Demons

⚠️TW: Mentions of abuse, sexual assault and body image issues ⚠️

Time Jump 1 Week-

Char's POV:

I look in the mirror and I can't say one nice thing about myself. Last week really triggered me. It took me back to when I was with my husband. It wasn't Mia who triggered me and I'm glad she was there to protect me and did what she did.

It was the guy who touched me, it made me feel dirty and it reminded me of the time my ex- husband used to treat me like crap and only touch me when he wanted something. Even when I said to stop he didn't. My ex-husband used to grab me like that and it flashed back into my head.

I told Mia that it wasn't her fault it was the drunk guys but she still blames herself for me being like this now. But in actual fact it's those guys and my ex-husband who has done this. No one else. Not Mia, not anyone else.

I don't tell Mia about the things that runs through my head. I look at myself and think I'm fat, I'll never be pretty, what if Mia suddenly doesn't love me anymore. Therapy has stopped now and I have no one to talk to about this stuff but I can't talk to no one because they worry everytime I say something. And anyway I cannot have them tell Mia anything I've said just in case she runs away from me.

I just feel so alone and I just can't move past it. what has happened to me. How did I let this happen?

A/N: sorry this is a short chapter, I just wanted to include Charlottes perspective of this incident as I felt it would be a good basis to touch upon. I hope you are enjoying the story so far ❤️