Chapter 29
When the ice melts (girlxgirl) [complete]
Dušica's P.O.V.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw sleeping goddess in my arms. I was holding tightly her naked body and she was snugged into me closely.
Immediately smile appeared on my face when I remembered last night. Damn, no one would ever say that it was her first time. I swear it was night for remember.
I caressed her cheek softly and kissed her forehead gently. This girl is my everything. My smile, my laugh, my soul mate, my everything. I don't just love her, she owns me. Completely. I'll do anything for her.
I really don't know what have I done in my life to deserve her and this happiness I feel when we are together.
I don't know should I got up and made breakfast for her, or should I just wait for her to wake up. Help!!!
But, before I could even think about it more, I felt her hot lips on my neck.
"Good morning, princess" I said and looked down at her.
"Morning, baby" she mumbled and put her head on my chest, then intertwined our fingers.
"I love it when my head is on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. It makes me feel safe, like nothing bad could happen" she said and I couldn't stop myself from smiling.
"You are safe with me, and you always will be" I said and kissed her forehead.
"I know" she said and lay on top of me.
I cupped her cheek and just stared at her eyes without moving.
"I wish I could explain your eyes and how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies." I pecked her lips and she smiled widely "How your smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I am with you, I feel complete" I whispered and she blushed.
"You are being so cute and poetic this early in the morning"
"That's because every time I look at you, I can find like thousands things that I love about you" I said and pulled her towards me, kissing her deeply and passionately.
"I love you" she mumbled against my lips which made us both smile.
"I love you too" I said and flipped us over "I love you more than Mickey loves Minnie!" I added and pecked her lips and she giggled. "You are my Minnie"
"And you are my Mickey" she said and I smiled.
"Damn, I even love you more than Kanye loves Kanye" I said and we both burst out laughing.
"Well, that's something" she said and shook her head in disbelief.
"I know right!?" I said and winked at her.
I moved away from her and got up from bed not bothering to cover my body with anything. I could feel Sam's stare all over my body and hear her mumble "Perfection" which made my smirk only grew wider.
I opened door of bathroom and looked back at her.
"You coming?" I asked and her jaw drop open which I tried to ignore and not burst out laughing at her reaction.
I decide to make warm bath so I needed to full it first. Just when it was full and I put some body soaps and other things inside, door opened and Sam walked in. I looked up at her and smiled.
"For moment I thought you are not coming" I said and sat down in warm water.
She come nearer "I wouldn't miss this for anything" she said and sat down as well.
She leaned her back on my front and I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her even closer.
She put her hands on top of mine and leaned her head on my chest. I kissed her shoulder gently which made her shiver. I love the effect I have on her.
Something on back of her arm catch my attention and my eyebrows immediately furrowed.
"Babe, what's this?" I asked and gently caressed little scar that was there.
I don't know how I didn't see it before. I exactly knew what was that but I just didn't want to believe it, I wanted to hear it from her. She looked down where I was looking and sighed.
"That's actually the only one that left" she said and I placed my lips over it.
"Why?" I asked simply and she snugged even closer to me.
She played with my fingers and I just loved how this simple action makes my heart jump up and down in joy.
She didn't speak and I just stayed silence. I didn't want to push her too much because I know she will tell me when she feel comfortable. She knows she could trust me.
We stood like that for few minutes until she took deep breath and again placed our hands, with intertwined fingers, on her stomach.
"It was... Well, my parents almost never was home when I needed them the most. I was lonely and all I needed was love. And just week ago, I found out that they did that just so I would figure out that I am not actually into guys" she said with chuckle but that wasn't even little funny to me.
"I don't get it. Even if that was their goal, they didn't need to leave you alone when you needed them and-" I started babbling but soon I was stopped by her lips gently pressed on mine.
"Baby, I'm fine" she said and leaned her forehead on mine.
"But-"
"No but's. Honestly, if they didn't do that I wouldn't be the happiest person on this whole freaking world that I am now"
"I will always do my best to make you happy. If you are happy I am happy too" I said with wide smile.
"Just be you" she whispered and kissed me again.
Small smile crept on my lips through the kiss and I pulled her even closer to me.
"I love you so much, Minnie" I said when we pulled away and she smiled shyly.
I love how she could be so shy at one moment and just at next one not. I love this shy side of her. Hell, I love every thing about her anyway.
"I love you much more, Mickey" she said with smirk and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.
I splash water directly at her face which made her close her eyes. I giggled and kissed her temple.
She sighed deeply which got my attention.
"What's it?"
"I'm scared. I know I push people away, I'm used to it. It's just how I am" she said and my heart broke a little.
