CH 20
The Case of a Childhood Friend That I Haven't Talked to in a Long Time is a Pushover
I think my daily life has really changed a lot since I started dating Kasumi. Not just visible changes, but because I began to think more about what I could do to make Kasumi happy as her boyfriend, and how I could interact with her.
âWhatâs wrong?â
ââ¦â¦ Ah, no.â
As I was eating my lunch facing Kasumi, I shook my head at her question.
I have nothing to hide anymore, and being able to open up and eat the bento that Kasumi made for me without hesitation is another change. I should have been enjoying my lunch in this way, but as I said before, I was still in a daze thinking about Kasumi.
âWell â¦â¦ Iâve been thinking about things.â
âCan you tell me about it?â
âThe truth isâââ
I told Kasumi exactly what I was thinking. Kasumi was happy to hear that I had thought of that, but she continued, âIâve been thinking about this for a long time.â
âIâm glad you think that way. But itâs fine as usual, really. Iâm sure Kazuki and I have started dating, but it doesnât mean that our relationship as childhood friends has changed. We just need to spend our time as we have in the past, and I think thatâs what we do.â
ââ¦.Haha, I guess soâ
Thatâs certainly true.
There is no need to force a change just because we are now lovers. Should we just continue to treat each other as we had in the past, as childhood friends? What the heck, my oversized bomb that I had been laughing at. how easy it was thrown in.
âBut since weâre in a relationship, we should definitely kiss and have s*x beyond that. Just childhood friends donât do that kind of thing, but I refuse to go on like that ever. I want to do those things with Kazuki too â¦â¦.â
No, itâs not my place to say that Iâm embarrassed by those words. I mean, itâs not my place to say that, but I donât think you have to say it if you were going to blush like that. I really â¦â¦ imagined it a little bit because of what Kasumi said.
[â¦â¦ Kazuki, please â¦â¦ come?]
Relax, count the prime numbers.
Get out of my head the image of Kasumi, naked and ready to accept me with her cheeks flushed red that I just pictured in my head â¦â¦, Iâm explaining it all very vividly â¦â¦ !!!!
ââ¦.Fuuuâ
âAh?â
ââ¦..Yeahâ
âYeahâ¦.â
âI seeâ¦.â
âYeahâ¦..â
By the way, thereâs no particular significance to the nodding exchange we just had.
We just â¦â¦ understand what we imagined at the stage when we were blushing at each other. Kasumi doesnât call me a pervert at times like this, I was quite grateful for that.
âKazuki in my imagination.â
âHeyâ
â[Iâm gonna put it in, kasumi] â¦â¦ embarrassing â¦â¦.â
âIf youâre embarrassed, donât say it, or rather, donât explain the situation!â
Letâs just eat our lunches⦠our lunches!
I eat one meal after another to purge the evil thoughts that come to mind, but I canât concentrate because of the strange things Kasumi said to make me aware of them.
ââ¦â¦â¦..â
I get a glimpse of Kasumi. â¦â¦ Thatâs when we both ended our indescribable lunch time together.
âHey, hey, why were you both blushing while eating your lunches?â
âYeah, weâve all been wondering.â
âWe Wish you could tell us?â
Asahina san, Kuramochi san, and Saeki san approached us saying so.
This is the first time Iâve talked to Saeki san, but I couldnât care less about that right now. I said there was no reason for me to do so, but of course then the three of them would look at Kasumi.
âItâs very rare for Kasumi to be embarrassed. Kasumi shows us a lot of different expressions when Rindou kun is around âªâ
Saeki san said with a wink.
From my point of view, I know that Kasumi has many different expressions. Itâs true that Kasumiâs expression doesnât change much when sheâs just looking at them. â¦â¦ But I guess this is a way for people to see how cute she is.
âSo, Kasumi, what did you talk about?ãOf course, Iâm not going to force you to answer.â
âMikoto, even so, youâre totally going to force.â
At Kasumiâs words, Kuramochi san laughed and nodded, saying, âOf course.â
As in the usual girl-on-girl entanglements, Kuramochi san put her hand on Kasumiâs ample b*s with an erotic look on her face.
âHere, here, I want you to tell me, Kasumi?â
Iâve touched her â¦â¦ accidentally, but if you think about it, of course Iâve never rubbed Kasumiâs breasts, Iâm jealous â¦â¦ of you, you idiot, what am I thinking?
âIf they were both blushing, it means they were thinking of â¦â¦ something that would make them embarrassed, right? Iâm sure they wouldnât be embarrassed by eating a meal together now, and they are used to the two of us in class. So does that mean â¦â¦ you were imagining something naughty?â
Kasumiâs body trembled in a way that was easy to understand the moment Asahina san said it, putting her hand on her chin and making a gesture like some detective.
âOh? Aw? Kasumi, were you thinking about that? I wonder if itâs the same for you too, Rindou kun?â
ââ¦Auuuuâ
Whereâs your usual poker face, Kasumi!
Well, but this reaction completely gave it away. Iâm not sure if Iâm being too harsh, but Iâm sure Iâm not the only one. â¦â¦
âI just told himâ¦.. I donât want anything to change as a childhood friend, but I want to kiss and have s*x. Thatâs all.â
âO-ouuuâ¦.â
Kuramochi sanâs straightforward words were pushed in the opposite direction.
I donât know what she thought of Kuramochi sanâs situation, but Kasumi asked the girls, including Kuramochi san, the following question.
âI wonder what kind of situation would make me more likely to do that. Iâd like to ask for your advice on how to take a few more steps forward than Iâm taking now.â
âAdvise â¦â¦, er, â¦â¦ and ask Mai!â
âMe! I canât, I canât! Rei!â
âIâm the farthest away from that sort of thing!â
All three were red-faced and flustered by Kasumiâs question.
â¦â¦I see, so thatâs what all three of them are saying. â¦â¦ I see. Iâll keep quiet because it would be sexual harassment if I, as a man, said that.
âVirgins.â
Kuramochi san lightly tapped on Kasumiâs head.
Kasumi rubbed the spot where she had been hit and muttered smugly.
âIâm already booked and ready to dedicate myself to Kazuki at any time. But Mai, Mikoto, and Rei havenât even started. Do you see the difference?â
At Kasumiâs words, the three of them turned over holding their chests.
Apparently, that was quite a cutting remark for the three of them. I mean, I was blushing and downcast, too, though not like them. I vowed that I would have to tell Kasumi to wrap her words in a little more sugar, when I got home.
The days that followed passed slowly.
It was the time of year when June passed and July arrived, and the clothes were changed to summer clothes â the time when that person, whom I had almost forgotten, appeared in front of her again.
â¦â¦ However, Kasumi didnât mind at all.
âIf itâs a confession, I decline. You heard what I said, right? I already have a boyfriend and weâre having a lovey-dovey time, so I donât want you to start making noise.â
I was standing next to her, and I couldnât help but giggle at her refreshing lack of interest, but it seemed to have ignited Senpaiâs anger and his arm reached out to me.
âWhat are you laughing atââ
A hand was extended as if to grab me by the chest, but it never reached me.
I thought I heard a sound like the wind breaking, because Kasumiâs fist was close enough to snatch the tip of senpaiâs nose.
âI will not forgive you if you touch anyone I care about.â
At that one word, the senpais fell on their butts.
Kasumi once told me that she was better than me in terms of strength, and this part of my life makes me think thatâs true. I thought to myself, âI should learn karate from Kasumi, too.â