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Few days back I updated 'THE NIGHTFALL'  but here, It's been a while right?

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Yashvi squirted her eyes trying to adjust to the sunlight entering their room through the windows. Finally, she opened her eyes fully and looked at her husband.

'What a beautiful sight!' she thought. His arms wrapped around her in a way that ensures she's safe. Unknowingly she roamed her hand on his back tracing his back muscles, while admiring him.

She gaze at him intensely, it looks like she's memorizing every little detail of his face. She's in complete awe, his closed eyes with thick eyebrows, his perfectly sculpted nose, his pink lips which are in thin line, a slight frown adorned his face, the way some strands of his hair are falling over his forehead.

He looks so innocent and beautiful.

As she kept roaming her hands on his back, he tightened his hold on her and dipped his head in the crook of her neck, sniffing her scent he whispered, "Morning, wife." His morning voice against her skin makes goosebumps break out over her soft skin.

As she heard his rough morning voice, she broke out of her 'admiring her husband' session and quickly freed herself from him and sprinted towards the bathroom. Her quick actions caught Aaditya off guard. He just looked at the bathroom door where she went.

Shooking his head at her antics, he buried his head at the pillow which she used. He inhaled her scent again. He slowly becomes intoxicated to her scent. He roams his right hand over the place she slept while lying on his stomach, lost in his thoughts about his wife.

'My t-shirt looks so good on her.' he thought and the corner of his lips lifted up slightly.

Inside the bathroom, Yashvi looked at herself in the mirror.

"I'm married." She mumbled as she traced her index finger over her mangalsutra.

The only goal I had when I came to India is to open a brand new branch for my hospital. That was my plan but it seems like god had another plan for me.

Learn the business and medical dynamics here and then form a plan to open my hospital branch here. It's simple. Too simple. Just got my work done and went back to London.

Isn't my plan is too simple and easy? Then why god made it difficult?

It was never in my plan to get married and that to him, 'ugly muddy prick' the man my dad doesn't like.

Fuck. I have never thought that I will get married one day. It feels so surreal. I still can't believe it.

There's a part of me always screaming to me, to run away, run away from everything. I always shut that part, saying I will never run away nor I turn my back on someone or something but now I think I should listen to that part. I should have ran away from my goddamn wedding.

For fucks sake, I got married to the person who killed my love, not only that I slept with him and, and I feel nervous around him. I got physically attracted towards him. The one who killed my love.

Did things get any more worse than this in my life?

I have been searching for that one person who is behind the death of my love, for a very long time. I was thirsty for revenge. After years of searching, I gave up and started to believe what people in my circle told me, which was 'his death is an accident, vi.', 'You're just imagining things. It was an accident.', 'Stop wasting your time.'

Everyone, every single one in my family and his family believed that it was an accident. Even our friends believed it was an accident.

But I knew something wasn't right. I just knew. There were clues but I failed to catch the culprit. At last, I came to a conclusion that he died in an accident.

They said it was an accident and I believed it, until I saw it.

A video.

A video which clearly depicts that his death was well planned. Well planned by my so-called husband.

I was never a serious person when it comes to relationships. I didn't allow myself to attach to anyone emotionally. Then he barged in, breaking the walls I had built around my fragile heart and made his way into it then made a place for himself and stayed there.

Before him, there was flings, flirting, fucks. After him, there was love.

I never knew that love could be so beautiful. He taught me what is love, How to love and every tiny thing about love.  He made me love myself. He brought me out of the cage I was in. He made me live in a fairytale.

He made me feel happy, something my family failed to do. Even my dad wasn't able to pull me out of the cage but he did. He was my light in the darkness. He was my moon. My only source of light. My love.

He was also my secret. My beautiful secret.

Because no one, no one knew about us.

My family, his family and our friends only thought that we were just friends. Still they think that he was my best friend. When I was devastated over his death, everyone thought I was sobbing over my friend's death.

But I am not. I was sobbing over my love's death. I was sobbing over the sad truth that my only light was gone.

We decided to keep our love secret for sometime not knowing it will remain a secret forever.

Only I know how much I went through after his tragic death. He made me who I am today. Before him, I was so different.

He changed me in a good way and left forever.

I wiped my tears harshly, trying to pull myself together.

I want to rip the mangalsutra in my neck and wipe the sindoor in my head. What the fuck did I did? Why did I agree to marry him? I got swayed by his charm so easily. Not once I thought about him when I was with Aaditya.

My love was killed by my husband.

I wouldn't give a fuck if it was someone Aaditya killed. It's not my business what he does. But I can't stay calm after knowing that Aaditya killed him.

I am so ashamed of myself. No matter what, I can't be able to love him like he loved me.

I slept in Aaditya's arms even after knowing very well he killed my love.

Love?! How could I call him my love when I didn't even showered him with my love when he was alive?

I realised it too late. I realised he is my love when he's gone. I didn't get the chance to tell him how much I loved him.

Every little fiber of me is screaming to me to die but I can't. I have no choice but to live for the promise I made to him and also for my family.

I want to meet my dad. I want to tell him everything.

I stared at my reflection in the mirror, my red eyes stared back at me. I feel so disgusted with myself. I let him have his way with me.

Aaditya Singh Raghuvanshi, I swear I will make you feel the same pain I feel.

Thanks for reading.

Hope you all liked this chapter, by the way how's new found information.

He, who was yashvi's past love will play a major roll in this story.

If you guys think this book is cringe or too vague, I can't do anything about that.

Hey! This story of mine has it's own pace. Things will heat up when the time will come. It's not all vanilla and don't be too quick to judge especially Aaditya and Yashvi.

They will make you go crazy one day and you guys will love them if you guys also twisted like me. A sweet information from your dear author .

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