Chapter: Six

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~Sebastian~

Wait...what the hell is going on?! He's kissing me. Dominique is actually kissing me?! Why is he kissing me? Sebastian snap out of it! You're dating someone.

I struggled to get out of his grip and when I finally free my hands, I pushed him away as hard as I could. Dominique fell and hit the chair, cutting his lip. I was felt panting, sweating and not to mention confused.

"Why...why?" I questioned, my whole body shaking. I tried to forget about him, I'm trying so hard, but then he goes and kisses me; knowing that I'm dating someone. What does he want? Does he want to break my heart again? Does he want to get my hopes up and then destroy them? "Why...did you kiss me?"

"because I'm falling for you." He admitted.

Did he just say what I thought he said? I heard him right, right? He did just say that's he's falling for me, right?

"No...No...No..." I repeated. It can't happen, I have Benson now; I don't have any feelings for Dominique, I don't. "You're not..." I shook my head, tears in my eyes.

Why is this happening me on the first day of work experience?! Couldn't it have waited for after work experience?!

"I know I'm being stupid for tell you now." Dominique began as he stood up, patting any dust of his clothes. "I know that I've hurt you, and I don't deserve this, but I'm really falling for you." He said with a frown on his face.

"How can you say this to me? You have a girlfriend! And you know I'm dating someone..." I began choking up, my body began shaking . "You can't...I don't love you anymore..." I looked to the ground.

"But what about those feelings you had for me for three years?!" He began stepping closer.

"What feelings? Oh, you mean the feelings that you ripped out of my heart?" I began chuckling a little, hiding my sadness and pain, but I'm pretty sure you can see all of those feelings on my face. Tears were rolling down my cheeks and I couldn't stop them.

"I'm sorry Sebastian...I know I was a total prick back then, I shouldn't of gave you such a reply."

"Yeah you shouldn't..." I whispered.

"But I know my mistakes now, I know that I want you, my feelings are finally clearing up." He tried to convince me.

"No. Don't. You have no idea how much that changed me, you broke my heart. You broke it into so many pieces ~hic~ you...you...you teared it into so many pieces..." I cried. "And why I think I can finally forget about you, you go and tell me this?! Who do you think you are?!" I yelled slightly. "Not to mention, you are fucking engaged!"

"I know, but...I...I..." He began stuttering. "I don't want to lose you..." He cried, I could see a hint of tear in his eye.

"You never lost me...because you never had me in the first place..." And with that, I wiped my tears and walked out of his dressing room.

"Sebastian...please..." I heard him beg, but I didn't turn back. I managed to find my way to the toilets and I splash water onto my face.

"He's falling for me?" I whispered to myself. "Haha...yeah right..." Then more tears came bulging out. I waited until all my tears dried up and then I checked myself in the mirror, making sure I looked fine before walking outside. When I got outside, I spotted Susan and I rushed over to her. "Erm Susan?"

"Yes dear? Is everything O.K?" She asked, looking all worried.

"Erm...is it possible that I can be assigned to someone else?" I asked.

"I'm very sorry dear, everyone is already book, only Dominique has finished all his work." She gave me a sad smile. "Plus, he personally asked for you." She winked.

He personally asked for me?

"I'm sorry?"

"yes dear, Dominique personally asked for you, he came up to me about a couple of days ago and asked that you must be assigned to him, I think he's taken a liking to you." She winked. "Is there something wrong? Are the two of you not getting along?" She asked, all worried.

"Oh no." I shook my head. "I just thought if I could switch around so I can have more experience, but it's okay now." I smiled.

"I see, I'll see what I can do." She patted me on the shoulder. "You better get back dear, Dominique has a photo shoot later, and your supervisor will be seeing how you do."

"Okay, thank you." I smiled again, before walking back to Dominique's room, very slowly.

I took a deep breathe before slowly opening the door and stepped inside. I closed the door behind me and leaned against it.

Dominique was sitting on his chair, his back towards me. He looks so beautiful even from the back of head.

"I'm sorry." I heard him mumbled. "I didn't know what came over me." He apologized.

"No...it's okay." I whispered. Then I began to walk against him, and he turned his chair around, facing me. His eyes look slightly red and puffy.

Did he cry?

That thought made my heart clench so tight and the feelings from before all came rushing back to me.

"Can we forget about what happened?" He asked.

"No..." I replied. How can I forget about what happened? I mean that kind of changed a life a bit! " I can't forget about it."

"Why?" Dominique asked and began to walk towards me.

"Because you kissed me! I mean how can I forget about that?! Why now? Why did you have to kiss me now?! Why didn't you kiss me before I began dating Benson?!" I bombarded him with questions.

"I...I..." He stuttered. "Before you began dating Benson, I didn't have strong feelings. I mean I knew there was something inside me, but I couldn't explain it. After I saw you and Benson kissing by the lockers, my mind went crazy; I wanted to rip his head off!" He said the last sentence in anger. "Then I began to realize that I'm falling for you, hard. I felt like an idiot. I guess that's what they mean when they say 'you never know what you want unless it's been taken away from you'. I know I'm a prick for saying all this, but...but..." He began to stutter again and in his eyes I could see tears forming droplets.

"Dom..." I whispered.

"I'm sorry Sebastian." He cried and he fell to the ground, landing on his knees. "I'm in such a mess right now. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm such a idiot."

"No you're not." I soothed. I leaned down onto the ground, so I was kneeling right in front of him and I cupped one side of his face with my hand. I don't know what's coming over me, but I don't want to lose him, I want him. Without another thought, I slowly lend in and placed my lips against his softly.

"Sebastian...?" He asked, confused as we pulled apart.

"I want you Dominique, I want you to love me. I want you to only look at me. But you never did." I cried out. "Why can't it be me?"  I sobbed, then I felt Dominique wrap his arms around me rapidly.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm so sorry for making you go through this." He apologized. "I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you."

"You promise?" I cried.

"I promise." He smiled and he placed another kiss onto my lips. Three years. Three years of feelings all came rushing back to me, all those ups and downs. And now, I couldn't be more happy I guess. His lips are actually on mine. After three years, my feelings are paid off. "I love you." He confessed, which stroke me by surprise. All I could do was cry out.

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"Have you calmed out now?" Dominique asked. I've been probably crying for about fifteen minutes now. Dominique has his arms around me the entire time we sat on the sofa, trying to calm me down, with me sitting on him.

"A bit..." I murmured.

"I never knew you were such a cry baby." He chuckled.

"Shut up." I pouted, and then he captured my lips again before letting go.

"I wish I could kiss you all day." He smirked and I hit him gently on the chest. When he moved his thumb to wipe my tears away, I noticed a ring on his finger and panic came over me. I kissed a engaged man.

"Dominique..." I said.

"Whats wrong?" He replied.

"What are we going to do about Benson and Shelby?" I asked, panic taking over me.

"We just have to tell them, but no matter what I'm not letting you go." He smiled, and attached his lips onto mine again, reassuring me everything will be okay.

Hopefully.

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