Chapter 15
Mend My Heart
Mayaâs P.O.V
The weekend went by in a blur, and it was uneventful. For starters, Mr. Duke made it abundantly clear that he was avoiding me and it somehow made my heart clench painfully. It made me question myself a lot. Was I not pretty enough for him? Did I not fit into his calibre of woman to be with? It was pitiful to say the least.
My resentment for him at managed to soar because never in my life had I ever been confused by a man who had been sending me mixed signals left, right and centre. If he had just kept it professional, I wouldnât be in this stupid situation, battling my overthinking mind. I could at least discuss it with Lexi and she fully agreed with me that that man is a grade A douchebag.
On another note, there had been an unspoken truce between me and the twins. It was like I had somehow gained their respect from the awesome prank Iâd pulled a few days ago, if I do say so myself. But I knew those two midgets were definitely brewing something behind the scenes and I had no idea what it was but when it happened, it wasnât going to be pretty.
I placed Mr. Dukes breakfast plate in front of him just as Meredith did the same for his mother and the little Dukes. Everyone was up bright and early for some apparent reason but it seemed that they were all going out. Mr. Duke nodded curtly in acknowledgement and began to take his bland breakfast consisting of toast, eggs and coffee apart. I say bland because it lacked colour and creativity. And the idiot ate it every single day.
Jus before I walked out, he asked his mother a question. âMum, why are you guys up and ready. Are you going somewhere?â
Mrs. Duke sipped on her tea before responding. âIâm taking the twins toâ¦well, visit their ummâ¦mother. Itâs been a month since the last time theyâd seen her and sheâs in town so itâs convenient,â she spoke lowly, regarding him with cautious eyes.
Mr. Duke stiffened as soon as she finished her statement. âWeâre excited to see her since we donât see her a lot. I wish mommy still lived with us,â Brianna said with longing as her eyes lingered on her bowl of cereal. I know it was wrong of me to listen in on this, but I was still very curious as to what exactly had happened between their mother and father. Why wasnât she part of the picture anymore.
âI miss mommy, daddy. Can she come back?â Aiden pouted and thatâs when Mr. Duke basically threw his utensils onto his plate with a loud clutter. He abruptly rose from his seat and stormed out of the room like a bat out of hell.
âI told you two not to talk about your mother when your father is around. Do you understand that?â Ms. Duke admonished them and they nodded in fake understanding. I took that as my queue to finally leave the room and re-enter the kitchen.
Ann and Matt had been eavesdropping from the corner but as soon as I walked over the threshold, they pretended to be busy with other tasks. What a bunch of fakers! âYou two literally have no shame!â I tsked in amusement and they both blushed profusely.
âWe live for the gossip. Itâs our only source of entertainment!â Ann defended weakly, eliciting a chuckle from me.
âAny idea why he gets like that when the twinsâ mother is mentioned?â I asked but they both remained quiet.
Matt shook his head. âThat is something we have been forbidden to talk utter anything about. The master does not appreciate it when anyone delves into the matter so talking about it could even get us fired. Sorry love, but thatâs just something you just might never know,â he said seriously and apologetically. I understood that completely; whatever it was, it clearly still affected him.
From the window, I watched as he made his way to the car in angry strides, simultaneously barking something into his cell phone. Just before he entered, he must have felt my gaze because our eyes locked momentarily. His eyes were hollow, chilling and sorrowful. It made me feel empathetic towards him. He then looked away and disappeared into the Rolls Royce.
Meredith then entered the kitchen with empty plates. âKnight, you can go get the kids ready for their outing and help them get settled in the car,â she barked authoritatively at me and I rolled my eyes at her, not bothering to dignify her with a response.
I was just glad that the Dukes wouldnât be in my space for the better part of the day. I could finally have some me time, well a certain degree of me time. I just hope Meredith wonât be on my ass, heaven knows I needed a break from all the hostility Iâd been receiving in this cursed mansion.
Downstairs after Iâd helped the kids wear light coats in case the weather changed drastically, I helped them settle in their booster seats. The same obnoxious driver from last time was grinning in a perverted manner at. âWould you stop looking at me like that? Youâre such a creep!â I snapped angrily at him, and to no surprise he just chuckled.
âIs it a crime for me to admire your beauty?â he remarked boldly and I almost then and there slapped the crap out of his stupid face. Seriously, what is it with this guy? Canât he just leave me alone.
I sighed. âWhat will it take for you to leave me alone, dude?â I asked him in exasperation.
He stepped closer to me, his warm yet minty breath tickling my face. âIâd like to take you out some time,â he whispered seductively or so he thought. I snorted and crossed my arms.
