Chapter 19 " Love me "

WARNING : THERE STICKING THE STICK IN THE HOLE!

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Stephen P.O.V

When we left the hospital, it was weird and not because of Kayla. It was because of Jackson, he kept twitching and pacing. I knew something was wrong so I decided to do something before we arrived at the house.

" Hey Kayla! Can  I talk to you for a sec? " I asked her as we reached the car, she nodded and gave Riley to Ollie.

Ollie took Riley while following Jackson and Derek that were in front of us. " What is it? " she asked me as she flipped her hair giving me a ' I know what you want but you have to say it ' faces.

" W-Well I was wondering if you could babysit Riley and Derek for the night, I don't feel good  " Total lie, I say to myself" and Jackson's seems nervous probably about doing everything alone again. " I lied easily.

She nodded understandingly " Sure thing, you guys just need a break after all of this, I understand " I smile and give her hug thanking her.

She replies by saying that it was nothing. We catch up to Ollie and Jackson putting the kids inside the car, " Hold up! Derek and Riley are going with Kayla and Ollie for tonight! " I told both of them.

Jackson looked at me confused mixed with relief and something else, I don't know what though. Ollie nods directing Riley and Derek to their car.

" You two be good and don't break anything okay? I'll pick you two up...tomorrow at night. " I said. Riley nodded and Derek looked nervous about going with Kayla and Ollie but Riley grabbed his hand and started talking to him normally. Derek smiled calming down, I sighed in relief, good now I can do my plan.

" Oh wait Stephen! " Kayla said getting my attention, she came and whispered in my ear " Ride the cock good! " then left.

I stood there speechless, what the fuck?! Did she seriously just say that?! I need new friends I thought but then again she knew what I wanted. I walked to the car getting in the passenger seat. I didn't lay all the way afraid of crushing my stitches.

" Soo " Jackson's started as we started for the house. " Want to explain what that was over there? " he asked looking at me raising one of his eyebrows.

I smiled and kissed his lips " Just want to do something tonight. " I said seductively.

Okay, I was doing this on purpose because after what almost happened with Ellie, I can't help but think, what if he did steal my virginity? Jackson wouldn't be my first! It freaked me out and I wanted to make sure he was my first!

Jackson's eyes lit up as he knew what I wanted, suddenly the car was going extremely fast. I laughed and Jackson mumbled some words before slowing down a little but still fast. In about 10 minutes we were at the house parking.

Jackson got out as fast he could while I took my sweet time to the door. Jackson growled at me but I ignored him as I walked to the door. After only reaching the stairs Jackson snarled and came over to me carrying me gently and making sure to hold me from my butt instead of my back.

Jackson closed the door his eyes yellow and filled with lust, " You do know what I want to do right? " he asked me as he climbed the stairs to our room.

I nodded as I started leaving little pecks on his neck, going all the way up his jaw and ended right on his lips. I heard Jackson purr in delight, " Wait! Your back..we can't I don't want to hurt you. " Jackson's voice says worriedly as he opens the door to the bedroom.

I look at Jackson and pout, " We can still do it! " I pouted, he raised an eyebrow but he knew we could I bet he just wanted me to admit it. " Really? How so? " he asked as he laid down on the bed while I straddled his lap.

I leaned towards him and whispered " I can ride you. " as soon as those words left my mouth, Jackson's lips crashed into mine making me moan in delight. When we stopped I looked into his lustful yellow eyes.

There so beautiful, I thought to myself but they also got me horny.

" Fine by me baby! " Jackson said as he grinded his hips on mine. I moaned while Jackson hungrily kissed my neck. " Off. " he said motioning to my clothes.

I quickly got off of him taking off my clothes, he did the same but stayed on the bed. As soon as we were both naked, Jackson pulled me into his lap and started kissing again.

" Oh man, I've been waiting for this forever! " Jackson growled as he attacked my neck with hickeys. I let him  as I started to grind my hips on his lap making both of our members rub against each other, we moaned together as I kept grinding my hips on him.

