chapter 83

( warning: may not be suitable for young readers. Especially kids like zebree and San are not advised to read this😂💜)•••I looked at myself in the mirror.A girl with her hair tied into a loose bun looking right into my eyes, her cheeks flushing bright pink. She's wearing nothing but a plain white tee shirt that seems to thin that her thin lacy bralette was showing through the shirt a bit. The tee shirt runs exactly down her thighs.Stupid Dara!Why didn't I bring any bathing suit or any garment that's ideal to get wet. Well duh. I didn't knew he was planning to do something like that!But atleast, I got an excuse to wear something that belonged to Yoongi. His smell of soap and cologne lingered to the fabric that made me sniff it more as I close my eyes.I took a deep breath as I opened my eyes. This is the first time he's going to see me like this. I mean.... He didn't have me shorts with shirt so... He's expecting me to only wear this, right?Ugh!! Whatever.Just get out there and maybe if I dip right away before he looks at me... Then he wouldn't have a chance to see me!I walked out of the changing room, the task glass door squeaking as I opened it. I walked in, tip toeing with every step as I see the bath tub. It was made of marble tiles, as well as the walls that looked so stylish and voegue.What's weird is that no-one else is using the bath tub. There's not even a single person walking around as well, not even having their feet dipped into the warm water. Except for one, who had his back facing me, and just by seeing his back, I knew exactly who it was.I tried my best not to make any sound as I approached him, but as I was about two feet away from the actual rub, he tilts his head to his side and looks up at me. He was silent as our eyes met and I was frozen that even though my foot is off the ground, I couldn't put it back down."H- hi." I say, slowly making my way into the hot tub with him. His hair were already wet, although it is starting to dry off. He had his hands laying flat to his sides."Hey." He says, looking away from me. "You look like a marshmallow..."The first thing he says is that I look like a marshmallow? I was so nervous on my way here and that's all he's going to say!?A freaking MARSHMALLOW????" Marshmallow?" I asked as I stepped into the hot tub, dipping my feet first. It almost felt too hot for me to submerge my whole legs , but after a couple of seconds, it started to feel great."Yeah." He says flatly as he looks back at me. " The t-shirt made you look like a marshmallow.""Are you implying that I look stubby?" I ask irritated by him, as I manage to dip myself in the warm water upto my waist. "No. You look cute and squishy!" He gives off a faint laugh. "Like a marshmallow."I rolled my eyes away from him, feeling the whole blood in my body rushing towards my cheeks,making them as hot as the water I am in right now.He thinks I look cute. "Seriously, just dip your head already." He comments as he sees me gradually making my way down to the water. I can feel the water's heart in my stomach now, just right under my chest."Fine." I say as I bend my knees into the  water, letting my whole body be submerged. I felt the heat crawling up to my skin, but I started under as it lingered. As I go back up, I can feel it's warm radiance everywhere.I wiped the water from my face, and as I did, Yoongi was looking right at me, his cheeks tinted red more than a minute ago. He had his mouth opened, almost like he was gaping."What?" I asked scooting beside him."Nothing, I uh,the tv. Yeah, the tv." He points to the flat-screen TV mounted on top corner of the room, opposite to where the tub is. The program where they show the weekly top music videos is currently on.It was showing this boy band group that has been popular these days, and believe me, everyone is talking about it. I don't get the hype though. I mean, I've listened to their songs once or twice and they were good, but I just didn't dig it as I dig Yoongi's music."I didn't knew you liked them." I commented, almost smirking at him."Because I don't." He replied. "They have it easy. All they do is try to look pretty enough for people to like them. They probably don't even write their own songs that they promote." "That's mean." I said smiling unbelievably at him as I scoffed. "They probably have hardships too, you know!""Whatever." He says, looking away from the TV to the water infront of us. I could see the stream floating freely."It's wierd how there's not a lot of people here right now." I said out of nowhere, trying to initiate a conversation."That's because its lunch time."Oh.And then it was quiet again.But it didn't felt awkward at all. I just wished we could talk more, and idk why but for some reason, right after I went under the water, he couldn't look at me anymore.Is there something wrong with me?"Hey." I said, trying to make him look at me.He didn't."Hey, look at me." I say, caressing his cheeks with my palm and tilting his head to face me. "It's there something wrong?""No." He shakes his head. Then his eyes roamed to chest and before I could get a wing idea, he continued, "I just like how you always wear the necklace I have you. Doesn't your parents ask about that?"I smiled as I pulled my hands back from his face and reach the moon pendant of the necklace. It felt slightly cold, giving me some sort of comfort. "All they know is that it is a present from Yuri.""Hm." He says, nodding his head up and