"Oh hell no. There will be no pushing me away." I said and took her chin gently between my fingers and forced her to look at me "You push me, I'll grab you and pin you to wall. We are in this together" I added and she cupped my face kissing me slowly.
Who knows how long we would stay in bath like that if sound of her stomach didn't interrupt us.
"Someone is hungry" I said with chuckle and she smacked my shoulder.
"Shut up, that was embarrassing!" she said and buried her head in crock of my neck.
"Nope babe, it was cute. Now, let me go to make something for breakfast" I said but she just shook her head.
"Let's do it together" she said and got up first.
"Damn" I breathed out when I saw her and she giggled while taking towel to dry herself.
She walked out of bathroom and I dried myself and dress some underwear before going out as well.
When I saw her, I couldn't contain myself from smiling like idiot. She was wearing my black oversized hoodie, that was like two size bigger then both of us actually wear and it was reaching half of her tights. She looked so cute in it.
"That looks better on you than me" I said and she looked up with smile.
"It smells just as you'' she said and bring it up to her nose.
I giggled and walked towards her and pecked her lips. I took some grey shorts that actually is hoodie and quickly dressed it up.
When I was finished I turned around and found Sam sitting on bed and staring at me.
"What?" I asked with raised eyebrow and she just stood up and walked towards me.
"This looks great, but I would change just one little thing" she said with smirk and I have no idea what she is talking about.
"Then do-" but before I could even finish my sentence she unzipped upper part and smirked at me. My mouth formed perfect 'O' shape.
"Now that's something else" she whispered and tied my shorts.
I blinked few times not believing what she did.
"You want me to walk around like this?" I asked with raised eyebrow and she nodded.
"Yeah, but don't go out, I don't want someone to see you like this"
I shook my head in disbelief and amused look appeared on my face.
"Don't worry about that, there is no houses around" I said and kissed her nose.
"Is there any market near?" she asked and I shook my head.
"Nope, closest one is one hour ride away. Why, you need something?"
"No, just asking" she said with smirk. Weird...
I took her hand and leaded her downstairs towards kitchen.
"What do you wanna eat, babe?" I asked and turned towards her when we walked in.
"Pancakes" she said simply and I nodded.
I took everything we needed and she sat down on counter. Literally on it.
"What should I do?" she asked when I started working.
I turned around and walked towards her with smile.
"You should do the thing that you are best at"
"And that is?" she asked with raised eyebrow.
"Being cute" I said and kissed her nose.
She giggled and I went back to put dough for pancakes in pan.
"But seriously babe, what can I do?'' she asked and suddenly I felt her warm arms around my waist.
"Don't move" I said and she burst out laughing.
I playfully glared at her and she cleared her throat and kissed my cheek pulling me even closer to her.
"Better?" she asked and I nodded with big smile.
And that's exactly how we stayed until my phone rang. It was on counter so she took it and I told her to just put person on speaker, which she did. She put phone next to me and went on her previous place, on counter which was weird. That's when Charlie's voice was heard. Oh shit.
"Hey babe" he said cheerfully.
"Hey mate! What's up?'' I asked and I literally could feel Sam's stare burning holes into my back.
"Nothing much, just wanted to check on you before going to school, because I knew you are in France."
I heard Sam sniff and I needed to bit my lips to contain myself from laughing. So why don't I provoke her a little? Just a little bit.
"Aww that's so cute from you hon"
"You know me" he said "Anyway, I gotta go now babe. I miss you so much and love you, don't forget that"
"I won't" I said with smile and I knew he was smiling too.
"Bye, love"
"Bye, Charlie" I said and hung up.
I looked at Sam and she was looking at me without even blinking.
"Are you fine?" I asked and tilted my head a little when I come to her.
She turned me around and pinned me against counter, so my small back were touching it.
"You are mine." she whispered "I don't want anyone else making you blush and calling you 'babe'. I don't want anyone else getting the same butterflies I get when you smile or say my name. Call me selfish, I don't care. But you are mine" she finished and my mouth was ajar open.
"I'm so turned on right now" I said weakly and she glared at me. "I love when you are jealous, it's such a turn on"
I pulled her into me and kissed her passionately. She didn't response at first but I knew she can't resist it. And I was right, she squeezed my ass and brought me closer. I pushed her away gently because I was so out of breath.
"Pancakes" I said while panting for air "burning"
"Oh" she breathed out and moved away.
"Shit" I said and moved this one out of pan.
"That's what you get when you start make out season in middle of cooking" Sam said while leaning on counter.
