Chapter 84

Chapter 0084

REAGAN’S POV.

In my dreams, I see Ashanti.

When I wake up in the morning, the first thought that crosses my mind is about her.

At work, her voice is in my head, distracting me from doing anything.

She is destroying me without even trying!

“She’s your mate. It’s only normal that she drives you crazy and it won’t be this bad if you’d just tell her and accept her.”

And there goes King again. Adding salt to my wounds.

“King, please can you slip into something more comfortable? Like a comma?”

“You very well know you won’t survive being at Lycan King if I were to slip into a coma.

“You are supposed to comfort me, not berate me like this.”

“I will only seize to berate you when you finally do the right thing.”

“And that’s as much whining as I can take from you tonight. Leave me alone.” I block him out and heave out a heavy sigh of exasperation.

King is right though.

Everything I’m going through right now is nothing out my Karma. My body, my mind and my spirit is punishing me for not wanting to do the right thing. But like I said before, I have my reasons.

Groaning, I lean forward, towards the table to pick up the remote control, but pause hallway when I see my cell phone on the table as well.

All I have to do is pick up that phone, make one phone call and Ashanti will be here in the next twenty minutes, but I won’t.

I almost lost my shit the other night she was here. I need one more night away from her to come back to my senses.

A knock sounds on my door. I flick my eyes to it, wondering who it could be. Most definitely one of my servants who’s here to ask me for the one. millionth time tonight if I need anything.

“Come in.” I say out loud. Immediately, the door, creaks open while I pick up the remote control and turn on the TV. Whoever it is closes the door and the next thing I hear is footsteps approaching me.

My eyes are still glued to the screen as I search for channels.

“Alpha Reagan.” I hear my name and the voice

echoes in my head over and over again until I match it with its owner’s face.

F**k no!

I whip my head to my right, only to see Alina, standing before me. My mouth drops when she shrugs off the blazer covering of her body, letting it drop to the ground and revealing her completely naked body. My eyes brows trip to my hairline as I look at her, completely dumbfounded.

What’s going on here?

“Alina. What’s the meaning of this?” She doesn’t respond to me. Instead, walks in front of me and tries to strap over my thighs, but I stop her by holding her right arm and pushing her away.

“Alpha Reagan.” She calls in pure shock. Staggering. She cannot believe I just pushed her away.

“Stop.” I warn through my teeth. She’s looking at me in awe. Like she cannot believe I just pushed her away.

Which wasn’t the case until Ashanti showed up.

“Why? Why do you want me to stop? You never ask me to stop.” Her voice is a broken mess as she talks. I suck in a deep breath and adjust on my seat.

She’s completely naked before me, but just like the other girls, she has nothing on me.

This is what I mean when I say Ashanti is

destroying me. Before she came, Alina used to be my best girl. I’d summon her at least three times every week and I used to have my best night with her. Just looking at her naked body would get me aroused, but all that has changed.

Looking at Alina’s body right now makes me feel the same way a teenager feels when looking at dirty dishes packed in a sink.

Annoyed.

Maybe even disgusted.

I want to be nowhere close to her.

“I owe you no explanation, Alina. When I say I do not want to be with you, you ought to respect that and stay clear of my path.”

“What if I can’t?” A ridge forms between my brows as I furrow them, giving her a surprised look.

“What?”

“We had something special, Alpha Reagan.”

“We had sex.”

“Special sex.”