya suddenly doesnât look like sheâs enjoying the game anymore. The color is suddenly drained from Damonâs face as he realizes what just happened. Iâve never seen him look this pale before. I knew that this was the last thing he was expecting.
âI think itâs safe to say that the two of you would prefer to kiss the people next to you than kiss each other.â Ares points out. âAnd it just so happens that Iâm next to you, Clarissa. I didnât think our first kiss would happen in front of so many people, but Iâm all open to it.â
Why did he think would ever choose to kiss him over Damon? I was playing this game only because of him, no one else. And he was the only one I was planning on kissing.
Damon glares at him. âShe isnât kissing anyone.â He growls. âSo sit your ass back down before I need to do it for you.â
âYou canât back down from the game now,â Adrian says. âNo one backs down from the game. Itâs the rules. And you knew the rules before you then started the game.â
âShe isnât even your blood sister.â Another person adds. âAnd If kissing her is a problem for you, Ares is willing to do it. Heck, so many of us are willing to do it if you donât want to kiss her. Donât spoil our chances.â
This wasnât going the way Iâd planned. I should have known that Damon wouldnât have given in easily like everyone else. If I wanted this kiss to happen, I would have to make it happen on my own.
I couldnât wait for Damon to come up with a solution to this problem. I was sure he was already trying to think of something to get us out of this.
âThis is taking too long,â Ares says as he moves closer to me. Before he can try anything, I move away from him and walk over to Damon, whoâs looking at me like Iâve just lost my mind. The startled look on his face makes me more nervous about my plans, but I canât stop now; itâs too late to stop. I had to do this. If I didnât, it would always haunt me for the rest of my life.
Before he could stop me, I grabbed his face and pressed my lips to his. I hear Griffin shouting for us to stop behind me, along with a few whistles from some of the guys I barely knew. Soon enough, all of that slowly fades away. I couldnât hear anything except Damonâs loud breathing and the pounding of his heart.
All I was focused on was him. He stands completely still like a rock in front of me. I think Iâd just shocked the life out of him. Did I make a mistake? He wasnât kissing me back, and I think everyone was beginning to notice.
âIt doesnât count as a kiss unless you kiss her back.â Someone shouts behind us, confirming my suspicions. âThen youâll have to start over and kiss her again.â
Damonâs hands slowly grab my waist at his words. I gasp into the kiss as he slides one of his hands up my body until he cups my cheek and angles his face to deepen our kiss.
I couldnât believe this was finally happening.
Damon was kissing me back. For the first time in my life, we were kissing. For the first time in my life, I was kissing someone, and it wasnât any random person; it was Damon! My Damon. The only man Iâve ever dreamed of kissing.
Damonâs lips are soft and warm as they cover mine. He doesnât kiss me hungrily; he doesnât kiss me with urgency. No, Damon kisses me like he knows this is my first kiss. Heâs very gentle with my body, with every part of me that heâs touching. His kisses made me feel like I was floating in the sky; it was light but yet it made my toes curl on the ground.
I want to wrap my arms around him, but I donât want to bring more attention to us. I needed to remind myself that we had an audience, and everyone still saw us as siblings. I couldnât get carried away, no matter how much I wanted this.
I could hear the timer ringing in the background, but I wasnât ready to stop. Iâve wanted this for so long. I didnât want it ever to stop. I bite down on Damonâs lip, and he growls into my mouth.
I felt wetness immediately between my legs just from that one sound.
âI think thatâs enough now,â Anya said through gritted teeth next to us.
Her voice seems to affect Damon as he immediately freezes on the spot. He grabs my hips and pushes my body away from his. It took me a moment to remember that we were not alone.
âFuck, dude,â Adrian says. âThat was one steamy kiss.â
âI forgot she was his sister for a second.â Someone whispered behind us.
My cheeks are on fire at all the comments about our kiss.
âI think Iâve had enough of this game,â Anya mumbles. âDamon, can you please take me home now.â
âYes, take her home,â Ares tells him. âYou can leave Clarissa with me so we can continue the game. There are plenty more chances before I can get my opportunity to kiss her.â
Damon surprised us when a growl tore from the back of his throat.
âClarissa,â He says in a rough tone, probably the first time heâs ever used that tone with me.
âLetâs go. Now.â