16. Yolked As One

*Warning y'all now, this chapter is rated Mature.

Yes, the moment some of you have been waiting for*

*MATTY POV*

"What the hell..."

I lost my panting breath as I saw my old bedroom had been transformed into a peaceful oasis with potted plants, lit candles, and rose petals sprinkled across the room. The coffee table had been redone with my favorite homemade treats that Luca must had spent hours baking for me and the smell was what set my heart at ease.

Fuck

Groaning at my own stupidity, I smacked the back of my head against the door. Feeling like an idiot for thinking these two were plotting to kick me out of the trio when really they were just trying to hide this sweet surprise from me.

They really did want the three of us to stay the night together and I know that because it must have taken teamwork to set this up for me and not say a word.

Who am I kidding? They would never leave me, they love my dumbass way too fucking much to even think about it.

I walked over to the table and grabbed a small macadamia nut cookie, munching on its soft gooey goodness before walking back to the door and unlocking it.

I slowly opened the door to find my husbands standing against the opposite wall with their heads down, looking like the saddest puppies with their tails tucked between their legs. I leaned against the doorway and sighed, knowing I fucked up this time.

"What is this guys?" I asked in the softest voice I could muster and Luca perked his head up just as I took another bite of his delicious cookie.

"We just thought that maybe since you've been so tense lately with the babies and dealing with us, that we wanted to relax you by giving you a massage together," Thomas explained first, avoiding my gaze as he did so as he looked off to the side.

"But after hearing how you feel, it seems really stupid now. It's okay if you're not up for it like you said earlier. We can save it for another day," Luca says with a slight blush to his cheeks.

Now I can definitely see where our kids get their sad puppy eyes from.

"Come here," I opened the door wide enough for them to both come in and closed the door, locking it again but it's not like anyone else was here except us.

"I think, you two are absolutely the most adorable husbands I could ever wish for. I'm sorry for assuming shit and acting all dramatic for apparently no reason. I love you two and recently it's been so hard because I want to give you my best, but I've been thinking maybe my best isn't good enough." I confessed and Luca took my hands in his, gently kissing the tops of my knuckles while a single tear falls down his cheek.

I carefully wiped the tear from his soft skin and cupped his cheek in my hand, tilting his head up so he would stop staring at the hardwood floor.

"Why are you crying angel?" I asked him, but he shook his head grasping my hand with his.

"Because we must not be doing something right if that's how you feel on a daily basis," He sniffled and I gently raked my hands through his soft brown curls. Thomas gently kissed Luca's cheek before taking me by surprise and slowly kissing my lips, bringing me close as I continued to stroke Luca's cheek with my thumb. I could sense the worry on Thomas' lips as he kissed me and felt bad for even saying anything.

"Why haven't you told us? We talk about everything Matty, why didn't you bring this up?" Thomas asked when he pulled away but his touch just lingered on my lips.

"I don't know, we've just been so busy with the babies that I didn't think I was important," I told them and Luca pulled me close now, both of their kisses were different but I could always sense their emotions through them with Luca holding more worry and anxiety on his chest than Thomas.

It didn't mean Luca cared more than Thomas did, he just thinks harder about things and always assumes the worst faster than Thomas does. The poor man probably thought I wanted to divorce them or something.

Not like I would have too anymore after what the president did.

"Matthias, all five of those beautiful little ones wouldn't be here without you. Without you, our intelligent Jaydean, troublemaking Rumi, charming Nakoa, shy Mika-Ji, and headstrong Novalee wouldn't even exist. You created and carried these five amazing human beings, don't you think you deserve to think of yourself a little more highly than the rest of us?" He asked and now it was my turn to be shy as I looked down at the floor, but he wouldn't let me as he tilted my chin back up and quickly pecked my lips.

"Hmm?" He his blue eyes pierced into mine and I sighed while Thomas hugged me from behind, kissing the nape of my neck.

"No, because I think we're all equals," I gasped as Luca's soft lips pressed against my neck as his fingers touched the corners of my shirt and I slowly pushed him away. I hadn't been shirtless in front of them since before the quad squad was born.

"Come on my Love, you know we both think you're breathtaking no matter what," Luca mumbled into my other ear and I sighed. Releasing my grip and letting him slowly peel my shirt up, lifting it over my head.

Embarrassed by the stupid stretch marks that covered my abs, I tried to cover them up but Thomas stopped me, pushing me back against the bed until I fell onto the plush duvet.

"I believe I told you this once and I'll tell you once more, but never make me say it again," he says in that deep husky voice that has me like quivering putty in his hands as he nips my earlobe.

