part - 50

... continuing from previous part ✨

Rajeev sat in car beside shivali she looked outside only to see shivam and Vani sitting in one car and abhinav and kirti in one she looked at him who was using his phone she looked outside thinking about her life and relationship she closed her eyes trying to relax but can't she was having enough of her thoughts

Shivali - I wanna talk to you (said calmly looking at him)

He looked at her rasing his eyebrows in questioning manner

Shivali - in personal ( said calmly)

Rajeev signal driver to stop the car the rest of the bodyguard cars also stop he stepped out and said something to his men the driver stand outside Rajeev sat in driving seat and started driving rest of the cars left leaving their car alone he stopped the car near a Lake and stepped out of the car shivali also came out standing infront of him

Rajeev - what is it ( said coldly looking away)

Shivali - I can't do this ( said sadly)

Rajeev heart drops all the negative thoughts start coming his anger which he is trying to control was not being in his control few tears collected in his eyes the sadness and pain can be seen in his eyes with the thought that she will leave him she can't work with this relationship meanwhile shivali looked at him sadly to see his expression she saw how he was fisting his hand trying to control

Rajeev - what you can't do ? ( Said angerly looking at her)

Shivali - this the things we are doing in our relationship ignoring eachother and fighting and all ( said coldly)

Rajeev - what you want to do now huh you said we are nothing so I am behaving like that a stranger now why do you have a problem with this too ( said greeting his teeth)

Shivali - but I can't behave like this all the time you said i said we are nothing so tell me if I am wrong what are we mr Rajeev what are we ( said angerly bursting out blinking her eyes to control her tears)

Rajeev - I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT YOU ARE WRONG FOR ME WE ARE NOT NOTHING FOR ME MISS SHIVALI HOW FREAKING CAN YOU SAY THAT WE ARE NOTHING EACH AND EVERY FEELING I HAD SHOWED INFRONT AND FEEL FOR YOU IS TRUE ATLEAST FOR ME WE ARE NOT NOTHING ( said angerly bursting out and punching the window breaking the glass angerly while looking at her)

Shivali flinched when he punched the window her tears rolled down on her cheeks

Shivali - what do you think huh the feeling i showed for you were not something for me they were true to and i am also not happy saying we are nothing it hurts me too but sometimes your actions and our situation made me think all of that and stop shouting and hurting yourself ( said angerly glaring at him)

Rajeev felt relaxed listening to her he felt hurt seeing her tears he realised that somewhere it's not her fault to think like that their situation was like that and he also was the one who doesn't want to give this marriage a chance but he is not good in saying words it's not his fault too

Rajeev - I am not good with words I am heartless i agree but were my feelings and actions were not strong that you didn't noticed them ( said sadly looking at her)

Shivali - they were but sometimes some words are needed too i noticed and feel them but you never said you want me and this relationship so it made me think that what if I am thinking wrong about your feelings ( said slowly while looking at him sadly tears were rolling down on her cheeks)

Rajeev cupped her face wiping out her tears gently

Rajeev - i am sorry don't waste your tears on me i am a monster and a messed up men I am not easy to handle if I open up fully so please think before accepting this relationship because one's i started taking you as mine their is no way you can be away from me but one thing Is true you are the only girl I want and have these feelings for and you will be the only one no matter what ( said sadly and taking back his hands from her face)

Shivali - will you will be able to live your life without me?( said looking at him confusingly)

Rajeev - i have to live ( said smiling sadly)

Shivali - it means you can manage your life without me ( said looking at him confused)

Rajeev - i don't know if I will be able to manage but have to live for my family ( said sadly and looking at her softly)

Shivali - it means you can't live without me but still giving me the right to stay in your life or not ( said softly looking at him)

Rajeev - yes your decision matters alot ( said looking at her)

Shivali looked at him unbelievably that the mafia King who can do and have anything he wants is asking for her decision to have this relationship or not even after knowing that the only girl he wants is her in his life although he can make her stay he has that much power but still he wants her decision

Shivali - yes I want to have this relationship and you ( said leaving a heavy breath)

Rajeev - are you sure because there is no going back after this ( said looking at her with inocent and desperate eyes)

Shivali - yes I am ( said chuckling softly seeing his inocent and desperate eyes)