âAnd what makes you think Iâd ever go anywhere with you, genius?â I mocked him with a sarcastic smile. âI donât even know your name.â
He smirked. âThe names-,â he was about to say but then he was cut off by Ms. Dukeâs shrill voice.
âLeslie, stop the chattering and get the car started!â she snarled at him and he quickly ran over to the driverâs seat, leaving me with to laugh. Leslie? What a lame name. âIâd advise you to stop fraternizing with that boy. Theo might not be too happy about that.â
And what exactly did she mean by that? I wanted to ask her but she had already gotten into the car. I was left in puzzlement as the car took off. With a shrug, I cast the thought aside and made my way back into the mansion. I grinned as I remember that I could do virtually whatever I wanted today and I was going to make the most out of it.
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Un-freaking-believable!
It was almost eleven oâclock and Mr. Duke was not back yet! Iâd already almost fallen asleep about ten times and at some point, Iâd fallen off the stool that I was sitting on in the kitchen. I was furious to say the least that he had the audacity to do this when he knew full well that Iâd be waiting up for him to serve him his food like a dotting wife.
Just when I thought I was going to start pulling my hair out, I heard the front door open. I cursed colourfully under my breath at him and I was about to up from my seat to go and greet him but he entered the kitchen. He looked surprised to see me. âOh, youâre still awake,â he said and I held back the urge to scoff. Of course, Iâm still up, dimwit!
âYeah, I was waiting for you,â I replied in a groggy voice. I was so sleepy and it was way past my usual bed time.
He ran a hand through his already dishevelled hair. In fact, his whole self seemed unkempt, his shirt rolled up at the sleeves but crumpled. Long gone were his ties and jacket. And his face was pale, eyes hollow and face distraught. Overall, he didnât look too good.
I frowned at him. âAre you okay. You donât seem too okay,â I said softly and he shook his head. I was still on my seat and he came over to occupy the one adjacent to mine. I was surprised by his sudden act.
âTo be honest, I had a bloody shitty day. And I normally am good at maintaining my cool but today, I just couldnât. I just havenât been okay for a long time and I guess Iâve been covering it up for too long. Iâd like to talk about it but itâs just damn messy and dauntingâ¦I really shouldnât be bothering you with this, go to bed,â he ranted in a tired tone and then made a move to get up and leave but my arm caught his elbow.
He looked down at my hand and then me. It was a very bold action on my part but he really seemed upset, and by the looks of it he had no one to talk to. And I donât know what it was about him in that exact moment but I just wanted to be there for him. He reminded me a lot about myself over the years. I knew what it was like to be going through emotional distress and not trust anybody enough to confide in. It takes a toll on your mental health and well-being. It also wasnât every day that such an alpha male type man looked so weakâ¦
I pulled him down and he sat back onto the barstool. âItâs not a bother, Iâd like to hear whatever it is that you have to say,â I tell him gently with a small smile. He groans before running his hands over his handsome face in frustration.
âIâ¦canât really talk about this. It hurts me too much, the wound is still too fresh for me,â he spoke in a low but pained voice. It was heart breaking to see him like this. I know I really shouldnât be wearing my heart on a sleeve like this, but I had sympathy for him. This was somebody who was obviously haunted by their past.
âHey, whatever it is, the pain will not last forever. I donât know what it is that youâre going through but all I know youâre strong and youâll get over it,â I said sincerely and then did the unthinkable.
I stretched my arms towards him and hugged him.
And he must have been shocked by my out of the blue gesture because he froze up for a few seconds but eventually his arms slid over my back. It was a while before we pulled back and he looked at me with his penetrating eyes. Suddenly, I felt self-conscious under his hide to decipher gaze. Heat crept up my neck when he tucked a loose strand of my hair behind my ear. Instead of retracting his hand, he began to stroke my cheek and a weird sensation washed over my belly.
No words were exchanged between us and slowly I noticed his head dip towards me. Warning bells went off in my head but I didnât heed them. This is the same thing that happened yesterday but nobody was there to disturb us. The house was eerily silent, clearly signifying that everybody was asleep. I really should have moved out of his space and ran off to my room, but my buttocks were glued to my seat. His lips brushed gently against mine. This would be a good time to push him away but deep down my stubborn self didnât want to.
Was it so bad that I wanted him to just hurry up and kiss me already?
âYou really should stop me, Maya,â he whispered against my lips. I was already dizzy from his citrusy cologne and entrancing proximity.
âWhat if I donât want you to,â I replied shakily. With the way my heart was beating erratically, I could just faint if I didnât allow him to do what he was about to do.
It was long before that when our lips collided and the fireworks, Iâd read about in those cheesy romance novels, sparked all around us. Screw consequences, we both had been waiting for this moment for some time now.
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And then they lived happily ever after. THE END.
As if, this rollercoaster is just getting started!
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