The room felt like it was 1000 degrees and our bodies were already sweaty and hot. Jackson didn't leave any where on my body unturned either, he made sure to kiss everywhere and mark every inch of my body with his bites. It was amazing, it made me happy to know that he wanted to mark me as his and only his. I will never want to be with anybody else.

Ever.

I heard a click of a bottle being opened but ignored as I kissed Jackson while still grinding my hips on his but as I was I felt something enter me. I immediately tensed up but Jackson chuckled as he stopped kissing me.

" Relax it's just my finger, I lubed it up so it wouldn't hurt that much. Just focus on something else." he advised as he started thrusting his finger in and out, making me moan loudly. I went with his suggestion trying to focus on something else. I immediately focused on our members that were rubbing against each other.

" That's it baby your doing great. " Jackson reassured me just as he added another finger making me moan some more, I didn't even realize I was pushing my hips back to add to his fingers thrusting.

" Alright I think your ready baby " Jackson said after a while of scissoring me with his finger. Jackson sat up lining up his member to my hole. I gulped at his size but Jackson just looked at me his yellow glowing eyes telling me I would be fine.

Okay...you can do this Stephen..it's not even a big deal losing your virginity. I mentally groaned at myself. Stephen stop thinking about this during such an important time. My eyes locked on Jackson's as he smiled reassuringly at me. The simple gesture causing butterflies to appear in my stomach.

I nodded and took a deep breath just as I started to go down. I took in Jackson's member inch by inch slowly but immediately tensed up when it started hurting. " Ahh I can't do it Jackson! I'm ahh ngh scared! " I whined as I stopped pushing back into him. I was panting and there were beads of sweat running down my face. Jackson held my hips and kissed me on the lips.

" Stephen your doing fine baby. Here I'll help you " Jackson said as he started to move his member deeper into me. I gripped his shoulders as he entered me all the way. " Oh gosh why are you so big? " I moaned out.

Jackson chuckled " I don't know Steph but I'll take that as a compliment. " I laughed quietly as I got used to the feeling of Jackson's member inside me. After a while most of the pain was gone and now I just had to this nagging feeling to move so I did.

As soon as I did I moaned loudly while Jackson groaned happily. " Yes Stephen start moving baby! Ride me baby! " Jackson moaned.

" Jaxx! " I moaned out as I started to ride his dick, nice and fast. To say it felt amazing would be an understatement! It felt fucking awesome, it's like I was in cloud nine!

I kept bouncing on Jackson's dick, moaning loudly as I did. " Oh gosh Jax! " I moaned out. " Yes baby keep going! " Jackson groaned.

I rode him moaning loudly as I took his whole member in, eventually his dick hit me somewhere that almost made me cum from just hitting it. Though all of a sudden Jackson put me so I was on all fours then thrusted into me but he made sure not to touch my back. Jackson held my hips as he thrusted into me hard and fast but at the same time he was careful not to hurt me.

" Ahhh yes! Jax! Go faster! " I moaned as I grabbed the sheets underneath me. As soon as he heard me his thrust got faster making me moan more.

Jackson groaned and moved his face so it was next to mine " You riding me like that was just so hot! My gosh Stephen no one can be as sexy as you are! " he purred in my ear.

I moaned at his words, they even made me drip precum! Jackson kept his fast pace hitting that spot every once in a while. I could only take so much though " Jax! I'm going to! " I moaned out just as Jackson leaned in kissing me on the lips, his tongue swirling around my mouth.

" Go ahead baby! ' Jackson groaned as he thrusted one last time inside me. I cummed on the bed sheets just as he came inside me.

At that moment I realized that I never said those three words that every lover says to the other one. " Jax.." I whispered out. Jackson got out of me leaving me empty but right now all I did was turn around kissing him hungrily on the lips. Jackson was cut off guard but kissed back, I smiled looking into his eyes " I love you. I love you Jackson..so so much. "

When I said that Jackson's eyes lit up and he kissed me so passionately that I thought he wouldn't stop the kiss but he did but left me out of breath as he responded, " I love you too Stephen so so much "