down.I looked back at the television and saw another group performing, but this time, their song was way more popular than the previous one. These boys are actually world wide popular, and after listening to their songs, I can understand why.These lyrics are a bit shallow, but the beats are sure as hell catchy."You said that you'd be happy as long as you work in the music industry." I said smiling as I remembered the time when he said that to me. " What if meine, just maybe, you end up like them?" "That will never happen." He laughed mockingly as he faintly shakes his head. "First, I don't know how to dance. Second, I don't have the looks and third, I don't like people to begin with.""Hey." I said sliding closer to him. I take his hand and hold it between mine. "First, you can always learn how to dance. Second, you do have looks but you just think that you don't. Third, you told me that you like me and I'm sure a person. So yeah~""I'd rather be a producer." He mumbles, laying his other hand on the top of mine. "I just can't see me becoming an idol.""I can." I smiled at him. "But whatever you end up to be, I'll support you because you're the best musician I've ever met in my life.""Really?" He ask, a half smile forming on his lips."Always." I smiled back, but before I knew it, his lips are already making a contact with mine and as I realised what was happening, I was consumed by the moment that I couldn't help but closed my eyes and kissed him back.I start to wrap my arms around his neck while his arms wrapped around my waist. He grabs me closer to him, making both of our wet bodies touch. Nothing mattered at that moment, everything seemed to be fading away. All that I could bare to think about was how his lips moved against mine, and how my lips moved against his.I could feel the sparks flying as he deepened the kiss, his tongue asking for an entrance. I was surprised at how I opened my mouth like I knew what I was doing, letting him explore his mouth and I explored his. This was Yoongi's magic, his charm as my body was moving on its own without me consciously knowing whatever I was doing. Our tongues soon battled against each other as we both puckered our mouths with every kiss exchange.But the sparks died down the moment he squeezed my arms and pulled away from me. He breathes deeply as I find myself panting."Let's go back." We said at the same time, and we were out of the water in no time.We walked through the marble plated walls that seemed to be like kilometres long, my body not even able to feel the air that everyone should be feeling right after comimg it of a hot tub. Yoongi walked right infront of me, and as we reach out hotel door, his hands shakily swipes the card that I didn't even knew he was holding.He got inside and started pacing back and forth into the lounge space where couches were placed, looking at me. Once both of my feet were inside the room, I slammed the door shut and rushed towards him, our lips igniting once more.He breathes against my lips as I smile against his. Where was this Yoongi? I didn't knew that he had this side of him too. And the fact that I can make him feel like this gave me so much power that I don't know what to do with it.He then pulls back , tugging my bottom lip as he do so and started trailing butterfly kisses down my neck, making a rush of excitement and passion burning in me. My hands started to move in their own and before I realised,it was too late.Because I had already tossed a wet white shirt onto the ground,similar to the one I was wearing a few seconds ago.He pulls back, his eyes lingering on my chest, making me feel unnecessarily uncomfortable about myself. What exactly was I thinking?What if he thinks that I look ugly?What if I turned him off??"It looks better now that the shirt slightly covering it is out of the sight." He commented, making me cross my arms above my chest in order to cover it."What do you mean?" I ask, feeling self conscious raging within me."It's been showing through since you got your shirt wet." He chuckles. "God! How stupid can you be, love?""Is that why you weren't able to look at me then?" I scoffed. " Because of this?""Yeah." He says nodding his head a little. "It's been distracting me."Before he could finish his sentence, I launched myself back to him, pushing him down on the bed. Our lips making a connection, my arms wrapping around his neck, his hands caressing my curves and thighs,  it felt godly. This euphoric feeling was something completely strange and new to me. But I'm sure it was something good. It felt surreal.But then he leans up with his arms supporting his weight as he stretched it onto his back, his hands laying flatly on the bed as I straddle on top of him. His lips stopped moving and as I pulled back, I dived into his eyes filled with lust and fire, piercing right into mine.He reaches for the little knot on the nape of my neck from the bralette I'm wearing with that stupid smile of his that I could never get enough of, and whisper asked the most sensual thing anyone has ever asked me."Shall we untie this?" •••A/n:-It was my first time writing this type of content so forgive me if it was something not worth reading and thankyou so so so much if you read it till here. I couldn't write more of it cuz idk why. I got burried in my own shame and couldn't bring myself to make your eyes suffer by reading this. Hehe, thankyou again,byee! Rate and reviews will be appreciated 😭💜(Unedited)