chapter 13

I wrote one letter to Sugandha and put it on her bed,"Dear Sugu,You know how much I love you.I know that I have committed the biggest mistake of my life by hurting you with my actions.It is a part of human nature to take everything for granted. If you don't believe me, then look at our world. Humans always dig the mother earth for more fuel, more gold or more diamonds but often forget to dig deeper inside their hearts.People say that men are from Mars and women are from Venus, so that men could always get angry whenever they are asked to speak truth. Women are expected to remain calm and quiet and ofcourse beautiful! They are forced to remain in a specific size and weight category but there is no such demand on men.Women are judged callously when they don't wear latest clothes, trim their eyebrows or wax their arms but men can freely roam around with a month long beard and uncombed hair in the name of being, "Original."I want you to be yourself as you want to be in your life without any compulsion or condition to fit among the shallow mindsets and superficial nature.When I asked you to marry me then, it was not a favour on you or someone else. It was my heartfelt desire to love the true wonder woman of my life, "You."When you left our home, I almost lost my mind as well as my will to live anymore. I didn't know how to bring you back in my life but every night I cried before I slept alone on "Our bed."It was a torture for me to stay away from you for so long but I manage to keep myself alive in the hope of sharing my love with you, one more time before saying goodbye to this world!You are my world and my world is like a black and white silent movie without your hugs and kisses!Please make my world a happy romantic story by accepting my love one more time!"My True Wonder WomanI have learnt from you,The meaning of love,I have learnt from you,The sharing of love,I want to share every moment of joyWith you by my side,I want to cry on your shoulderIf I ever failed even though I tried,You are a Hero of my life,You motivate me to show my best side,You make me a better person always,As you keep me grounded all the time,I am nothing without your love,Your love is my true reward for leading a good life,Everyone is lucky to become prosperous,Yet, I feel with you in my life, The prosperity never Leaves my side,I am nothing,Without you in my life,Please be mine forever,My soulmate and my loving wife!"I hope you will become my reason to live and will not become the reason for my despair!Your, "Yes" can save my life from the painful mistakes I might end up making in my life!You are like the lighthouse of love which can show the right path  to my sinking ship of love.Waiting for your answer,Yours Truly,Palash"I felt that after reading this letter Sugandha will forgive me because that is what every good person or wife does, isn't it, well I must tell you that I was in for a bitter surprise!