As soon as she said that she was lifted up from the ground in his arms he hugged her tightly she became shocked but then hugged him back with a sweet smile after sometime she moved back a little and saw few tears rolling down on his face she wiped them gently

Shivali - i never knew that mafia King can cry just because a girl said yes to stay with him ( said chuckling softly staring in his eyes)

Rajeev - and that girl is his wife ( said softly)

hugging her tightly snuggling his face in her neck and She hugged him back with a sweet smile suddenly the rain started pouring

Shivali - put me down and let's go inside fast ( said hurriedly)

Rajeev just moved towards the car and made her sit on passenger seat and moved towards his driving seat and sat she looked at him he moved towards her making her back off sticking to her seat her breaths become heavy dew to their closeness he looked at her she closed her eyes feeling his breath on her neck when he moved he hold the seatbelt and moved back to his seat buckling the seat belt with a smile she opened her eyes feeling him moving back she quickly looked outside

Shivali - control shivali control why the fuck i became nervous and this heart is beating like crazy ( said in mind)

Rajeev - let's go you must be hungry too ( said softly looking at her)

She looked at him and smile

Shivali - yes let's go but I am not hungry

Rajeev - why ( said looking at her with concern)

Shivali - i don't know ( said shrugging her shoulders)

Rajeev - but you have to eat a little ( said softly)

Shivali - i don't want to but I have a idea ( said looking at him cutely)

Rajeev - what is it ( said pinching her cheeks smiling at her)

Shivali - icecream we can eat icecream and why did you pull my cheeks ( said rubbing her cheeks)

Rajeev - because you were looking cute and i can't control myself sorry if you felt uncomfortable ( said looking at her sadly quickly apologizing thinking she didn't like it)

Shivali - no i didn't felt uncomfortable but you have to pay me back for this ( said smiling cutely looking at him)

Rajeev - ok but how ( said looking at her with a small smile)

Shivali - by buying me 2 icecream ( said excitedly)

Rajeev nodded his head smiling at her and soon he stopped the car near a icecream parlour

Rajeev - so what flavours do you want mam ( said looking at her with a sweet smile)

Shivali - black currant and chocolate ( said looking at him with a smile )

Rajeev - ok

And he ran towards the icecream parlour and came back after 10 min holding 2 cup of ice cream he quickly sat inside and gave her the icecream

Shivali - you didn't buy for yourself ( said looking at him confusingly)

Rajeev - no i am fine and I have to drive too ( said looking at her with lovely gaze and soft smile)

Shivali shook her head and started eating then she forward him a spoon full of icecream he looked at her then ate the icecream like this she ate and feed him too

Rajeev - why I am feeling  this much happy just because she is feeding me ahh this girl is seriously doing something to me ( said in his mind)

Soon they reached home and went towards their room shivali quickly came back after freshing up he also came back after freshing up shivali made him sit on bed and hold his hand treating him he looked at her admiring her

Shivali - done ( said closing the first aid kit)

Rajeev - thanku and let's start taking steps towards our relationship too ( said looking at her lovingly)

Shivali - yes now let's become proper husband and wife ( said smiling at him)

Then they both went towards their sides to sleep Rajeev was trying to say something but he can't he was moving she saw him taking his hand back

Shivali - what happened ( said looking at him concerned )

Rajeev - umm nothing ya nothing ( said hessaitating and giving a tight lip smile)

Shivali - you can tell me Mr Mafia ( said understanding he wants to say something)

Rajeev - what type of name is this ( said looking at her raising his eyebrows)

Shivali - i like it now I will call you by this name now tell ( said looking at him smiling teasingly)

Rajeev - ok if you like it then and it's just I..I was not being able to sleep so ( said slowly looking away)

Shivali - do you want me to crease your head like I did before ( said looking at him  with a sweet smile)

Rajeev looked at her shocked that how did she got to know that then nodded his head slowly shivali nodded her head sitting up patting on her laps indicating him to come but Rajeev made her lay down back and pointing towards her stomach said

Rajeev - i don't want you to get distrub like last time and sleep while sitting so If you are comfortable then ( said looking at her with a concern and questionable face )

Shivali smile and nodded her head he lay down putting his head on her stomach and hugging her lightly he do notice her red cheeks while she was nervous but finds him cute looking at his actions she started creasing his head running her fingers through his locks he snuggles into her melting in her touch feeling relaxed soon they both drifted off into sleep

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