"Oh come on babe, it's not my fault you are such a turn on!" I protested and she shook her head in disbelief. "You can't blame me"
I put plate full of pancakes on counter and Sam sip orange juice for us. When she sat down I smirked and sat at her lap. She looked at me with raised eyebrow but she understood what I wanted and started feeding me. We ate like that all the time, I was feeding her and she was feeding me.
Finally, after we finished we decide to just cuddle on couch and watch movies.
"What do you want to watch, babe?" I asked and she was already laying on leather couch.
"Let's make marathon of Nikolas Spark's movies" she suggested and I agreed.
I took blanket and lay on couch beside her. She immediately snugged closer to me and I covered us with blanket. I connected TV with Netflix and found "Notebook". I hugged her tighter and she put her head on my chest. Her soft hand was on my bare stomach.
We watched two movies, all the time cuddling and kissing. When we were about to put next one on it was already it was already 4pm.
"Do we have any ice cream in here?" she asked and yawned a little.
"Unfortunately no" I said and got up pulling her up with me "Let's get some fresh air outside is little furniture where we can sit. But you have to dress sweatpants or something I don't want you to get cold" I said and she nodded.
She started walking away but before she could go out of my reach I slapped her ass and ran away giggling. She shook her head and went upstairs. I quickly took my phone and car keys and walked out of house.
Few minutes later she walked outside. Her hair was still messy, as well as mine and she was wearing some baggy sweatpants.
"Where is the furniture?" she asked when she come nearer to me and I smiled.
"We don't have one" I shrugged and she raised her eyebrow.
Before she could ask anything, I kneeled down and grabbed her legs throwing her over my shoulder. I walked towards car and unlocked it. She was laughing whole time and I couldn't help but smile.
"What are you doing?" she asked between giggles.
I opened door with one hand and placed her on passenger seat.
"Kidnapping you and taking you to buy ice cream" I said and closed door then jogged to my side.
When I climbed in she was looking at me with wide eyes.
"What?" I asked and turn the engine on.
"I thought closest market is like one hour drive" she said and I nodded.
"It is, but my girl wants ice cream." I said and looked at her "And what my girl wants, she gets" I added and pecked her lips then started driving.
"You are the cutest" she whispered and I bit my lips.
Soon she placed her legs over mine and I placed my hand on her tight squeezing it gently.
We drove and sung together all the time. I was enjoying all this little moments with her. After, what looked like only few minutes and actually was little less than hour, we come in front of market.
We walked inside hand in hand and immediately looked for section with ice creams.
"Which one would you want?" I asked once we reached refrigerator full of all different flavour of ice creams.
"I don't know" she said and I couldn't believe.
"Seriously babe?" I asked and she shrugged which made me laugh my ass off.
Almost everyone turned to look who is laughing like idiot in the middle of store and I cleared my throat.
"Sorry" I mumbled and looked at her and almost immediately laughed again.
"Don't laugh at me!" she pouted and my heart melted.
"Okay then, Let's just buy every flavor" I said and she looked at me in disbelief.
She then started laughing. It was that kind of laugh I could listen to for the rest of my life.
"You are silly" she said and pulled me closer to her by the waist and kissed me in middle of the grocery store.
We were so close and our noses were touching, I literally could feel tip of her nose getting cold. And she wants ice cream?
She was only in sweats, her hair so messy from being on couch all afternoon. And from this moment, I knew I loved her more than anyone else I had ever loved and I ever will. In this moment I knew she is my one in lifetime. And yet, all we were doing was looking for ice cream.
I pulled away and smiled widely. She smiled at me too and we didn't care for all the people that were looking at us weirdly.
"Strawberry" she said and I nodded.
"Then strawberry it is" I said and took one cornet for her and 2 family pack for later.
We went to cashier girl to pay and she was only staring at us. Sam and I exchanged confused looks but nothing happened.
"Hey" Sam said and waved her hand in front of girl's face who was now looking directly at me.
I rolled my eyes and extended my hand for her to take it which she did immediately with shaking hand.
"I'm Dušica, and you are?" I asked and Sam looked at me with raised eyebrow.
"Questioning my sexuality" she said and I burst out laughing.
It looked like she just now realized what she have said and she blushed deeply red.
"I'm not going to comment this" Sam said and glared at girl.
Poor girl took our things and give us a bill. I paid and exited with Sam who was already licking her ice cream.
"Wanna try" she asked when we entered car.
"Yeah" I said and she bring ice cream closer to my lips.
Instead of taking it, I cupped her face with my hands and kissed her which took her by surprise. Immediately I asked for entrance and she gladly permitted it. I pulled away and smiled.
"It's good" I said and she shook her head in disbelief.
"It really is" she added and I started the engine and started driving.
