: Chapter 12
Addicted to You
THE MORNING SUNSHINE burns my vision. I squint and scoot up, trying to right my world. Where am I? is the first, scary thought that I process. I take in the champagne comforter, my two legs underneath it, my hair pulled back into a nice pony, and little flashes of last night course through me.
Lo carried me from the bathroom to the bed, tucking me in and keeping my nasty hair out of my mouth. Last night, I think I snatched a bottle of whiskey right from his hands. Even as he protested, I guzzled the liquor like an idiot. Iâm that kind of drunk.
I let out a tired, mortified groan. When an antagonizing voice doesnât make fun of my bear-like noise, I frown and glance at the right side of the bed. Empty, except for an unmistakable butt print. He has a good ass. I stuff my face in the pillow and groan louder. I hate that I think that.
I try not to dwell on whatever stupid things I said or may have done while intoxicated. I rub my eyes and sit up, but a piece of paper safety-pinned to my shirt, which is actually his shirt, distracts me. He changed my clothes? I think at first. Must have puked on the other tee.
My cheeks rose as I pluck the paper off and scan it. The letter is scrawled so fast it looks half in cursive. My eyes widen in horror.
âWhat the hell?â
Parents are here. Get the fuck up.
What are my parents doing here? Do they know Lo and I arenât really together? Do they think Loâs an alcoholic? Are they going to send him to rehab?
I stand on two quaking feet and find a glass of water and four aspirin on the desk. Gratefully, I pop them and begin to search for clothes I can wear. His closet doesnât have a wide selection, but I store a few emergency outfits just in case of the worst.
I hop into a lavender day dress that will impress my mother, considering my greasy hair will dock me a couple of points. After brushing my teeth four times, rolling a stick of deodorant on, and pinching my cheeks for natural blush, I gain the courage to leave the sanctuary of Loâs bedroom.
I take a sharp breath, voices echoing off the hallway walls from the living room.
âWhere is she, Loren? The morning is almost gone,â my mother complains. I wish he could use the âsheâs illâ excuse, but for the Calloways, ill requires a hospital visit and an extended stay. Otherwise, youâre fit to enter the world of the living.
âIâll go check on her,â Lo says, voice tight.
I step into the living room as he rises from the gray couch. âAh, there she is,â my father exclaims with a bright smile. My mother and Daisy sit on the gray-stitched couch, both sporting pretty floral dresses. Everyone stands as I enter, as though Iâm a queen or something. But then I spot the Hermes suitcases and luggage bags leaning against the wall. Theyâre a matching set. Loâs and mine.
What the hell is going on? They know, donât they? Theyâre sending us away! Maybe to a far off rehabilitation center. Weâll be apart. Alone. For real.
Just as I put a shaking hand to my mouth, seconds from puking again, Lo rushes to my side and speaks. âItâs your fatherâs birthday weekend.â
I try to breathe. My eyebrows shoot up in surprise.
My mother fingers her pearls that choke her bony neck. âFor goodness sake, Lily, Iâve been reminding you for months. Weâre taking the yacht to the Bahamas to celebrate.â
Iâve never been good with dates or other peoplesâ schedules. I turn to Daisy who seems to be looking everywhere but at me. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
Loâs cheekbones sharpen, his jaw clenching, and I realize Iâve missed something. Daisy clears her throat, but her eyes train on the carpet. âI knew you would have made some sort of excuseâ¦and we all agreedâ¦â she trials off.
It hits me. She lied. She didnât want to be here last night. I wasnât really on her list of sisters to call for help. This was a set up.
âWe knew you would forget,â my mother clarifies. âThis is an important trip for your father. Heâs been working hard, and we want our entire family present. If that meant having Daisy spend the night so you canât run off in the morning, then so be it. But now youâre awake and we have to go. Rose and Poppy are already waiting at the plane.â I assume we have to fly to Florida in order to take the yacht to the Bahamas.
My head spins, excuses resting on the tip of my tongue, anything to avoid a family event. Even if it is my fatherâs birthday, they should have never tricked me into going.
Lo runs his hand along my arm. âYou okay?â he whispers so only I can hear. Maybe he thinks Iâm going to throw up again.
I nod even though the news slapped me in the face.
He says, âPut on a smile. You look horrified, Lil.â
I do as he requests, offering my mother a small one. Her shoulders stay tense, but her lips twitch in acceptance. Good enough.
It isnât until we leave the apartment that it dawns on me. I havenât had sex in over twenty-four hours, and Lo hasnât consumed his usual amount of alcohol since he watched me all night. And weâre about to be sequestered on a boat. With my family.
This just got a whole hell of a lot worse.