"You're not allowed to hide from us," he repeated and I had to catch my breath, feeling Luca's cool hands run against my bare stomach.

"So beautiful," Luca sighs and tilted his head down to kiss my cheek, I was so embarrassed that I felt like I was going to have a panic attack and they sensed it.

"Here, why don't you lay down on your stomach," Thomas suggested and I nodded, trying to calm my racing heart as it was telling me to run but I couldn't hide anymore. Not from them.

I crossed my arms and burried my head against them, trying not to think about the stripes on my sides showing like battle scars. An oily substance touched my back and soon the smell of pine and lavender flooded my nasal cavities, working like one to relax me with their soft scent.

"My love, I'm afraid I'm not the best at giving massages so I'll let Thomas do all the work but can I at least hold you?" I heard Luca beg and I looked up to see he was now sitting with his legs crossed in front of me.

I slowly nodded, afraid that talking might show the cracks in my voice and inched my way up to rest my head on his calves. Closing my eyes, I tried to slow my breaths as Luca gently toyed with my hair while Thomas put me in between his legs. Resting right behind my ass as he slowly ran his large hands at my shoulders, starting by alleviating the stressful knots I had stocked up over the past year.

"Matty, do you know why we love you?" Thomas asked and slowly worked his hands to my mid back.

"Cause I'm a pain in the ass and you don't have much of a choice? Ay!" I yelped as he pinched my ass in response and Luca started running his hands over my muscular biceps.

"That too, but that's not the only reason," Luca teases, both of them speaking in the softest voices imaginable to the point where they were almost whispering.

"I love you because even though your strong and independent, you always know when to admit that you need help," Luca said and as his hands ran up my arms I slowly inched one hand away from his face, slowly making small circles as I innocently made my way up his thigh.

"I love you, because I can always depend on you and I know you're never going to give up without a fight," Thomas whispers into my ear, gently kissing the back of my head and I could feel his shirtless muscles pressing into my back along with the large bulge pushing against my ass.

I almost moaned but turned it into a soft sigh but the three of us had been together for so long that I couldn't hide anything from them and sometimes that included my own thoughts. We could now read the soft pants and fidgets in each other's bodies to calculate the best way to strike. It was game on now.

"Mmm, feeling a little sensitive baby?" Thomas asked as he grinded against me while sitting up, I could hear him kiss Luca before he sat up and now worked his magical hands down my lower back. This time I couldn't hold it as I let out a soft moan and Luca giggled a little, hovering over my ear.

"I think our plan is working," He whispered before kissing my neck and pulling my head into his lap as he did so.

"Fuck you two for seducing me," I muttered under my breath and Thomas' hands went to my lower back, taking his time as he drew a deep line to the edge of my pants.

"I love you too," Thomas mumbled as he cracked my back and I groaned.

"And I love you, because whenever you face any adveristies, you always manage to find the strength to pull through for us. I admire that," Thomas tells Luca who traces small circles in my shoulders.

"I love you because you're sweeter than Matthias," Luca sarcastically nudges me and I smirked, planning his slow torture in my head just for that.

"Thank you guys, I really needed this. But you know what else I need?" I asked sliding my hand from Luca's thigh to the zipper of his jeans, causing him to gasp slightly. I tilted my head as I played with his hardened bulged and took my time unzipping them.

"You," I smiled and felt my jeans slowly slip away by Thomas' tricky hands. Luca had to lean back against the headboard as I sensually swiped my finger up his length through the fabric of his sexy little black mesh jockstrap.

"Matthias," Luca pants as I kissed the skin above the line of his underwear, toying with him.

"What was that about Thomas being nicer?" I asked and Thomas laughed against the skin of my back as he kissed a line down my spine.

"I said he was sweeter and right now you're only proving his point," He whimpered and I almost caved but his comment wasn't what I was looking for.

"Wow, was this an extra little present?" I asked as I admired the mesh and released him from his jeans as I only kissed the tip and looked up to find my sweetheart out of breath and in pain. He slowly nodded with his freckled cheeks so red that they almost glowed in the candlelit room.

"D-D-Do you like it?" He stuttered and I moaned as Thomas' index finger slipped right over my hole using the massage oil.

"I hope you only wear these for your husbands," I said directly into his large shaft so he could feel my hot breath directly placed on his sensitive member.

"Matty please," He whimpered again in a faint cry and I raised my brow. He never calls me Matty and he knows how much it turns me on when he says it. His accent making is sound more like Mat-tae and it was so delicate as it slipped off his beautifully pouted lips.

