(48): Mine

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Kyle's POV.

She's so beautiful.

She's never looked more at peace than she does right now sleeping in my arms. She is clung to me like a koala and I can't complain at all. Her tiny arm is holding me tightly against her and she's laying on my chest, her legs are above my own under the sheets and I smile.

She looks like an angel... she is an angel. Her long eyelashes are shadowed just above her rosy cheeks. Her tiny nose is inhaling and exhaling gently. Her full and pink lips are slightly puckered... like they do when she's concentrating.

I wish I could taste them.

There are no forehead creases on her face, no sign of any stress and I can't help but feel like that's how I want her to look forever. Peaceful... angelic.

Will she ever be though? I mean, has she met me? I'm anything but. I'll bring nothing but stress and trouble to her life. I already have. Leading me to ask how in the hell she ended up falling for a guy like me. I can't seem to mind though because I've fallen for her too... hard.

It was very hard not to. I really tried my best to resist her but there was only so much I could do. She's just so perfect, so vibrant, so full of life, so likeable... and lord, so fucking beautiful. Those soft blue eyes that look at me like I'm a saint when I know I'm not. Her tiny and addictive voice and laugh that I can't go a day without hearing. Her innocence... That wide and carefree smile. Her witty comments and personality. Good god, I never ever stood a chance, did I? She's my absolute weakness.

It's true... I'm weak when it comes to Chelsea-Anne Richards. I don't know what she did to me. One minute she was this annoying little peasant and then the next... she was my light in the darkness. Cheesy but it's true. The one person who could make me smile and speak even when I didn't want to.

How did she do it?

I knew from the very first minute of meeting her that my life wouldn't be the same after... I just knew it. I tried so hard to fight that, I was okay with my life, I had already accepted everything the way it was... and then she just comes and flips it all around.

I want to hate her for it but I can't. I never can hate her and I never did. I was a jerk to her to try and fight my fate, and it's also kind of my

personality. I knew I'd end up liking her, I just knew it so I thought if I'm rude to her then she'd hate me and never speak to me. Ha! Not Chelsea-Anne. She was determined to be my friend and I actually have no idea why. Soon, I was warming up to the gorgeous blonde and now here I am... weak and whipped over her.

I can't seem to mind.

Last night... last night was so good, well only the second half of it. Hearing her admit that she actually liked me was priceless. I thought maybe Nathan had been lying but apparently he wasn't. I can't say she didn't make it obvious though. She's always been horrible at hiding her emotions.

I was going to kiss her... I really was but yeah that whole thing happened. I've been dying to since god knows when. Those pink lips are always torturing me, so is that amazing body of hers. Good lord, she's a masterpiece.

How did she end up liking me?

She's too good for me. I know I don't deserve her but I'm too selfish. Only I can have her, not one else. Only me.

I'm snapped back to reality when she starts to squirm against me. She carries on for a few more seconds with me watching her fascinated until her eyes flutter open.

Beautiful.

She looks up to me sheepishly "Morning"

"Morning" I greet back amused.

She gets up from against my chest and I frown slightly at the lack of contact before she starts to stretch gently and rub her eyes. I can see that she's holding back her stretch, probably scared to embarrass herself in front of me, knowing her. She should know that nothing she does is embarrassing to me, it just fascinated me. She leans against her headboard and I join her.

"Why do you look fresh? How long have you been up?" She asks skeptically as she fixes her loose ponytail.

"A few hours" I shrug.

"Doing what?" She drawls.

"Watching you sleep" I muse and she rolls her eyes but a smile plays on those lips. She always does that.

"Don't lie"

I laugh "I'm serious. Okay I also washed my face and teeth. Then I came back here to finish watching you"

It's true though.

She shakes her head "Weirdo"

"Did you know you snore?" I say, even though she doesn't really, just to get her to blush. I like it when she does that.

"I do not" She response flustered.

"Yeah sure" I snort.

She rolls her eyes moving "Wait here, I have to go freshen up too"

She gets up from her bed as she starts walking to the bathroom.

I can't believe I got to smell her the whole night. How lucky am I? I'm pretty sure I want to sleep with her forever. I wouldn't mind waking up to her face every morning. I can't say that to her though. I think it'll freak her out.

She's too innocent. Or so I think.

