: Chapter 24
Addicted to You
ITâS inhuman to require a general science credit for all majors. In two years, Iâll forget everything I learn anyway, and my plans donât involve going into business for some pharmaceutical company. When will I ever need to know about mitosis? And if I have to read one more case study about Drosophilaâthe fancy word for fruit fliesâI may seriously consider switching to Fungi, Friends, and Foes.
But the ingeniously named course has a horrible rating on RateMyProfessors.com. A student review called the instructor a hard ass for making everyone memorize the scientific names of all fungi discussed. And my brain can barely retain the names of my neighbors. Now Iâm stuck in another ring of hell: Biology 1103 for Non-Bio Majors, meaning the scientifically challenged. It doesnât make the class any easier; it just allows more students to share misery.
Library lights dull as time ticks on, tugging my eyelids down and down and down. I yawn, about to employ Connorâs study technique and buy a Red Bull. Maybe I should make flashcards.
So far Iâve only been distracted once, and it wasnât even to fantasize about the cute guy with glasses two tables away. Some student beat a Fizzle machine to death when it refused to deposit his Cherry Fizz. He gave up after realizing the big plastic box is indestructibleâat least against a pair of Vans.
Lo texted me twice. The first to ask if Iâm going to be home to drive him to the liquor store. The second to tell me to pick up condoms. I almost choked on my Diet Fizz with that comment, never believing weâd be so intimate and comfortable about it.
At the end of my long table, a girl in a navy Penn sweatshirt leans across to whisper to her friend.
âDo you see him?â she hisses. âHeâs walking this way. Oh my God.â
The tiny, muscular blonde with a Gymnastics hoodie cranes her neck, trying to look past the eight foot bookshelves.
âDonât be so obvious, Katie,â the girl hyperventilates.
Who the hell could be good looking enough to incite such dramatics? Now Iâm curious. I bite the end of my pencil and glance around, not seeing what they do. Damn. Less subtly, I lift my butt from the uncomfortable wooden chair and angle my body to peek around the bookshelf. Unless this guy is a ghost, heâs acquired my favorite superpower and literally vanished from thin air.
âWho are you looking for?â
I jump, my spine hitting the wood slates with a thunk. Uhâ¦I lean back and look up as he towers above me. They cannot be talking about him.
Ryke, aka Green Arrow, has a hand on my table, a smug look plastered to his face. He must know I was trying to spy on himâbut that was before I knew the hot mystery guy was the same one who carried my boyfriend into my apartment.
The athletic girls press their noses to their notebooks, taking pretty obvious glances at him. He follows my gaze and bridges the gap between our chairs, but he turns his back on them. They shoot me the worst looks imaginable.
âI think your friends want you,â I tell him, staring at my textbook.
To appease me, he actually rotates. âKatie, Heather.â
Katie acts surprised. âOh. Hey, Ryke! I didnât notice you there.â
âYou guys have practice today?â
âYeah, conditioning. Will you be in the gym?â
Ah, yes, they know each other through athletics; it all makes sense now. Since I donât necessarily belong to any group at Penn, especially one that involves bouncing balls or tumbling in the air, Rykeâs allure is quite lost on me. Maybe he dazzles them when he stretches his quads.
I glance at his calf muscles, sadly hidden beneath jeans. I will not cheat on Loren Hale, especially not with him. I really need to stop thinking about other guys. Itâs not as if Lo isnât enough. He is, so far, but when thereâs someone else lingering, my mind starts wandering to sinful places.
âIâm running outside today.â
âThatâs too bad. Well, if you ever want to work out together, you know where we are.â
He nods and then shifts back towards me. No. Go away. He skirts around to the other side of the table, and for some reason, I think he may obey my mental order. Instead, he scrapes a chair and sits down. He leans in, setting his elbows on the wood.
And I lift up my textbook to block his view.
Seconds pass and he puts his hand on it, the spine thudding to the table. âI need to talk to you.â
âAnd I donât want to talk to you.â I go to lift the book again as a blinder, but he slides it towards his body, taking my textbook hostage.
âI have to study,â I say in that screechy tone.
âDo you always whine?â
I glare. âDo you always insult people when you want something?â I wish Lo was here. Heâd be able to shoo this guy away without a problem. Why donât my words have the same effect?
âOnly you,â he muses, flipping through my book and shutting it closed. âBiology? Are you a freshman or something?â
I blush. âI put off some of my core credits.â I reach out to snatch the book, but he jerks it away from me again.
âIâll give this back to you after you hear me out.â
âIs it about alcohol?â
âNo.â
âIs it about Lo?â
âNot entirely.â
âAre you going to be mean?â
He leans back, his chair creaking, and lets out a short laugh. âI donât know. I could be depending on the direction of this conversation. Howâs that?â
Good enough. âFine.â I motion for him to continue and then cross my arms over my chest.