"Mmm, I suppose I'll stop messing with you," I sighed against him and he physically shuddered. I peeled away the mesh, licking the tip as I took him into my mouth and he finally released a long sigh of relief.

My own mouth watering as I sucked on his sweet skin, moaning as Thomas rimmed my ass with his tongue. Pushing me to put my legs up so I was on all fours as he switched between fingering me and licking me but both felt so fucking amazing that I wanted to melt into the sheets and never leave this bed. Choking as I took in Luca's length as deep as I could with his fingers tangled in my messy hair.

"Mmm you both look so beautiful right now," Thomas sighed into my back and I could feel his tip rubbing against my hole, teasing me in his own way. I popped off Luca's dick and gently kissed his chest as I sat up, knowing how he was almost there but I didn't want him to cum just yet.

"Wait, I want both of you this time," I spoke out and casually glanced back at Thomas, who looked like he was in a trance with his sweet brown eyes trained directly on the both of us. His thick brow rose a bit as he ran his hands over my sides.

"But remember last time? We almost ripped you apart," Thomas says out of concern and I rolled my eyes.

"Are you sure?" Luca asked and I wrapped my arm around Thomas' neck, pulling him close, not really caring that he had been all over my ass as I kissed him since I felt like I hadn't given him as much attention as Luca.

His hardened dick pressed in between my legs and I shuddered at the feeling, wanting them both more than anything. I felt Luca's lips pressed against my sensitive nipple as he cupped his tongue around it and Thomas moaned when our husband's hand went down my chest and explored both of us at the same time.

"I'm sure," I told them in a gasping breath. I was kind of jealous when Luca did it and I wanted to try it again.

"Your wish is our command tonight," Luca sensually whispers in my ear and I turned back to Luca, wrapping my arms around his shoulders as I positioned myself above him and Thomas at the same time.

Thomas gently kissed the back of my next and I held my breath as I eased them both inside me. I choked on my own air as I burried my head in Luca's shoulder and cried out when I just went for it and got them in as fast as possible. Which I quickly regretted as tears lined the brim of my eyes and I felt stretched to the max.

"Are you okay kitten?" Thomas asked, and I bit my lip so hard that I tasted my own blood.

"Yeah, but if either of you moves a millimeter, I'm chopping both your dicks off," I threatened and Luca yelped, as I dug my nails into his skin. Both of them being extremely careful not to mover their lower halves as they covered me in small kisses, holding their own breaths. After a short while, the immediate burning wasn't as bad and I sighed into Luca's shoulder.

"Mmm being inside you feels so good right now my love," Luca groans and I nodded, gasping for air as I looked at Thomas and he thrust inside me with Luca at the same time.

Well this was a new feeling.

Were they going to tear apart my insides? Possibly. But was it worth it? Fuck yeah.

Having the two people I love the most inside me, connecting the three of us together as one, was one of the most beautiful feelings I've ever had and because of that fact alone I started to take pleasure out of the massive amounts of pain.

"Ahhh, keep...ahhh...going...fuck...you're so deep," I moaned like a bitch into Luca's shoulder as they thrust deeper inside me, filling me beyond the brim and hitting every spot imaginable. The tears falling from my cheeks as it hurt so fucking bad but felt so good.

If they could fuck me like this, they must still find me attractive since Thomas ate me out, Luca begged for a blow job, and now they were pounding into me like gentle madmen. They didn't want to hurt me, but were so turned on that they were seeking their release in syncronized unison with whispered words of passion and encouragement.

And I really fucking loved them for that. I loved everything about them and this moment where all their quirks were showing and I treasured them. From the way Luca bit his lip and his eyes closed as he moaned when he was rubbing against Thomas inside me to how Thomas held all of us together like he was protecting us in his grasp like we were the only thing that mattered to him.

Now I was close to my own orgasm and so were they, as Luca hit that spot that had me coming to an orgasm so mind shattering that my toes curled and my entire body shook violently. I felt their warm cum shooting inside me as they both released just seconds after I did. Because I'm instersex, mine was just an orgasm without fluids, not like that made a difference considering how amazing that was.

I nearly collapsed as they pulled out of me and I knew I wasn't walking anywhere anytime soon so I just layed on Luca's chest, unable to move. He wrapped his sweaty self around me along with Thomas as he just stayed like that for a few moments. Not saying a word as we all caught out breath.

"That went a lot better than I expected," Thomas grunted and I tiredly nodded.

"Uh huh," I mumbled and Luca laughed at my response.

"Oh, our poor love. I think we broke him," Luca chuckles and I pinched his nipple.

"Fuck you, my entire body is going to hurt tomorrow," I groaned and he gently kissed my cheek.

