today

today,

away,

out of my sight

deep in my mind

you came alive,

from dead

today,

far away

you might be somewhere

and I'm reaching for you

but can't touch

never did

today

somehow

you appeared

when I couldn't see

but feel

and didn't want to

today

first play

in the circus of feelings

but different positions

different game

I didn't want to play

but for me

it was made

today I love you

today I don't

I have to leave

there's so much going on

I'm going away

but when I come

I expect you to be here

open your arms

and accept me again

even if you're hurt

you be here

that's just so wrong baby

I won't do that today

today

you came my way

but I chose to stay

and open my arms for me

I don't need to break

so people to like me

or pretend

today

I buried the thought of you

but in a place when it can't haunt me

ever again

today

will always be a beautiful day.