Trauma

Mia's POV:

Char still hasn't talked to me about what happened with those guys. Did I scare her? She's never seen that side to me before and it was something I never wanted her to see. I felt so threatened in that moment and nothing was really down to me. I felt char's fear. As her girlfriend I feel I need to protect her.

She went through life with her ex-husband not being protected and loved. It's my turn to make her feel wanted. I'm so afraid that char will be scared of me and not want me anymore, but how am I supposed to ask her how she is feeling about the situation if she is ghosting me. She won't even answer my messages or phone calls. She gives me a smile at work and that's about it. Autumn is even asking what's wrong with her but I don't think it's my place to say even though I want her to be supported by the people at her work. I've seen her crying when she thinks nobody is watching, I've heard her in the toilet stalls crying and even sitting on her own at lunch withdrawing herself.

i need to help her before she shuts down completely. Char isnt her bubbly self.

Even though i understand Char and why shes like this, it still brings me back to my childhood.

When i was a child and did something wrong my mother would ignore me and not talk to me for days over the most stupid things. Not cleaning to her standard, moving something out of place, not eating at a certain time and even saying hello to her friends when she had them over. When she wouldn't talk to me, i usually had to fend for myself. Growing up i relied on the Knight family alot. My attachment to Autumn and Reece was like i was one of their siblings. I've never told anyone this because i like to keep up my badass act but it took years and years of therapy to process what my mother did to me.

Thats why i go so far for the people i love. I really hate how char is being with me but i totally understand why. i just want her to know how sorry i am.

A/N: Does mia and char make up or do they break up? what do you think happens?