9 Flat Line

Yoko’s POV

This is the last in Yoko’s flashbacks, somewhat a continuation of Chapter 7….

Beyond devastated, dejected, heavy-hearted, hurting, inconsolable, miserable, troubled, unhappy…. those words were not enough to describe the state that I was in upon hearing the news of my beloved P’Faye.

What’s more surprising was that P’Faye had a twin sister and that they came from a very well-heeled family of India.

There was a news blackout after P’Faye’s tragic demise broke the internet. I tried contacting her Aunt, Pam and even P’Eye regarding the funeral arrangements but I haven’t heard a word from them. I even went to their place of residence but I just went home empty handed, clueless of what is going on with the people closest to P'Faye's heart.

Then about a week later after the news broke, I received a call from Pam telling me that there will be a very private interment for P'Faye for a selected few. That was also the first time that I saw a glimpse of her twin sister who was then carrying a very young good looking boy. If P’Faye will be born again into a cute little man, she would surely look like him. There was no interaction between her sister and the guests, she was just quietly sitting in the corner with her head bowed down, wearing a very dark shaded aviator, accompanied by two other gorgeous women. Oh God!, P’Faye’s twin sister is a stunner too. Her facial features were like perfectly carved by a master sculptor. How I wish I was brave enough to have at least greeted her, but I chickened out the very last minute.

A few days after the private ceremony, P’Faye’s family gave a very brief press briefing. Her Aunt together with her twin sister, Miss Aashna Adani, accompanied by the twins and a sobbing young boy whom I believe to be her twin sister’s son. The family announced that Faye’s remains, that has already been cremated, was already brought back to Thailand quietly and that she had been peacefully laid to rest together with her grandparents.

After that, I haven’t heard anymore about P’Faye’s twin sister. Just looking from a distant, she could be easily mistakenly taken as P’Faye herself. The looks, the built and even her aura is giving all my P’Mali vibes.

No one could fill the void that P’Faye left in my heart, especially when there was a photo that leaked while her remains was being transported into an ambulance that there was a Vivienne Westwood Necklace, which I remembered as one of my many  birthday gifts to her, dangling from her neck. Seeing that photo made me sick to my stomach. How could some people be insensitive of some people’s suffering and not have respect for the dead body by posting such stolen shots. My P’Mali always thought of me up to the very end…

I learned to accept my emotions and allowed myself from having a good cry whenever I feel one coming on. There was a recurrence of my anxiety attacks, a few months after P’Faye’s burial. Another contributing factor for it was that some toxic fans and trolls continued spreading misinformation about me and my so called romantic relationship(s) with other men, including Big, which is a persistent issue that kept coming back. No matter how hard I tried to explain to them that it was all in the past. But the trolls just kept testing my limits, accusing me of playing with P’Faye’s feelings,  especially during the height of Blank the Series. There were allegations that I was living -in with someone while showing sweet moments with P’Mali.

Sometimes I’ll wake up at night crying thinking about the negative comments and the bashing I received online blaming me for what happened to P’Faye.

They say time heal all wounds, for me, I think that you don’t really recover from it. The pain is still there, you just get used to it, learn to live with it and continue to move forward.

With the help of my family, Papa, Mama and my sister and of course my closest friends, I was able to pick myself up and I redirected my energy in a positive direction. I continued my studies and focused on becoming a lawyer. I also got help from a therapist for my anxiety attacks. The therapist subscribed me some medications to help me cope with it.

Many things happened in the course of four years since P’Faye joined our creator.

NineStar Studios was able to bounce back from the financial losses it suffered plus the addition of Thailand’s GL powerhouse couples; FreenBecky, LingOrm and EngLot. Today 9Star is now considered as one of the most award winning media companies in Thailand. Producing high quality and award winning Sapphic movies and series.

I became very close to them, especially during one of my darkest times, the GL powerhouse of team 9Star helped me cope with P’Faye’s loss.

I am now a junior law practitioner in my father’s firm. I serve also as one of the consultants and legal adviser both in 9Star Studios and Sethachon Co., Ltd. (Orm  Kornnaphat’s family business).

Everybody went on with their lives. Including P’Eye (who now has an executive position in 9Star Studios), Pam who is now a full time owner of “Pam’ Mali Salon de Beautè”.

They seemed to be getting along very well, P’Eye, Pam, Faye’s Aunt and the twins, because they now live in the same condo units at Four Seasons Private Residences located at Sathon Bangkok. Even team 9Star Studios also own a fully furnished unit, which serve as their office.

Many things happened, 5 years after Faye’s walked out of our lives.

Right now I’m busy preparing for the upcoming Silver Wedding Anniversary of Orm’s parents. Many people will be attending that event both from the entertainment and business side. In addition to that, her family will be introducing a new business venture and some new business partners from other parts of the world.

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Author’s Note:

Hopefully, this will be last of the flashbacks from Yoko’s POV.

Thank You very much for taking your time in reading my story.

If you see negative posts about Faye Yoko on Social Media, please do not engage. Let’s continue giving the true Faye Yoko fans positive energy. Let’s help one another in giving FY more trophies in the future. Vote whenever we can….

Always choose kindness.