That night at the resort when she was grinding against me. I'll never forget that. Ever. That was so fucking sexy. I couldn't believe my eyes but I didn't mind at all. I don't think she notices but every time she checks me out, her breathing slows down and her pupils dilate gently... as if she really wants me.

It's sexy.

"Okay I'm back"

She jumps on the bed and gets under the covers next to me since it's still cold. I see no difference from before and after she washed her face. She's just always beautiful.

I sound like a wimp.

"How'd you sleep?" I ask.

She grins "Good. You're surprisingly very comfortable, Chambers"

I love it when she calls me that.

"I know" I muse.

She rolls her eyes "How'd you sleep?"

"Fine" I reply. I actually slept better than I have in a long time and it was because of her but she doesn't need to know that.

"Good" She murmurs.

"You said you wanted to tell me something" I remind.

I can see fear make its way to her soft eyes at reminder and I sit up alarmed. She fiddles with her fingers signaling that she feels nervous and uncomfortable before sighing loudly.

"I spoke to Zorro last night"

"What?" My voice booms angrily "That's where you were?"

She nods "He dragged me with him"

Why am I not surprised?

That little fucker ruined my chances of kissing her. I should've known it was him. For a second, I had been worried that she was speaking to her ex or something. I was really going to punch him. I know she doesn't like him anymore but still.

"What'd he want?" I ask tensely, fists clenched.

"Kyle... it was so scary" She breathes, eye wide and regretful "He looked like he had really lost it this time"

"Did he do anything to you?"

The thought alone.

She shakes her head "No"

I sigh half-relieved "What did he say?"

"We spoke about Riley and he told me that you killed her and whatnot. I told him to leave you alone then you said he wouldn't until you knew what it felt like to lose someone you love"

Someone I love... her.

"Not that you love me or anything but he connected the dots that you felt something for me" She continues slowly "Uhm, he said you finally had something to lose... and Kyle, I've never seen him look so happy"

There's no way I'm letting him take her away from me. Over my dead body.

I growl angrily "Fuck. He won't do anything"

"Your father will. Zorro said he was getting impatient. Remember what he said last time? He said the next to time he saw me he wouldn't be nice. Zorro also said you had upset a lot of people, like the guy from the repair shop, and he was dying to get his hands on me to make you pay"

Good lord.

"He's really going to do something this time. I can feel it" She gulps, fear in her eyes.

"He won't" I assure "No one will"

"Kyle... you have to tell them that Riley is alive" She says softly.

I shake my head "No, Chelsea-Anne, I don't want them to disturb her peace. She has a child now"

"Zorro won't hurt her. I saw the way he spoke about her... he loves her"

"I cant risk it" I say.

"Then you have to work for your father" She snaps defeated "They're going to hurt you too, Kyle. Zorro didn't need to say it but I saw it. They're very impatient"

Even she's giving up? What did he say to her that's so bad?

"That'll never happen" I bite.

She shakes her head "I just want you to know that I'm very scared, okay?"

"I know" I sigh defeated.

I'm scared too. Not of them, but of what they're going to do to Chelsea-Anne and I. God knows they're evil. I'm positively sure they have a lot of blood on their hands.

I try to stay away from their shady dealings but it doesn't take a genius to know that they've murdered before. Maybe not by themselves, but they have hitmen. Yeah, that's the kind of life I live. The life RJ, Zack, Mom and I were forced to live by our selfish father. Zack and Mom gave in. I didn't. RJ didn't. Sometimes I wish I had run away too. But that means I would have never met Chelsea-Anne.

"What are you thinking about?" She asks.

I smile gently with how concerned she looks "Nothing. I'm just glad I met you"

She blushes instantly "You are?"

"Yes" I breathe a laugh because of how freaking cute she looks all flustered up because of me.

"I'm glad I met you too" She admits smiling.

"Off course you are" I snort, deciding to ruin the moment and she hits my chest scoffing. I can't even feel anything "You hit like a girl"

"Spoiler alert... I am" She deadpans.

I smirk "Yeah, I would know"

She raises a skeptical brow "Know how? You've never seen my lady parts"

I laugh loudly at this.

"Oh god" I wheeze "That's not what I meant"

She flushes "Then what were talking about?"

"I just meant that you looked really sexy in that dress so obviously you're girl" I laugh.