"I love you two," He sighed, kissing Thomas' lips over me.

"You want to wash off Kitten?" He asked me and I nodded, getting peeled off Luca's hot sticky skin as I tried to get up on my own, only to have my legs betray me and collapse to the floor.

"Matty!"

***

"This is embarassing,"

I groaned as I leaned against the wall of my shower, soaking in the steam with both Luca and Thomas keeping a supportive hand on me at all times as they quickly washed up before turning to me.

"You know, this shower isn't as depressing as it use to be," I said just loud enough for them to hear as I ran my soapy fingers through my hair while Thomas ran the loufa over my body and Luca held me up.

"Why was it depressing before?" Luca asked as he washed his back and I could see the claw marks I had accidentally sug into his skin.

"I use to spend a lot of time in here when I was pregnant with Jaydean and just talk to her by myself. Before you guys were permanent figures in her life, I thought I was going to have to do it all alone," I admitted and forced myself off the tiled wall to let the water run over my body.

"You never would have been alone Matty, even if we weren't together I still would have seen you through it all," Thomas said and I leaned into his strong arms.

"Mmm you're right and I'm sure Luca would have popped up sooner or later," I teased and Luca rolled his eyes.

"Again! I didn't know Jaydean existed until you were eight months pregnant Matthias, you kept her from me remember?" Luca mutters in his defense and he was right. I reached out and gently pinched his cheek.

"Don't be so sensitive angel, you're here now aren't you?" I asked him and he smiled, waving my hand away as he turned the water off.

"You're right and now I have five for the price of one," He winks and I would have laughed had it not felt like my insides had been rearanged by their massive dicks.

I grabbed my towel off the counter and ran it over my hair before quickly drying my body. Luca and Thomas could instantly tell I wasn't going to walk back to the bed and I felt like if anything the shower made me weaker. Luca carefully swept me off my feet, walking me back to the bedroom with my head rested on his towel dried shoulder as the three of us got into my old bed completly naked.

I snuggled on the side tonight, needing to cool down while Luca took the middle tonight and Thomas on the other side of him. Thomas snuggled close to Luca after turning off all the candles and Luca lazily wrapped an arm around me.

With the lights off, I could hear our steady breathing but I knew we weren't asleep just yet.

"Do you guys want more babies?" I asked them and I felt Luca's breath hitch.

"You ask us this after we just had unprotected sex, I feel like I've been trapped," Luca jokes and nestles his nose against the back of my neck.

"I mean, I love the quads and all but if we had more multiples I'd go insane," Thomas puts in his input and if I could burn lasers into his skull with just my dirty look I would have.

"I mean, it's also your fault too," I told him and he grunted.

"I mean, you also didn't have to take those pills. I'm not a fucking idiot," He says and my heart stops. He knew this whole time that I took the fertility meds and never held it against me.

"What are you two talking about?" Luca groaned, oblivious since we weren't in a relationship with him back then.

"Nothing important now," Thomas said and Luca traced a small circle on my arm.

"No, tell me now. You know I don't like being left out of things," Luca asked, knowing Thomas and I always filled him in when he asked.

"When Matty and I were trying for a baby, he started taking fertility medications that were fucking up his hormones and making him really sick. I was so worried about him, I didn't care about having a baby anymore and I just wanted him to get better but then he had AJ. And after AJ I told him to stop taking the pills because I couldn't stand seeing him sacraficing himself and his health just to give me a baby. I thought he threw them away when he got pregnant with AJ until I found them in the trash shortly before he left for New York and I just knew that he was going to get pregant again, but I thought we were going to be heartbroken again too. Thankfully the little ones proved us all wrong and I love them, but I never want to try for another baby again," Thomas explained and I curled up into Luca's arms, feeling Thomas' hands reach out and rub my arm as well.

"I love you Matty, which is why I never want you to go through that again. I think if it happens it happens, but if not, just let it be," Thomas said and I nodded in the dark.

"I agree with Thomas, I saw you when you were sick as a dog every day and you couldn't even get out of bed most days. Honey you were skinnier than my pinky and I have a skinny pinky," Luca points out and kisses the tip of my nose.

"What about you?" Luca asked and I nestled myself a little closer to him and Thomas.

"I was thinking more in the future we could talk about it again," I yawned before finally settling into place.

"I love you kitten," Thomas said over Luca and I couldn't help but smile.

"I love you too," I told him and heard them whisper it to each other before I said the eight little letters into my husband's chest and fell asleep.

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HOLY SHIT 4,000 WORDS AND TWO DAYS LATER

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