He catches the haughty movement and manages to stifle a smartass comment, cutting to the point. âWhen I was at your apartment, I saw your posters from Comic-Con. Iâm a freelance writer for The Philadelphia Chronicle and theyâre paying me to go to the convention. Thing is, I have no idea what to expect or what it entails or even what to do.â
I figure out the rest. âAnd you thought we may know?â I didnât expect him to ask me that.
âI was hoping I could talk with Lo about it.â
My eyebrows shoot up. âYou want to talk to my boyfriend? About Comic-Con?â Thatâs not weird. âIs this really about comics, Ryke?â
âYou think Iâm lying?â
âKind of, yeah.â
He rolls his eyes. âLook, Iâm a journalism major. Iâd rather talk to a primary source about Comic-Con than quote from Wikipedia and blogs.â
âI thought you said you needed help learning what Comic-Con entails, not a quote.â Ha! I caught him in his lie.
Ryke doesnât even flinch. âThat too.â He rubs his lips in thought. âLook, maybe I can at least borrow some of his comics and he can give me some highlights of characters and conflicts.â
I stare at him, still skeptical. âYou said this wasnât about Loâs problem, right?â
âYou mean his alcohol addiction.â
I glower. Heâs pushing it. I go to stand up and leave. Screw the bio bookâhe can have it. Ryke quickly extends his hands to stop me.
âIâm sorry. I can be insensitive sometimes.â
I stay in my seat, waiting.
âThis isnât about alcohol.â
âDo you have a crush on him or something?â
Ryke jerks back in surprise and cringes. âWhat? Why the fuck would you think that?â
âI donât know,â I feign confusion. âYou keep asking about his comics. His advice about Comic-Con. You do realize, I have comics too and I went to Comic-Con with him.â
He groans. âWhy do you have to make this so difficult? Iâm asking for help. From you, from Lo, from whomever knows the difference between whatever costume you were wearing and Wolverine.â
âThere are a lot of other people that can help you.â I will continue to distrust Ryke. Literally, his responses grate on every nerve in my body. Itâs impossible to be attracted to someone that shrivels my insides.
âI donât want their help. I want yours.â
Before I make sense of that, my phone buzzes on the table. Ryke glances at the name in the text box. âLo,â he says. âMaybe you can ask him if itâs okay.â
âHe will say no,â I shoot back.
âYou donât know that.â
âYou donât know Lo,â I retort and click into the text.
I clutch my phone to my chest, hoping Ryke didnât catch a peek. My elbows blush anyway.
âYouâre turning red.â
âItâs hot in here,â I mumble and clear my throat. âI donât know what more to tell you.â
âSay âyes, Ryke, Iâll help you this one time since I stopped Matt from beating the shit out of my boyfriend.ââ
My eyes narrow. âHow long are you going to hold that over my head?â
âForever.â
I sigh heavily, realizing this is not going to end like I want it to. âLo may yell at you. He may call you rude names until you leave.â
Ryke lets out another short laugh. âYeah, I think I can handle him.â He tilts his head. âDo you think he can handle me?â
âYou do realize that sounds sexual,â I blurt, my eyes widening in regret. Why did I just say that?!
âAnd maybe you have a perverted mind.â
I canât argue with that, but I have officially roasted into a new shade of red. To ignore my embarrassment, I go back to the issue at hand. âYouâre not allowed to mention alcohol. If you do, youâre gone.â
He nods. âFair enough.â
Maybe Lo will find a way to deter Ryke. If anyone can skillfully kick someone out of our apartment, itâs him.
I scroll through the calendar in my phone. âWhat day were you thinking?â
He stands and stuffs my biology book into his backpack. âRight now.â
I gape. âIâm studying, Ryke.â
âReally. Thatâs what you were doing?â He rubs his jaw. âI could have sworn you were people-watching and eating the end of your pencil.â
I glare. âYouâve been spying on me?â
He slings his backpack over his shoulder. âI was observing you. Donât get so pissy about it. I just needed to make sure you were in a good enough mood to hear my request.â He nods to the exit. âShall we?â
I stand up in a huff, gathering my notebooks and shoving them into my backpack. âI donât understand why we have to do this right now.â
He scoots his chair into the table. âBecause, Lily Calloway, you seem like the type of girl who will never return my calls.â He motions for me to follow with his fingers, as though Iâm a pet dog. âLetâs go.â
I inhale a strained breath, silently throwing darts into Ryke Meadowsâ face. His self-confident swagger rubs me wrong. In fact, Iâd rather not be rubbed by him at all. At least Lo will know what to do with him. That, I hold onto.