"Oh" She drawls, smiling sheepishly as she collapses on her pillow and looks to the ceiling before looking at me again.

"Jesus, Chelsea-Anne, if you wanted me to see your lady parts, you could've just shown them to me. I wouldn't mind at all" I smirk.

I kind of mean it.

"Ew" She screeches hitting me again "Perv"

I snort "Who even says lady parts?"

"Me" She retorts "Anyways can we please stop speaking about my lady parts?"

I move closer to her as I lean on my elbow so that her face is right under mine "No"

She's beautiful.

I can see her breath get caught in her throat as she gulps at the close proximity. I love how responsive she is to me. Her eyes dilate slightly like they always do when I'm this close to her. She has tiny and light freckles on a nose that you'd only see if you're closer.

"Move, Chambers" She utters, her fresh breath fanning my face, but I can see she doesn't mean it.

"No" I say again.

She doesn't say anything but I notice her gaze shift between my lips and eyes. I love it when she does that. Her eyes look longingly at mine like she really wants this... she really wants me. She'd be surprised at how much more I want her. It's actually torture at this point. I want every single part of her.

But not yet.

"I want to kiss you" I admit.

Her blue eyes snap to mine as I can see her struggle to breathe "So do it"

Oh god.

My thumb connects with her soft lips like it always does as I caress her face. I don't even control it anymore. They're so fucking soft and perfect... just waiting for mine.

"I can't" I whisper, shaking my head.

Her eyes look deflated as a frown covers her face "Why not?"

"I don't think I'll be able to stop"

"I don't want you to" She utters.

I shake my head again, my eyes piercing into hers "When I finally kiss you, I want to be only thinking about you. Only you. No one else. Not Zach, not RJ and not my father. Only you, Chelsea-Anne because thats how much you mean to me... that's how much it'll mean to me"

I hope she can understand what I'm saying.

She smiles widely and I breathe relieved that she didn't take it the wrong way "You should do poetry, Chambers"

I laugh.

"I mean it. I want to kiss you so bad. I have been for a while. But not yet... not while things are still like this. I have to take care of them first"

She nods, showing me that she understands exactly what I'm saying "Okay"

"Okay" I say back.

She rolls her eyes amused "Okay, but can you at least kiss my cheek?"

She's so cute.

I laugh but do just that as my lips land gently on her warm cheek and I feel her smile against them "There you go, baby"

"Thanks" She blushes.

"How about your nose?" I ask.

She nods grinning before my lips work their way to her cute freckles nose and peck there gently.

"Uhm... your forehead?"

She nods again, eyes closed and smile wide and I do just that.

"Your chin?"

She laughs happily wrapping her arms around my neck and she nods. I laugh too but continue pecking her all over her gorgeous face. This is so fun.

"How about your neck?" I smirk.

She blushes but nods nonetheless.

I decide to make this one more enjoyable because I know how much she liked it the last time.

Her arms tighten slowly around my neck as I start kissing my way to hers. I peck just below her ear slowly and I feel her shudder against me, causing me to smirk. I finally reach the side of her neck as I open my lips wider and latch on to her skin.

"Kyle" She utters breathlessly.

Good god. She's sexy.

I hope Kyle Junior will not embarrass me right now because I'm getting way too excited.

I suck there gently, enjoying how she tastes and how she's reacting to me. I can hear her harsh breathing in my ear and her small whimpers.

Fuck me.

I want her so bad. I've never had to resist a girl so badly in my life... I've never wanted one so badly either. The amount of cold showers I've had to take because of her... It's torture. But I like it.

My hand makes it's way into her shirt as I rub soothingly on her flat and warm stomach.

I pull back after a while after I'm sure I've marked her to be greeted by her flustered face. Her eyes are wild and she has a happy grin on her face.

"You gave me a hickey didn't you?" She points her eyes at me as she touches the spot.

I smirk "Maybe"

She shakes her head "Animal"

"You like it" I wink causing her to flush instantly. I noticed she likes it when I wink "You're mine now, capisce?"

She is. She has to be.

She grins "Mm, maybe"

But the looks that she gives me tells me that she's mine. Only mine. And I'm hers.

Finally.

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There you have it, peoples!

Please please please comment. I want to know exactly what you guys thought about that. I was very insecure writing as Kyle but I really hope you guys enjoyed it!

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