"There is one really good pizza place. Would you like to stop by and take some pizza?"
"That would be good, I'm actually getting hungry" she said and I nodded.
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We were finally in front of home. We bought pizza and ate it all in car. I was enjoying our day, it was peaceful and beautiful, but I felt little sick. My head hurts and it looks like I'm going to have fever. It was actually getting chilly and I had goosebumps on my bare legs and hands but I felt hot.
I took Sam's hand and leaded her towards door. When I unlocked it and we finally were in, it was actually colder than outside.
"Shit, I forgot to make a fire" I said and face palmed myself.
"It's okay babe, we will do it now" Sam said and kissed my cheek "Well, actually you are going to do it because I have no idea how" she added and shrugged.
"Don't tell me you have never make a fire before" I said and looked at her in disbelief and sneezed.
"Bless you!" she said and shook her head "And no, I didn't do it"
"It's okay, I will show you how to do it now. I'm just gonna go out and take firewood from outside. And there should be some old newspaper in drawer next to the TV, just got them from there until I come" I said and she nodded.
I went outside and my head was literally spinning. Shit! I took some firewood that was sorted behind the house and walked back inside.
When I come in living room I almost lost my balance but somehow I didn't. Thanks god! Sam was sitting in front of fireplace with some picture in her hands and newspaper and lighter in front of her. I put firewood in fireplace and she looked up at me.
"What are you looking at?" I asked and she turned the picture around and I immediately froze.
"Is that Alex?" she asked just above a whisper and I nodded slowly.
I sat down next to her and took picture in my hands. She looked so beautiful and happy here. Her grey-blue hair was tied in pony tail falling down her shoulders
"She got hair color from my grandma. My dad's mom." I said with smile and she smiled too.
"She was beautiful" Sam said and I nodded, my eyes already getting teary.
"She was"
"You miss her so much, don't you?" she asked and brought me closer to her and took picture from me.
"Every single day." I said and smiled sadly "But, babe I would like you to meet her. I mean, I would like to take you to London and, if you want of course, you don't hav-"
"I want to babe" she said and smiled "But are you sure?"
"Yes. She would be first person who would know about me liking you, and her opinion would mean the most to me" I said and she nodded.
"Then, we are going" she said and kissed my temple.
Her lips were there little longer and she pulled away and gasped.
"Babe, oh god, you are burning!"
"I'm fine" I said and waved with my hand and took newspapers which I put in fireplace.
"No, you are not! You need to rest"
"Princess, calm. I will rest but we can't be without fire, we will freeze." I said and kissed her cheek.
She sighed and rolled her eyes "Fine, but after doing that you have to take warm shower. Don't fight me on that"
"Okay, fine" I gave up and lighted paper. There was little coal cube which I put in and fire immediately erupted.
"I have to make fire upstairs first" I added and got up and immediately fell back on her. "Shit, sorry" I whispered.
"You are really not fine" she said and helped me up.
"I can walk on my own, don't worry" I said and she looked at me worriedly.
"Are you sure?" she asked and I nodded.
She slowly let me go and I walked to our room. I turned fireplace on same way I did downstairs. When that was finished I went to bathroom and took warm shower.
I don't know for how long I was inside but when I walked out, I was freezing. I dressed up sweatpants and T-shirt and walked downstairs.
"Just on time" Sam said while walking out of kitchen with two mugs.
I smiled and sat down on big pillows that was in front of fireplace.
"Here, I made cocoa" she said and gave me one mug.
It was warm and I would hold it near my chest because how cold I was.
"T-Thank you" I said and brought it with shaking hands towards my lips her expression changed immediately.
"You don't feel even little better?" she asked and kneeled down and put her hand on my forehead.
"I feel" I said slowly and she shook her head in disbelief.
She got up and walked back in the kitchen. I took remote of TV and turned it on. While she was doing god knows what, I found Harry Potter and turned it on. Before it even started Sam came back with plate full of different fruit and bowl full of something.
She sat down and placed plate on her lap and bowl in middle of us. I just saw it was hot chocolate.
She took one strawberry and dig it in the chocolate "Open up".
I felt like little kid but I couldn't care less, I love this. I opened mouth and she put it inside my mouth and I accidentally licked her thumb. She playfully glared at me and I kissed her hand.
She feed me all the time and when I finally was done, she put it away and put blanket over us. I immediately snugged closer to her and put my head on her chest. She stroke my hair gently and soon enough my eyes closed and I could only hear voices from Harry Potter and Sam's heart beating.
A/N: Hey, guys. Here is one update for you. I'm sorry it took me so long but school is pain in the ass. Love you all!